knots (Prod. Tsurreal x Ryan Bevalo)

Totally Spies 4eva

Listen on all platforms: https://song.link/s/0egKNpledStiqWrYWO1ZaX

[CHORUS]
Flew the coop (yeah) didn't know what to do (yeah)
Thought I knew ya, but I never knew ya
I keep prayin' hallelujah
But you're always in my head, I need a new one
(x2)

[VERSE]
Cup half full, half empty
Call it how I see it, see it when I'm ready
I'm just tryna keep it steady
I'll keep it real if you let me

And you keep rocking the boat
You're all that I know, I miss you
I'm right here for a moment, baby let me kiss you
You're in my head, that's the issue
I wanna be alone every time I'm with you

[CHORUS]
Flew the coop (yeah) didn't know what to do (yeah)
Thought I knew ya, but I never knew ya
I keep prayin' hallelujah
But you're always in my head, I need a new one
(x2)

This song is about leaving someone you love because you’ve run out of options. It reflects on the hardships that can arise when two people are together for a long time, as well as the pain of still having to carry them in your head after they’re gone.

https://genius.com/Kid-pesto-lump-in-my-throat-lyrics

Artwork by Haunted By Hand

Recorded in Texas

Lump In My Throat

Lump In My Throat (Prod. Martensite & Lilidentitycrisis)

of course its real what do you mean

prod johnnyfriend

I GOT RED WINE ON MY WORK CLOTHES 
HATE MY JOB SO IM NOT GONNA WASH EM 
I MIGHT SKIP TOWN, CUS MY WORK BLOWS 
TELL YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND IM A PROBLEM >>>>:+))))

I GOT RED WINE ON MY WORK CLOTHES
I MIGHT OPEN UP THE TRASH N JUST TOSS EM 
I MIGHT, DIP NOW MOVE A WORKLOAD
TELL UR NEW FRIENDS THAT ITS GONNA COST EM

red wine on my work clothes w/ dababy

Mixed and mastered by @southhum
Produced by Lilidentitycrisis 
Artwork by @33life

when you met me

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

Nuisance Ft Glizzy Mcguire

what's wrong w/ that + sifey2dope (prod.idly blare)

Irony prod. immortal

Beyond the darkness you are the light
A bright fire that burns from high above
And I don't want to be alone forever
But i just wish you won't end up like her

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

There's something in the air
Coming out of the darkness again
I can feel the desire
That makes me say it's now or never

I'm getting high and i love to be here with you
Put in so much work, all of my dreams come true
If you're thinking of me, you should keep it low-key
Because I don't want no love I don't wanna hurt you

And I don't know what to do do do when i'm far away from you

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

Irony prod. immortal

Corey Slabs