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Kenny x Big Melancholy - Blurry Vision

some1likeyou (prod. ZBeats)

*dont know who made the beat so soundcloud exclusive*

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns 

Sometimes I watch the sunrise 
Mostly I been getting high for the whole night 
And I know that Im the only one that’s still holding on 
If I called it love baby would you call me wrong 
I can’t control it 
That life’s a roller coaster 
And I’m afraid of falling 
no one to stop it from hurting at all 

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns 

Spent my whole life waiting
Feel like its been ages
Driving myself crazy
Filling empty spaces
Looking for solutions 
Filling up the pages
If only I didn’t have heavy ties
Binding them in place
In my diary of Jane 
I will try to find my place 
The thorns around her vines 
Are wrapped around my spine 

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns

roses have thorns

Wish upon a shooting star
That i dont fuckin fall apart
Im way too busy counting scars
That i earned from my last space walk
I hope i can avoid the rocks
Or asteroids as they may call
Or what else is out there

Im running out blank space
All the stars in the world just light up my face
I told the co pilot itd be safe
Now im crying in the back seat of the ship

Wishing she could see me ascend
I wish i wish i wish i wish
That i wasnt so full of shit
When i told him that we'd make it
I didnt expect it to be like this

Now we've hit a load of bricks
Malfunction yet again
I guess we'll be late to the planet

The mission states its habitable
But i dont think we'll make it past the asteroid belt
Our absolute magnitude is zero

Wish upon a shooting star while i get fuckin torn apart
I wish that we could meet on mars
But idk how long ive got
Considering im trapped in andromeda
I hope that ill become a constellation

(HKFiftyOne)

Cant believe my eyes today
Floating forward, i can't convey
The stars im seeing in my face
Cause back on Earth they're far away

I been waiting my whole life
To finally be here, feel alive
Said feel like im in hyperdrive
Cant wait no more til we arrive

Said ill finally show them all
Wont fail this time, ill prove them wrong
Im chasing dreams, they said id fall
I never heard them, not at all

The lights start flicker, i dont know why
Somethings off, guess its fine
Om too high, cant see the signs
The view outside, cant move my eyes

shooting stars (feat. HKFiftyOne)

FEATHER

No puede pasar.

I literally just looped part of Blink 182 - Cacophony, sooo, prod Blink 182 I guess? Lol
Photo by Frank Okay, please check him out! <3 http://frankokay.com/illustration

the truth is i love you i dont give a fuck

Lyrics:
Stay awake all night cause I can't sleep
I been thinking bout some girls that I can't keep
Laying sideways in my bed in my cold sheets
I just wanna be dead I don't count sheep

Drink this shit I don't feel no shit
Ima block you out Ima take a hit
Shawty pass the blunt cause I'm needing it
I just wanna forget but I won't admit

You been on my mind for a minute
Took all of my love that was given
Now you got something that was written
From a boy who's still bedridden 

You know how I feel
Don't you dare tell me it aint real
You been on my mind
Don't you dare tell me it's alright

Na na na na nananana  na na na na na na

I just been wanting some love
I been floating up above
Don't wanna think what you done
Break me I know that you won

I might as well just give up
I might as well pour a cup
I might as well just get drunk
I might as well think of us

Maybe I'll die in my sleep
Maybe I'll crash in my Jeep
Maybe I'll choke on my teeth
Maybe I'll drown in the deep

Say that I don't give a fuck
Hate you I don't give a fuck
Fuck you I don't give a fuck but the truth is I love you I don't give a fuck

this song is about someone that will always be in my heart (prod. Blink-182)

Dracula ft. Foreign Forest (Prod. Reaper)

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

Do she love me do she not,
I can't pick girl I'm on drugs,
no more trust, falln in love,
nowhere to hide, girl, nowhere to run now,

And every night I'm exhausted,
I just wanna stop this,
will I be forgotten,
you won't ever love me,
Said that you were tired,
head is like a riot,
I might be so fucked up, but I am not a liar,

Crying loud for the girl in the back,
when I'm gone, she'll be dressed in black,
in my grave's where I rest my head,
only care when I'm gone n dead,

Is it fucked up, I won't ever cry now,
I don't wanna die now, stay gettin' high now,
and If I cry now, she won't ever come back,
baby in my head now, will you fuckin' call back,

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

dressed in black (prod. scarlet)

mixed, mastered by @scapegoat

produced by @splashgvng

lyrics ~

holding back 
bite my tongue 
moving on 
from what you’ve done 

it seems to me 
as time moves on 
it only gets worse and i’m losing interest 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me 

you don’t want me to say it imma say it anyway 
i really wish you would stop being this way
i lay awake every night just staring at my phone 
waiting on the text back 

i’ll always be there for you
and baby you know that 

i got no fiends 
so i crashed my own party 
you know that i’m crazy so i told myself i’m sorry 

i drank all alone 
then threw up in my bathroom 
i cried all night that’s all i really can do 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me

Dracula ft. Foreign Forest (Prod. Reaper)

Corey Slabs