i suppose :/

i love u (3)

Pröz Autumn 2021

2021

oktoberfest

PTK - OG

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🕷🕷🕷
👾👾👾

Lyrics:
Put the blame on me
I can barely see
She got a blade on me
Your like make believe

Was it ever real
Cocaine i cant feel
Keep my heart beating naw it wont heal
I cant seal that shit away

I just miss the way you would close the door on my face 
I would break with every thought and second of the day
Leaving me here with tears that i cant replace

Im always fucked up
Yeah yeah
I dont care get me fucked up
Yeah yeah
When i wish it wasnt fucked up
Yeah yeah

Imma slam the whole bottle
Will i be here tomorrow 
Need the money and models
Think ill deepen my sorrow
From the devil i borrow

CLOSE THE DOOR (Prod. Discent)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

♡ @hoshiestar ♡ @roninkys ♡ @marrymeproz ♡

[hoshie star]

shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home
shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home
im not even home baby i cant even pick up
i dont wanna talk and i dont really miss us
every time i think of u it makes me wanna throw up
i was down back then but now ima blow up

lately i been feelin like im famous
idc abt that i want payment
text after text baby i cant even text u back
i got other shit to do better than that
shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home
shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home

[ronin]

i’m not even home
but i still feel all alone
sippin monster ain’t no rockstar
but i still feel like post malone
b-baby take me home
ba-ba-baby take me home
and don’t ever let it go 
you’re my favourite chromosomes

why won’t you love me 
tel me all your feelings
i got blood on my fendi
and with time there comes healing 
so i’ll stare at the ceiling
and i’ll keep on repeating
all your photos in my head
and the thoughts of your piercing
and the thoughts of your piercing
want my heart you can keep it
when you told me your secrets
ask myself did you mean it
 
i wasted all my time on this
but it’s all my fault i’m too dishonest

[hoshie star]

shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home
shoulda left me all alone
cant pick up the phone baby
im not even home
im not even home
im not even home baby i cant even pick up
i dont wanna talk and i dont really miss us
every time i think of u it makes me wanna throw up
i was down back then but now ima blow up

hoshie star & ronin - cant pick up the phone (prod. Pröz)

what's wrong w/ that + sifey2dope (prod.idly blare)

Irony prod. immortal

don't wanna die yet prod. jolst

urgent prod. switch + 5head

killua prod. immortal

Cocoon

april june is back with a new track released on our Spirit Goth Singles series [SGS-009]
→ https://song.link/biking-to-your-house 

🎸  april june
→ https://open.spotify.com/artist/4WreACyfQITcXGx86xxYkG?si=FY7Vn4ToQk-4xOFBPJmKVw&dl_branch=1
→ https://music.apple.com/us/album/biking-to-your-house-single/1638359574
→ https://instagram.com/apriljune19

biking to your house

Listen / Stream

april june - biking to your house

we fell in love in october

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

Breakup Shoes' first LP. A chronological look at last year of a 21-year-old sad boy.

Brian Wilson Is My Dad

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

SPOTIFY!

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

originally by @ericdoa @glasear @vvspipes
full band ladies from the 80s wanna hold hands,,
download it <3

SPOTIFY

likewise (ericdoa)

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

nobody gives a fuck about me
thats what i think to myself
when im alone in the city
i walk around the mall 
but theres nobody with me
what do i say
when theres nobody listening

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

cover art by @max.jcr & @ekkstacy

i walk this earth all by myself

https://www.youtube.com/c/SteveSniff/videos

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

Corey Slabs