demo recorded on my floor some months ago, not so sure about it but always trying

small inductors

quickly made this today
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I felt a higher power
She said it's not my time yet
She's a savior to me

I drank a bit of poison
My chest was filled with nothing but regret and I said
"What's going through my head?"

I woke up in my old place
I wish I knew what's wrong with me again
Should I talk to my friends?

I don't wanna be a worry
So I yell in to the void until the very end
"What's going through my head?"
---
art is from The Apothecary Diaries

shoutouts Emperor X

Savior

Frightened and feeble


I live this life fearful 


You show another path


Enlightened and simple


If I could take an ear full


I’d wanna give it back


Cause I am a sewer


And you are the man


Holding the crack


A tear in the suture


Become a day sooner


Double spaced plan 


Calloused and careful


The glass appears half-full 


When you start to do the math


Dampened and dwindled


These ears are still fragile


So we start where we began

Ear Full

at it falls

i hate this so i kind of scrapped it and like stuff but idk its kindof like yk like uhhhhhh digicore stuff like yk generic stuff yk nvm its not generic at all

hope you like this one! something different from the rest....

and i guess its not that time
thru a lens we look so alike
and i let it go before you
but your skin is wrapped in my view
and i guess
maybe something is still in our way

samples 
lotje - folle avec max
awvfts - beethoven 250
stars of the lid - even (out) +

pitch the 2nd drop +2 for an easter egg

#party

before

achiev3rs

clickycamera

guitartest16

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

i 
i want it out 

the sentiment i am without 

you
you do not want me for anything
like this 

i want a mirror 
you just want a mouth 

weird flashing grey leaves
i can’t quite tell the color

you hate all the things 
about the ways i discover

and i couldn’t tell if it was you or someone different 

and i couldn’t quite tell if you were here or you were getting distant 


can i be comfortable?
can i be loved?

at it falls

corepost