all i see is blinding me and 
all i hear hear is deafening but
when i wake up 
im feeling down down down
i need a change up
right now now now

and on the inside im freakin out
need backup 
im beakin
ill even out 
youll see
no reason but
im freakin out
bad habits lead to damage 
but ill even out

got no other options
livin life like on my back is a target
and even tho i try my best try my hardest
my worst fear (x3)
one day ill still end up in the garbage

ihopethiswasworthit

prod me, alkyl

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sonreawaken-5

I stuck my head through the ceiling
I couldn't find any meaning
It's like I always done seen it
You left me broken and bleeding
Left out of town on the season
I should've always believed
You'd grow distant for no reason

And now The Son's upset
I hope it get a little better
It's outta' my hands
I'm crawling right back into your sweater
Left for dead
It's all in my head again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin
(Baby)

But still my feet grip the sand
I'll build a bigger, better brand
Maybe one that could withstand your touch
I'll fold my bread into the bands
I'll hold  you in my feeble hands
Maybe I could be a better man next

Times up
Time and time again
You could make your mind up
It would be fine
But then you wouldn't be fine
It'll take time and time again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin

prod me

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

Break away
Break away

Guess I'm back on my ass, I know you wanted it
At the scene of attraction where you flaunted it
Little overreaction when you faded in

I had been there too
Wondering what happens
When you don't know
How to love yourself

I sat down while faded on a rooftop
Inside out without the thought of your touch
Lost in love my head is spinning too much

Another perfect day and 43 bad nights
I burned my eyes in the untamed daylight
You were mine now I feel satirized

SATIRE

[[hope i'm valid for that]]

~track [4/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from 
@kryst3n
+prod from
@assperrr
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[verse] ~ @kryst3n
pulled me away from you
could tell me all the things i do that break ur heart
we've been drifting so much further now
my mind is hardly holding out 
im choking up
you can't hold me enough
cuz nothings working out for me 
my friends stopped looking out
there's nobody around for me
i lost all the support
you fill me up with blatant lies
you push me out the door 
know its not just a break this time
ur not really serious (x4)
just hold me
tell me that its fine with u if i mess up


[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i walked down this road 
don't know where i'm at 
i followed these faces 
there staring right back
i believe it was intentional
all because who that i am 
there's no going 

back from this place
i can feel it inside 
there's nowhere to hide
cross your fingers i know that you lied
and if there is a chance that i could say one more goodbye
i would mess it up i would leave you behind.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[outro] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate
i don't see another place 
that we'll end up 
if you need a hand 
i will lend one your way
and i'm so fuckin sick of saying 
it's another day 
and there's no other way 
it's just another day

valid for that +kryst3n (asperr)

tracks that have been sitting in my files

prescription pills (reprise)

@55depths

a new era rising...

from the second album:
"and at last..."
on all platforms.
video: https://youtu.be/J3arqq90Lps
prod. me

lyrics:
well i've lost my way 1000 times before
i woke up fully clothed still on the floor
you've taken everything and even more
and living life has become such a chore
a bore to me now

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

let it die (let it bleed)
overnight (all from me)
see the love gone from your eyes
out of touch
out of line
out of your fucking mind

well i've lost my way 1000 times before
and never ended up like this before
oh, you've taken everything there is to take
but i keep coming back
it's my mistake to make
oh, to make

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

and at last...

1000 times before

spotify

on all platforms soon <3

did i say something wrong
or did you hear what i was thinking? 
i hope it doesn't fall apart 
when i confide in you the feelings that you're given me 
did i write too many songs? 
or was the melody familiar? 
please don't keep stringing me along 
if this is something that'll go nowhere, i'll stop and stare 

paraonoia started taking me over 
can't avoid ya, and im not staying sober
just tell me do you prefer progress or closure 
cause i'm okay with either one, but the ladders never fun

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
to fall for you somehow

when she reads to me, or sings to me
i'm falling and it's stupid deep 
found the hoodie i let her keep a year ago 
when she's next to me, its heavenly 
her eyes i see reflecting me 
her smile, feels like ecstasy, did i let it show? 

you must be acting you came in with no reaction
now every moment is passing, 
i thought we had gained some traction 
what happened 

but now your back in, do you feel any satisfaction 
i should have kept you in past tense 
rehearsing the interaction
shit it's crashing

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
shit it's crashing
i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound

agnosia

I wrote this songs when I was going through some of the toughest times of my life this song helped me make it through. If your in a dark place right now trying to get out and find the light then this song will be for you

SON

corefish