i can hit all these notes and that makes me happy

the 'ur not rlly serious' give goose bumps

from ellie

prod. iof 

(lyrics)
i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons why
why is it always me?

isolation, my tempers so different
for any swell reason i guess i never listened
and this is the habit of being your best girl
this havoc's inherent, i watch as you let go

the wreckage in the corner of my eye
don't reappear to my demise
i should have listened on that night
oh, how i'd hate to spend my life
oh, how i'd hate to be his wife

for now i'm sitting at your tapestry
i stare at all the angels and their faces
what god has made me so complacent?
i fall behind, i fall so vacant
i pray for cheeks so thin and aching
hah, thats when i'm worth more than the same shit

why?
cut yourself the life you thought you knew 
yes, i love you, it's just no use
that funny truth slips somehow loose
lie
cut yourself the crime for one last truce
i follow through, bruise black and blue
that funny truth crawls back to you

i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons 
why

die4u

lyric video: https://youtu.be/FN6JwMYWOg4
shoutout @wishlane for the extra production & background vocals :3

he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go

he said i could take you anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when its just u & me :)
but i think he's delusional
he's down to much to drink
swam across the ocean
just for him to watch me sink

he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)

he said i could take u anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when it's just u & me :)
and baby i'm delusional
i've had to much to drink
the image in my head
of us together
makes me sink

STEMS

runaway

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

Fingers

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@whyapril owleeng & ako

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Episode 4

mastered by @assperrr

https://open.spotify.com/track/1yRWWWpbUvSIAWresrf7Am?si=6yWWNuiNQ5SImvAIh2CANQ

https://youtu.be/1V0S_gNNHMo

falldown, falldown & falldown
idc bout old shit n old sounds
church walls will crumble n knock down
but that's ok cuz i jus need u now
cuz i jus need u, n the comments r true
i needa get better, keep thinking of you
an angel has lost its wings to my expense n i wonder what i did

flowers will turn to dust, lovers to ash..
tsukii learned at a very young age that angels will deceive you;
this angered tsukii.
"come back my child", called satan.
tsukii isnt just any other fallen angel,
not even the spawn of satan himself.
tsukii is a second, far more powerful ruler of hell,
and has been deceiving you all this whole time.

i might get her back, might just stab her in the backseat
why tf u wan me u dnt even want attachment
whys it so hard 2 grasp it?
broken mirrors show reflection under my casket
h8 me, mutilate me
ik the devil will save me
all of the angels betrayed me
n now the bugs all decay me

falldown, falldown & falldown
idc bout old shit n old sounds
church walls will crumble n knock down
but that's ok cuz i jus need u now (x2)

8falldownn

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lyrics:

so please
i never want u to leave
cause u make me me don't u see
i can't sleep when u're gone

and i don't want all these other people
i sit n wait for u to call
i'll be here patient
i'll be here waiting
till we're dead

and i don't want anyone to haunt u
less it is me ofc my love
dug me out despair
and i couldn't care
less u're gone

jus take me
by the hand
and if it doesn't all go to plan
will u stay
will u stay
by my side

when u smile i'll return it
apartment's unfurnished
we'll drink a lil bourbon
no arguments hurting each other
i won't smother
u to death

i won't promise tho
i get attached rly quick but i'm not rly worried we don't have to hurry
i'm waiting
and i'm patient
for u
cuz u're all that i wanted and needed so

alexandria's ballad

[[hope i'm valid for that]]

~track [4/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from 
@kryst3n
+prod from
@assperrr
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[verse] ~ @kryst3n
pulled me away from you
could tell me all the things i do that break ur heart
we've been drifting so much further now
my mind is hardly holding out 
im choking up
you can't hold me enough
cuz nothings working out for me 
my friends stopped looking out
there's nobody around for me
i lost all the support
you fill me up with blatant lies
you push me out the door 
know its not just a break this time
ur not really serious (x4)
just hold me
tell me that its fine with u if i mess up


[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i walked down this road 
don't know where i'm at 
i followed these faces 
there staring right back
i believe it was intentional
all because who that i am 
there's no going 

back from this place
i can feel it inside 
there's nowhere to hide
cross your fingers i know that you lied
and if there is a chance that i could say one more goodbye
i would mess it up i would leave you behind.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[outro] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate
i don't see another place 
that we'll end up 
if you need a hand 
i will lend one your way
and i'm so fuckin sick of saying 
it's another day 
and there's no other way 
it's just another day

valid for that +kryst3n (asperr)

shhhh

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mothercain/dust-bowl-demo

Hands

@55depths
@giabellee

OUT NOW ALL PLATS!
amv on biteki:
https://youtu.be/DHVu2TURCyk

prod. me.

lyrics:
(dth)
you've got your hands around my wrist
and red, so bright
a love like this; i've
seen it once or twice
and when i see your eyes
babe, it's no surprise
and let me go so easily
"is that really what you think of me?"
i said; your words were never nice
the way they cut like knives
i feel them all the time

and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush

i can't stand
the way you act
i'm not being overdramatic
when i have to find
a place to hide
you left me in a panic

(gia)
you tried to cut me deep
guess you could never see it
the way you looked at me
i always got that feeling
like i was scared to leave
so i'm just stuck pretending
stuck pretending

(dth)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)

(not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in)

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blush w/ giabelle

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oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋

valid for that +kryst3n (asperr)

jauntsen

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