regret

dylan lotus - Chains (w/feelnum)

lyrics

I don't feel sad
I don't feel hurt
I don't feel anything except for alone 
I don't get mad anymore I know
I don't feel anything except for alone
if shit could just go according to the plan then I could break it down and wipe the floor with ur man 
cus I don't wanna cry anymore 
be ur guy anymore
see the signs on the walls 
i'ma die on the floor

remember we was fucking till I passed out
lost a lot of litres down the bathtub 
I ain't gonna cry no I'm too tough
no I'm too tough 

she said ur almost eighteen and its time to be a man
u gotta grow up and stop hanging with ur friends
but little do u know I already got a plan
it doesn't have u anywhere around here

why don't u paint me red
why don't you give me horns 
why don't you take my blood 
why don't u take it all

I don't feel sad
I don't feel hurt
I don't feel anything except for alone 
I don't get mad anymore I know
I don't feel anything except for alone
if shit could just go according to the plan then I could break it down and wipe the floor with ur man 
cus I don't wanna cry anymore 
be ur guy anymore
see the signs on the walls 

why don't u paint me red
why don't you give me horns 
why don't you take my blood 
why don't u take it all
why don't u paint me red
why don't you give me horns 
why don't you take my blood 
why don't u take it all



horns (prod. caves)

Mixed and mastered by @southhum
Produced by Lilidentitycrisis 
Artwork by @33life

when you met me

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

@nyc metalcore scene i made a metalcore song now leave me the fuck alone 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/68UuwZCWlejuoR8fNKBTSj?si=06fca503ff3c4f94

iof: @prodiof

kala: need socials D:

lyrics:
i carry the weight up on my back so you don't have to
i guess its never enough for you
there's a line and we crossed it 
we put all our eggs inside a basket
i try to savor whats left
still in regret
is this how it ends?
im sick of playing pretend 

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
it was over but i guess not wait up 
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die 

i can't put it out now 
look at my face inside the clouds
watch it all fall and crashing down (x2)

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
it was over but i guess not wait up 
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die 

its a burning and it my fault i thought 
(my fault)
it was over but i guess not wait up 
(its all my fault)
and still you're running away
and yeah you beg me to stay
i gotta let it die
i gotta let it die

let it die (prod. iof x kala)

on the way down + boy floss (prod. switch)

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

adding to my Roctober's Very Own playlist

"Reaper"

I don’t really wanna see her
Why do I still feel like I need her
Why I still pour 4’s in my liters?
Why I got 3 hoes up in a 2 seater
Swerve in a lambo drivin like Bieber
Oh how does she always seem sweeter
Such a deceiver
I’m not like the rats i keep in my freezer
I been placin big bets and duckin  the reaper

Yea I hate thinking like I need her, I need her
I just wanna see her, see her
I never meant to leave her,  I never meant to leave her
Wait wait she’s a deceiver
I had to leave her
Her poison was sweeter
Cold sweat break this fever

Right now I’m on my 9th
But it ain’t gonna be my last
Smoke an 8th in the blunt
Cool cats live hard die fast
Tryna get that check
Check. I got big cash
Bet, I’m the reason u got all dat ass

It all happened so fast
Can’t believe that we crashed
U Made me so mad I drove so trashed
So fast digital dash
Total loss of my heart when I totaled my Jag 

She used to sit in the bleachers
Number one fan with curvaceous features
unwrap the rapper to find sum sweeter
Too bad she just missin the way I treat her
I been actin slow had to make my sprite cleaner
Been poppin beans every day gettin seizures
Such a deceiver
I’m not like the rats i keep in my freezer
I been placin big bets and duckin the reaper

Yea I hate thinking like I need her, I need her
I just wanna see her, see her
I never meant to leave her,  I never meant to leave her
Wait wait she’s a deceiver
I had to leave her
Her poison was sweeter
Cold sweat break this fever

I took my own hand and picked myself up
had no one to lean on but a double cup
Now I get the bag and I fill it up
I'm moving on girl that's what's up
It's hard to get outta bed
When you left me feeling dead
Just because the cash is blue
Don't mean that I'm not bleeding red
Fed up with the bullshit
I'm about to pull a full switch
Do it on my own then spend it all on a new bitch…

reaper

reaper (p. @klimlords +@luciidwtf +@1yeezo)

to everyone i left behind [prod. black tears]

Beyond the darkness you are the light
A bright fire that burns from high above
And I don't want to be alone forever
But i just wish you won't end up like her

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

There's something in the air
Coming out of the darkness again
I can feel the desire
That makes me say it's now or never

I'm getting high and i love to be here with you
Put in so much work, all of my dreams come true
If you're thinking of me, you should keep it low-key
Because I don't want no love I don't wanna hurt you

And I don't know what to do do do when i'm far away from you

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

Corey Slabs