produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

prod by me x C418, sample is cat
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

[nvr nvmbr]
she asked me if i could feel the rain
as it falls on my face 
but i can’t feel anything
& it drives me insane

baby, i see the rays as they shine on your face
i just need your embrace
you move with beauty & grace

if anything & everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

[sendflowrs]
i’ve never been the same 
its never been the same 
aaaaaaaaaa

*clears throat* 

i said i’m flowrs
mind the e, bruh
she said i’m daisy 
nice to meet ya 

we get some lunch i had steak she had pizza
then we hit the blunt now we leanin like piza
she light up the runtz
give me head, she a keeper

ice in my cup in my drank in my litre
so pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up

i didn’t say stop 
4 in my pop
on the weekdays do x 
on the weekends do wok

i don’t fuck with no NP’s
don’t fuck with no opps
i don’t fuck with no pigs 
i don’t fuck with no cops, aaaahh

still in my car
0 to a ton in the second i got this
the way i be whippin this shit 
got me lookin like mando
grogu in my cockpit

i’m smokin on ____
i’m smokin on ____
this shit kinds weigh on my conscious
i’m luvin on her n she lovin on me
and im grippin her legs while she topless 

[nvmbr]
i just want your love
but i get ignored, yuh
& i can’t afford to go backwards no more yuh 

if anything and everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

iTunes

beauty & grace

lyrics:

i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
this isnt working no more
youre hurting a soul that is gone now
im wasted like every morning 
maybe I wont even see next time

I just need some to get you off my mind
so girl ima ask you again please dont

scorpio:
dont promise me eternity
theres barely anything left
im hardly me
but please dont go
i cant cope
here alone
you are my home


i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
never been good with love I swear
youre the only thing I care about
I was destined to try I was chasing my dreams
now im destined to die cause I cant fall asleep
I made a few dozen songs for you
all unreleased that you wont ever hear
now im sad for a reason aint do nothing wrong
keep on liking my stories but I want you gone
fuck my heart give it back I dont need damage done
break your heart I dont care you can cry to my songs
wont pick up if they call cause I know they just hating
like all my releases were some fucking misses
now look at my streams and the love im receiving
dont need no more fakes I just want some real people
that dont break my heart everytime that they speaking
Just wanna feel loved
I hope now you can feel me

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

mirror (feat. liru)

prod. matthew may

lyrics:

its been months since youve been in touch
i miss you so much, probably more than i should
cause if you really wanted me, then you wouldve been here
three years down the lavatory, why do you not care?

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

whats the point in getting up just to be let down?
how could you fall in love and easily fall out?
made me question trust, but i still stuck around
wish i could forget about us, but i dont know how

picked up the drugs, got on a buzz, poured the whisky up
bummed me a smoke, tried to overdose, cut till the blood flowed
went a little distant, cut off connections
didnt learn my lesson, now im a mess and - 

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

banners

bones (feat. heyzbee x Vacant)

closing doors

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

freestyle (prod 2lz X Morecalcium)

freestyle (prod. 2lz X Morecalcium)

(prod. Miércoles)

lyrics:
scorpio:
there was once was a man who
travelled down different avenues
trying to find a place he belongs
but he never found the place that he wants

there once was a girl who wrote in her diary
saying, "i wish there was a boy for me
the one that i dream of
but i dont think he'll ever come"

Zoe Beaufay:
you
been by my side the whole time
but you didn't believe me and that's alright
cause you
made me feel bad so many times I can't even count

wow, I was so down
you feeling proud

I'd rather watch the moon
at least it shines for both of us
and it reminds me of what I should do

there once was (feat. Zoe Beaufay)

@noizzbeatz

why do i sit inside til its over
maybe i shouldve tried getting sober
she tried to ride on my wave ion know her
maybe ill fly away for november

tried to run away
but still i see your face
in every single frame
in the back of my brain

i shouldnt have to beg
for the food on my plate
are you fucked in the head
or am i goin insane 

im not doin okay
i rly got a lot to say
but words dont come out of my mouth
i hate to say that im ashamed

i cant say that i hate the pain
because the pain is what made me
wont u feed me to the lake
before my vessel betrays me

feel my bones start to rot
ive abandoned the thoughts
thatve obstructed the process

as i sink into this cot
i start to wonder what ive lost
in the path of my destruction

oh how ive grown to hate your touch
im fallin out of love
thats why i left in the first place

i couldnt be good enough
would you even give a fuck
if i was dead before thursday??

i miss autumn

dead before thursday

dead before thursday (NOIZZ)

lyrics:


I took some pills
I need to feel right
I wish it was real when I see you by my side

I can imagine a new world when I close my eyes

everything is so good
maybe in another life

this could work
and you would treat me right

no one ever did
It always hurts like it's the first time

and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
It's just a fantasy I have in my mind
but you know, but you know, but you know, but you know
This helps me not to want to die


come on, baby
Do you want me, uh?
tell the truth, even though you do not love me, you still call me "boo"

Are you still goinna kiss me and say you love me like you did at school?

No,I don't think so

So now I'm all alone
and you're the reason why I wrote this song

because I thought I could try
I could try to make you mine

Pills (heydium)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

haze collective

there once was (feat. Zoe Beaufay)

scorpio

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