(i love someone mom, so i had to run
don't you see?
i'm sorry okay?
i'm fine, that's all you need to know isn't it?)
it falls apart like the moment that i wake up
got me stressing tryna stay up
and my throats dry no more flavor
i cant lieee
i dont have time
and im running out to save you and me
and i feel it closing in
i feel it in my skin
i don't wanna confront you again
and i only do it cause i care about you

my legs are broken,
and so is your heart,
can you smile at-

can you smile at my face (cry against the world)
till my teeth are poor (cry against the world)
my legs are broken (cry against the world)
and so is your heart (cry against the world)

it just might be you and me, but that's okay* + middleclassed.

this one’s for all my irls, sam, reuben, logan, lucius, ash, jack, osian and everyone who i hold close to my heart, online or offline, i love you all <3

i think going into 2025 id like to be a better person and improve on myself as this year ive been a total car wreck and im hoping i can do better with myself. however, this year has taught me so much with the world that i frankly don’t think i could’ve gone without. new friends, new and former lovers, arguments, consoling former relationships, everything has been a blast and if ive worried or treated you wrongly then im sorry. 

i think id also just like to be myself and seek as much help as i can, i have come close to suicide so much and a couple times i was either midway or just before it but i remembered who was there for me and what i spend my time attempting to do and ive stopped myself. i’ve cut myself an unbelievable amount of times and it’s still going on to a lesser extent over my own body and the issues i have faced. i’ve spent so much time hiding them because i don’t want people to worry or make fun of them however i think that it’s okay that i have these scars now. they show me who i used to be and that even though it’s tough at times, sometimes you just HAVE to keep going for yourself and the ones you love because otherwise you’re going to end up empty or you’ll be missed by people who loved you and held you close.

once again, to those ive wronged then im sorry and i hope we can reconcile. and thank you for taking your time reading my sad, pathetic little ramble :)

p.s spread love, spread peace, make sure to be yourself and most importantly, make sure you’re having fun <333

as our fates collided

@achorda

this is for such an amazing year i had, i love all of my friends, and you, for listening to me. <3

Watch camden's wonderful video; "An open letter to love", that uses the song here <3 -> https://youtu.be/4VvgV86xx04?si=zYDtz8DwNYSiZ1tg

do you think of me as much as i think of you? (with achorda)

‘what really happened to Walker’

written by Jane Salem Mitchell & Jay Luis Pena
produced by Serena Avery Liars & Jane Salem Mitchell
vocals by Jay Luis Pena & Jane Salem Mitchell

cover art by Jane Salem Mitchell

chicken scratch (with JAYOVSN & Serena Liars)

everything me 
@100signs

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

i give up so easily
i drop my cards
i lay back
want my heart 
give u the key
i'll open up
forgot the name that i once had
the things that i lost in the fire
keep me warm right beside you baby dont let me go 
i wish all of this would end
i hate all your stupid friends
take me back to when i felt like i had something 
fuck me over i know that you wanna
i could lie bout it 
hide all my problems

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

Don't come back

All music composed by roses at your tombstone (@panasonic-cat)

002 - two

Lead the Way

part of the botanica : ternary compilation
@cybrwitch

Serena Liars - the flowers still bloom when youre not around

produced by cigarette casualties and @coreposting
vocals by me
original by @mathematicallyaccurate i love you
im waiting to get a new guitar so heres a revised version of shame by both of us
i also made this for a special someone you know who you are :)


your medicine's on the sink, it's been waiting there for you
i'm walking down the boardwalk, just the way, the way we used to do
and usually you'd be with me, hugging my arm into your hand
but now i'm in the water, leaving you lay yourself down inside the sand

you might tell yourself that this is all your fault
but in my eyes there's no one that could be more wrong
and if you're having doubt, just don't let it become you
you have such a way with words, you would have had my plans fall through

so i had to write it down, and turn it into a song
cause if i spoke to you directly, you would prove my thoughts wrong
and maybe it'd be for the better, cause then i'd still be there
but you're too late now, and tears are matting down your hair

please don't reminisce, i put an end to this for a reason
it's a gift to know your meaning, it's a gift to know you ain't me
you never had to walk this road, the same one that i walk alone
it's a path you never had to follow, but you ended up in my home

your medicine's on the counter, divided by the days
i asked if any of it mattered, i guess my question sent you into a daze
you have your eyes, and i have mine
we think that the other's vision is clearer

and i guess, i guess that we could both be right
but with you absent in reflections, i start losing my sight

a note saying i love you and other stuff

FALLING (margielaxx remix)

@cybrwitch @panasonic-cat @coreposting @lun_d @jayovsn @saturnnnnnnnn

This is our song meant for ANV10! (It sadly got rejected.) We had so much fun making it and I'm so glad we can at least share it with all of you! <3 

Produced and mixed by Serena Liars, corepost, Tatsuoto, and Lundy
Vocals by saturnn and JAYOVSN
Mastered and Final Arrangement by Tatsuoto
Made in 13 hours (10am - 11pm)

(saturnn:)
My fault, I can't get out of bed
My patience running low when you forget the shit I said
Want the bass to hit my head
Want to jump around all silly or else I'll just end up dead

You can hit me all you want but I know music got my back
Don't want to hear you tell me to slow down cause that's too bad
I got headphones in my ear to block out all the fucking mess
And I can't pick up the pace because I'm already too fast

(JAYOVSN:)
Please don’t waste my time
Please don’t waste my time
Bring the colors in the light, ooh

Please don’t it let stop
I know the bass pumping 
I just wanna make it out
I wanna hear the roars coming through the whole crowd
I wanna feel the colors flowing through the full sound

Let’s just live it now
Don’t care bout what they say
I wanna feel the drums
Don’t wanna feel the pain
I wanna feel alive
Don’t wanna feel the rain
I wanna feel the white
Don’t wanna feel the grey

I wanna feel alive
I wanna be okay
I wanna feel alive
I wanna hear again
I wanna feel alive
I wanna feel alive
I wanna feel alive

as our fates collided

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