Featuring @melmige
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

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Broken Boy w/ melmige (Prod. Splashgvng)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

regret

prod. @unaake

[chorus]
i been dying on the inside with the mistreat 
baby tell me how it feels when you’re not with me
are you still in love with him is this shit a mystery 
would you grab the fucking rope hang me on the tree
let the maggots eat me up let them mutilate me
burlap sack on my head let it suffocate me
just deprive me of necessities i barely ever need them
your love was just my drug let me relapse in by the weekend

[verse]
cut
off the rope
broken bottles by my feet
yeah it’s not a joke
incapacitate the wind
and let it snow
i could see your face from miles
it’s like a ghost
and when the winter comes again
baby let me know
are you gonna leave again
babe just let me know
i put faith into my heart 
but i don’t let it show
i don’t cry cause i’m too tough
to fucking let show 

[chorus]
i been dying on the inside with the mistreat 
baby tell me how it feels when you’re not with me
are you still in love with him is this shit a mystery 
would you grab the fucking rope hang me on the tree
let the maggots eat me up let them mutilate me
burlap sack on my head let it suffocate me
just deprive me of necessities i barely ever need them
your love was just my drug let me relapse in by the weekend

stream!

burlap sack (prod. bugboi)

eleven months and its all bad news

shoutout @fantasycamp for the incredible song
& @hellahaunted for one of my favorite beats ever

much love to whoever listens <3

eleven months (cover) [caves]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

tracy if u somehow see this i love ur work n im sorry for stealing ur style and like 40 bars but this was jus so fun to do!! ^~^

m/m/p by onchi! 

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onchibaby!
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sc: @prodbyonchi

art by @z6ndra on insta!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6EiR5ameMyfw8QxfhnhKZx?si=78e620035add468c

thank u for any love u show!! ^__^

~lyrics~

intro: 
i could fuq yo bitch cuz im rich now 
n i got some big baguettis on my wrist now
yellow gold like im drippin in  some piss now 
used to love me pussy why u wanna diss now -___-

hook:
i used to eat them noodles, now im eatin shrimp & steak
rockstar status i might fuck yo bitty bitch right in the face
u can say watchu want but u know that im self made
i aint steppin out the house unless im gettin fuckin paid 

verse:
i got vv's on my teeth now, 
double c's up on my feet now,
shawty all up on my d now, 
talkin shit but she drip on rari seats now,
racks in the safe cuz i stuck to the code 
ice up on my neck jus like a scarf bitch im too cold
bread n cheese bitch, i could teach you how to make a sandwich
got a bad bitch, n u know she's dancin
yea, im conceited got some reasons 
cant switch up on the gang bitch thats treason
yea i used to starve, now im eatin 
shawty bad n u kno that bitch be teasin

LEGGOOO LEGGOOOO

shawty said its fat, go n drop it on the flo'
if i hit that bitch once i bet she back for mo'
got some hitters in the street n they'll split yo fuckin dome
heard that boy want  beef until we slide now hes vegan
look outside its rainin racks, guess its my muhfuckin season
n them titties way too big, they up in my face im not breathin
diamond cuts up on my wrist so its muhfuckin bleedin

yea its mf bleedin 
big diamonds n they bitin like they teethin 
yea, rainin racks, shoutout tracy its my season

hook:
i used to eat them noodles, now im eatin shrimp & steak
rockstar status i might fuck yo bitty bitch right in the face
u can say watchu want but u know that im self made
i aint steppin out the house unless im gettin fuckin paid 

oh, ohhh
ohh ooohh
ohhh ohhhhh

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shrimp & steak! (p. onchibaby)

im. sorry

stormzy: @cherryonline
jaykae: @vieraxo
aitch: @birdbay

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

Sit Still w/ hoepless [+ Jody]

NEW SONG: https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/how-it-goes-speedlmt-jolst-2

was fucked up when i recorded this

its been a while since i broke down
you cant be serious 
you take me as a joke now
i know you seeing it
the way im glowing up now
still stuck behind it 
feeling like i might drown

guess im holding on to hopes
that you still cared
and i know its been a while 
but are you still there
somethings gonna happen
i can feel it in the air
breaking all your promises 
left me in despair 

dont tell me that youre hurt
stuck up in your head
went and left me in the dirt
i keep falling
like im stuck up in a curse 
you know i see it, you know i see you lurk

i hope you wish you never sent that
youre the problem
went n hurt me, saw me left back
you could never understand how i felt that
all the lies
got me feeling like im down bad

feel it in the air (frevel, 5head)

produced by the baby girl cherryrizla

lyrics coming soon

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

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