dylan lotus - Chains (w/feelnum)

Mixed and mastered by @southhum
Produced by Lilidentitycrisis 
Artwork by @33life

when you met me

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

lyrics

sorry, the number u have called is unavailable at the moment, 
please leave a message at the tone

hey uh, so
I'm calling cus I
I saw what u posted today
and I can't just can't do this at all anymore
I don't know what made you think it's okay to just
fuck my best friend like that but
we're done
n uh, you're not gonna see me anymore
bye

I've got a feeling that sits in my soul
to fight thru the pain
to let it all go
of all the blood I bled
I know there's more to give
n I can't taste the ash
I know u slept with him
if I could I would forget u
here's a list of everything u said that wasn't tru
God damn I'm gonna miss u
but I wish I never met u

I wish that this could be
one of the last songs I write about u
but we can both see
that this is gonna take a bit of time 

I remember freaking out cus I got sober 
I remember dates we set for late October
but we had to wait till it was over
where u at?
I'm smoking out the back
two packs and friends wanna get a bag
ride fast, crash a car n fuck the relapse
fuck the relapse
fuck the relapse, yeah
lock myself inside my house
I keep it down
cus I'm trying not to cry loud
it's all ash, but I gotta clean the bong out
two hits n I'm gonna put the knife down
yeah

does it cut u when i say that i don't want u around?
ur in my head but I still tend to keep my ear to the ground
n I swear
it gets so overwhelming 
time flying past 
but it feels like last week

n what do I say when I can't breathe?
what do I say to make this pain cease?
I'm all choked up n I can't think
what can I say to make this okay?
I hope u hear one of my songs
but u don't know so u sing along 
till u look down, see my name so
u say: "oh shit, what have I done?"

we're sorry, u have reached a number that has been disconnected, or is no longer in service
go fuck urself

Salem Pt. 2 (5head)

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

Sunsets

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj5C0NwiOG0MgY5mwf5Ejtw

Lyrics: 
Whose fault is it really now? 
I let it linger far longer than I should have
I've been healing but im going in circles 
Feel so ashamed
Should I just take the blame?
Rather be asleep than see another day 
But i cant talk like that cuz they call me crazy 
But maybe i am cuz im feeling it lately 

These labels are making me feel so sick 
I'm getting nausea just thinking of it 
I've been busy but it hasn't been amounting to much 
Times getting wasted so I can stay sane 
Without the distraction, I’d be in my grave

obnoxious + lilidentitycrisis prod. prozmadethis

Corey Slabs