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~lyrics~

yea she said "i hope u cry now"
"ur the one that i despise now"
all the time we spent together, now our love is dried out
pictures on my wall, theyll stay there til i fuckin die now
u cant look me in the eyes so youll just text me goodbye now
guess ill write another song, even tho it doesnt help me 
now im standin in my room screamin all the things youd tell me
fuckin round witchu, i cant tell u what compelled me
im losin every game wit the cards that u dealt me 

yea the smile on ur face its so evil
u love to see things burn, baby cover me in diesel 
that  pretty face, it was so deceitful 
got this look up in ur eye thats fuckin lethal

its a bad hand but ig ill fuckin deal wit it  
not a bad man im just hurt n i cant heal shit
fucked up twice, the deal is sealed bitch 
if lifes a simulation, then my mental  thats a real glitch
i been swimmin, i been gaspin for air 
water gettin deeper in the ocean of despair
baby please there aint no more i can bare 
i been drownin while these ppl fuckin stare 
u and me thats not some shit u can compare 
cuz every single day it was my soul that youd tear
got a couple fuckin warnings guess i gotta start to listen
wed be face to face, itd still feel like the farthest distance
gotta learn, turn the pain into wisdom
do better in the future so that shit ends up different 
got some shit i need to get out of my system 
u drove me away but u aint use the ignition  

yea she said "i hope u cry now"
"ur the one that i despise now"
all the time we spent together, now our love is dried out
pictures on my wall, theyll stay there til i fuckin die now
u cant look me in the eyes so youll just text me goodbye now
guess ill write another song, even tho it doesnt help me 
now im standin in my room screamin all the things youd tell me
fuckin round witchu, i cant tell u what compelled me
im losin every game wit the cards that u dealt me

ur the one that i despise (p. yvng olek)

single off my EP, dropping March 26th :)
prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan

lyrics:

[verse]
you shut me out but you’re still talking to him
i know that i just can’t compare to him
no matter how hard i try
i’m not the one inside her eyes

can we try another time
i wish that i could make you mine
i lose my breathe now death seems fine
just bear the burden, you’ll be fine

and when it’s time to leave
i’ll bring you with me
i know you hate me
your enemy

but that’s what i’ll be
then maybe you’ll see
what you could have had
been for me

[chorus]
i’m better now no thanks to you
the spirits haunting down this avenue
and when i return through the summon rune 
i hope you know that i’ll see you soon

im better now, i think (prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan)

spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/friends
prod. wraith nir

lyrics:

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
fuck the lets be friends

fuck the lets be friends...

and i let u have it one too many times before
chest ripped open and a heart on the floor
y didnt u just say you dont want it?
yeah u dont gotta do me like that
try one too many times...

try one too many times...

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
aye, fuck the lets be friends

u dont know me like i know myself
most the time feelin' like im somebody else yeah
feelin like im somebody else...

ion wanna feel like that again
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends
dont you even try to make amends
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends

friends?

regret

AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/obsessed/1584510312?i=1584510313
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MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: @horoshavibes
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

lyrics:
It’s just Donna, I thought about u like everyday (HOROSHA)
And yknow what it turns out that umm… Red was right… I am a dumbass
Donna...
I’m sorry </4

Tears in my eyes
where have I been, lately?
You’ve been on my mind and it’s driving me crazy 
Girl I think about you all day everyday 
And I know you feel the same
But I’m causing you pain

Hoping that we pick up where we left off
Girl I know I did you wrong
And I messed up
If I fuck up, girl I wanna make it right
I wanna make you mine, even if it’s just for one night

I don’t wanna fight 
I don’t wanna fall
If you love me baby 
Won’t you give me a call?

If there’s something baby
I just wanna make it right
Even if I die
By your side is where I reside 

Lonely nights on your mind
You know that they’re in mine
How could I ever lie?
I think you know that I’m right

staring at the ceiling hoping that you’ll miss me
I can’t wait to see you, hoping that you’ll kiss me

Tears in my eyes
where have I been, lately?
(Where have I been?)
You’ve been on my mind and it’s driving me crazy 
(Going crazy)
Girl I think about you all day everyday 
And I know you feel the same
But I’m causing you pain

Hoping that we pick up where we left off
(Where we left off)
Girl I know I did you wrong
And I messed up
(And I messed up)
If I fuck up, girl I wanna make it right
I wanna make you mine, even if it’s just for one night

I can’t imagine feeling about anyone else the way I feel about u
Cuz I love u
I always loved u
And I wanna make u a promise
No matter what happens
Good or bad
I will always love u <\3

I won’t cry, if there’s nothing left
wanna make you mine
It’s with you I’m obsessed 

I won’t cry, if there’s nothing left
wanna make you mine
It’s with you I’m obsessed 

I won’t cry, if there’s nothing left
wanna make you mine
It’s with you I’m obsessed

OBSESSED

OBSESSED PROD. HOROSHA

eleven months and its all bad news

shoutout @fantasycamp for the incredible song
& @hellahaunted for one of my favorite beats ever

much love to whoever listens <3

eleven months (cover) [caves]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

feat: Evan Carr: https://soundcloud.com/ejcarrmusic
Prod: Irby
Mix on my vocals: Decks Music online 24/7 help line: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
Lyrics

Ichorus
love me

i don’t know why you love me
i just wanna feel something 
i fall asleep in the snow banks
tell me all the things that you know babe
i want to see 
everything you love about me 

love about me
baby what’s new
tell me all the things that are happening with you
i don’t wanna talk about me tonight 
i just wanna let you know 
that i’m not alright 
i’m not okay
i don’t wanna think about the things you say
when i tell you what happened to me 

my past mistakes are always great 
are always great
i just wanna be ok
i don’t know why you choose me
i’m no light i’m just another phase

Evan Carr:
i don’t remember how it’s supposed to feel 
is this it? is this real? 
am i going somewhere i won’t heal
baby lemme tell you i tried
to do my best while i’m dead inside 
if you love me tell no lies 
in the end are you by my side?
i’ve been having doubts 
i’ve been breaking out of this ship that we’ve set in motion 
i’m freaking out cuz there’s no emotion 
if this is love where’s the devotion 
lie awake for something 
will i wait for nothing 
to come of you when i’ve got this far 
i’m begging you tell me who you are

Love Me +Evan Carr (Irby)

old track i've had for a while i dont think ima do anything with
prod @4evrgone
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

i been having longer nights
fighting with the light inside my room
hoping that this all pays off when 
i can finally dream of you
baby what i did to you is fucked up
praying that i havent run my luck up
im sorry that i been so fuckin stuck up
i just want another chance between
you and i now
thinkin where my future lies now

everything is passing in color
remember in grayscale
seeing you here but
caught up like a hangnail
used to the past
fading in like the paper
cover my walls and
remember my labor
labor of love
when i had nothing
baby girl u were my something <3

pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

someone like u (4evr)

im. sorry

stormzy: @cherryonline
jaykae: @vieraxo
aitch: @birdbay

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

Sit Still [+ Jody]

decks songs that aren’t on that account anymore (mostly because they aren’t that good)

+ covers

eleven months (cover) [caves]

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