video: https://youtu.be/0PK8Q0pubG8

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds

if only we had known we were in it
for only a minute too long

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

so you hold me
in the morning
It's like my head gets dark
and the bed's on fire
when you told me
no, you warned me
of bein' too honest when you're especially quiet

hahaha... fuq!
okay, listen

so yeah I'm scared like a bitch!
this decision's hard to make
'cause either way Imma end up with a different vision
yeah your diamond eyes hit me quick
I ain't even get the chance to say
I don't want it
I was apathetic all night

Apathetic

10/6
PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre
one more step
fall over the edge
ill be thankful
for one last breath
our times uncertain
and death's a burden

relapse, replace
he don't wanna lose it all
relapse, replay
over and over again
was it something he said?
relapse, relay
the information to em;
relapse, decay
you'll never see him again
he was all in my head

(re)lapse

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

fruitless

prod @mxjia4123, @oldcollin, and corefish


I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

I couldn't pay the debt
Now that everybody around me fuckin' with deception
Hands down, everybody looking at my neck
Man down, baby, you gon' turn me to a wreck

@alkylartist

Victim
Oh, get it all out of your system
You said you killed them, but you missed one
Bloodstained carpet, do you feel some?
You're sick of me, I'm sick of the shit you pull
I'm not needing you
Did you get what you wanted?
I'll get just what I need
By the skin of my teeth

@me lol

I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

@thatcherblackwood

And I know that you don't wanna talk about it
So hard to change your mind
Sick of all the misuse
Lie and say I'll miss you
Folding to pieces, I guess
Baby, please don't make a sound
Maybe I won't turn it down
You know that I don't mess around
Gonna clip a couple routes

@oldcollin

And so you said that I was wrong again
But here we are and I can't pretend
That all this talking off and on again just hasn't gone straight to my head
If it's all just a ruse
Then what should I do to forget ya?
It's nothing new, I'm still trying to catch up
Know that I hurt you, but I never meant to
You said something was off, but I just couldn't sense

VICTIM

VICTIM (feat. alkyl, thatcherblackwood, old collin & MXJIA)

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

I'm stuck in my headspace
Mind stuck in rotation
Blame the earthquake, can't shake it
My memory's fading
I spoke to a doctor, she said I ain't fine
Emergency sessions gon' keep me alive
I'm stuck in my headspace
Why am I forsaken

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

Running so long, adrenaline fades
Chasing dreams, I can't keep pace
I'm done chasing butterflies, we all got our fake lives
Through windows the pain lies to lead us astray
I miss me, I miss the rain
Rose tinted cellophane
Terrified down to the cells in my veins
I'm racing my mind, just to feel heard
It used to be debilitating, now it's just the worst
And either way I think of you, the bad days I reverse
I can't see you in a bad way
No, it just hurts

Eat me alive
Come drag me under
Your tears crystallise

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

I am adrift
Coasting on excess of my emptiness
But I got my decaf tea, a little 2CB
I'll break down some walls just to feel the debris
Chip my stone
I'll never know why I never gave us a chance to know us
Leave me, I need to breathe
Hoping you'll disagree

Let me learn to forget
I been feeling like death got the better end
(That was the time of my life)
Don't let me think this out loud
But it's alright
And I'm okay
I hate that I miss you, I do
Wish you died to me when I died for you

So I'm gon break my voice, make it hurt
And play all my mistakes in hertz
To save myself, please
Let me let you down

Blood rush in my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

egress (death)

FACE OFF

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

gradual

linktr.ee/intentionsmi

phase 1 of 4
ego death
we share the sun

if i kept my door locked
would i be here really anyways
picking a path of lust
outcome the same any other day
fight every vice in my blood
i don’t wanna be here when it’s falling down
more times not, it’s enough
i’ve been in the deep when i’m bout to drop

i’ll say what’s what, i became a man
that day, 1k, all part of the plan
since phased, 7th grade
never followed brands
worked for everything i got as a con-man
i could travel and hold it down, man
and still make hits in the caravan
higher issue, i could care about it
i killed my ego couldn’t shape up

i’m just a kid who got caught up in bad influence
stuck in a cave, no torch, found light and made it through
i’ve been dying to get involved
selling lies but what’s the cost
read the fine print but i’m all in
i’m never gonna fit in
what’s the point if life’s a circle

y’all can’t put me in a box
pouring up some courage to get rid of all my thoughts
aye, if you can’t find me then i’m lost
now watch justify bad morals for a good cause (peasants)
keeping the vibe going strong
for every motherfucker reaching out asking for songs
i can bleed if i step outside my skin get burnt by the sun
i could lend a helping hand but at that point it’s no fun

i’ll say what’s what, i became a man
that day, 1k, all part of the plan
since phased, 7th grade
never followed brands
worked for everything i got as a con-man
i could travel and hold it down, man
and still make hits in the caravan
higher issue, i could care about it
i killed my ego couldn’t shape up

i can’t shape up (truth)