Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

spotify!

relax [nvki]

regret

lampost lights w/ never

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

tracy if u somehow see this i love ur work n im sorry for stealing ur style and like 40 bars but this was jus so fun to do!! ^~^

m/m/p by onchi! 

check out our social media! <3

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twitter: twitter.com/whywewish

onchibaby!
instagram: www.instagram.com/onchibaby/
sc: @prodbyonchi

art by @z6ndra on insta!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6EiR5ameMyfw8QxfhnhKZx?si=78e620035add468c

thank u for any love u show!! ^__^

~lyrics~

intro: 
i could fuq yo bitch cuz im rich now 
n i got some big baguettis on my wrist now
yellow gold like im drippin in  some piss now 
used to love me pussy why u wanna diss now -___-

hook:
i used to eat them noodles, now im eatin shrimp & steak
rockstar status i might fuck yo bitty bitch right in the face
u can say watchu want but u know that im self made
i aint steppin out the house unless im gettin fuckin paid 

verse:
i got vv's on my teeth now, 
double c's up on my feet now,
shawty all up on my d now, 
talkin shit but she drip on rari seats now,
racks in the safe cuz i stuck to the code 
ice up on my neck jus like a scarf bitch im too cold
bread n cheese bitch, i could teach you how to make a sandwich
got a bad bitch, n u know she's dancin
yea, im conceited got some reasons 
cant switch up on the gang bitch thats treason
yea i used to starve, now im eatin 
shawty bad n u kno that bitch be teasin

LEGGOOO LEGGOOOO

shawty said its fat, go n drop it on the flo'
if i hit that bitch once i bet she back for mo'
got some hitters in the street n they'll split yo fuckin dome
heard that boy want  beef until we slide now hes vegan
look outside its rainin racks, guess its my muhfuckin season
n them titties way too big, they up in my face im not breathin
diamond cuts up on my wrist so its muhfuckin bleedin

yea its mf bleedin 
big diamonds n they bitin like they teethin 
yea, rainin racks, shoutout tracy its my season

hook:
i used to eat them noodles, now im eatin shrimp & steak
rockstar status i might fuck yo bitty bitch right in the face
u can say watchu want but u know that im self made
i aint steppin out the house unless im gettin fuckin paid 

oh, ohhh
ohh ooohh
ohhh ohhhhh

spotify

shrimp & steak! (p. onchibaby)

feat: Evan Carr: https://soundcloud.com/ejcarrmusic
Prod: Irby
Mix on my vocals: Decks Music online 24/7 help line: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
Lyrics

Ichorus
love me

i don’t know why you love me
i just wanna feel something 
i fall asleep in the snow banks
tell me all the things that you know babe
i want to see 
everything you love about me 

love about me
baby what’s new
tell me all the things that are happening with you
i don’t wanna talk about me tonight 
i just wanna let you know 
that i’m not alright 
i’m not okay
i don’t wanna think about the things you say
when i tell you what happened to me 

my past mistakes are always great 
are always great
i just wanna be ok
i don’t know why you choose me
i’m no light i’m just another phase

Evan Carr:
i don’t remember how it’s supposed to feel 
is this it? is this real? 
am i going somewhere i won’t heal
baby lemme tell you i tried
to do my best while i’m dead inside 
if you love me tell no lies 
in the end are you by my side?
i’ve been having doubts 
i’ve been breaking out of this ship that we’ve set in motion 
i’m freaking out cuz there’s no emotion 
if this is love where’s the devotion 
lie awake for something 
will i wait for nothing 
to come of you when i’ve got this far 
i’m begging you tell me who you are

Love Me +Evan Carr (Irby)

im. sorry

stormzy: @cherryonline
jaykae: @vieraxo
aitch: @birdbay

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

1st @northshoremusic | 2nd @soulfadexo | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @emptychest | 5th @kuriositylol

Problems w/ The North Shore, emptychest, noxiousnights, soulfade & kuriosity [+ afterlife]

produced by the baby girl cherryrizla

lyrics coming soon

voldemort vs darth vader w/ nevermadeithome (cherryrizla)

you're so vacant
every day i see it changing
u wanna see me down
its so degrading 
chasing
i see my dream and then i chase
running from the past
see the facts, i gotta face it

ik you aint in the mood 4 talking
feel like im falling to my feet when i walk in
you wanna see me hurt
you're going all in
stutter when i speak n now i'm stalling

you're so condesending, saying that you're wiser
lacking empathy baby im a miser
let me hurt n play it off like its minor
falling down to the floor
n now im crying

twisting and turning is all i feel now
never wanted love, bet you're glad to see me let down
guessing you moved forward while you left me in the background
ringing in my ears and i'm growing sick of the sound

voldemort vs darth vader w/ nevermadeithome (cherryrizla)

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