this one’s for all my irls, sam, reuben, logan, lucius, ash, jack, osian and everyone who i hold close to my heart, online or offline, i love you all <3

i think going into 2025 id like to be a better person and improve on myself as this year ive been a total car wreck and im hoping i can do better with myself. however, this year has taught me so much with the world that i frankly don’t think i could’ve gone without. new friends, new and former lovers, arguments, consoling former relationships, everything has been a blast and if ive worried or treated you wrongly then im sorry. 

i think id also just like to be myself and seek as much help as i can, i have come close to suicide so much and a couple times i was either midway or just before it but i remembered who was there for me and what i spend my time attempting to do and ive stopped myself. i’ve cut myself an unbelievable amount of times and it’s still going on to a lesser extent over my own body and the issues i have faced. i’ve spent so much time hiding them because i don’t want people to worry or make fun of them however i think that it’s okay that i have these scars now. they show me who i used to be and that even though it’s tough at times, sometimes you just HAVE to keep going for yourself and the ones you love because otherwise you’re going to end up empty or you’ll be missed by people who loved you and held you close.

once again, to those ive wronged then im sorry and i hope we can reconcile. and thank you for taking your time reading my sad, pathetic little ramble :)

p.s spread love, spread peace, make sure to be yourself and most importantly, make sure you’re having fun <333

as our fates collided

i love my wife and i love my friends <3

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as our fates collided

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