what effect do you use on your voice I want it

Nothing can keep being this way
I'm gonna love you like it's my last day

I'm feeling sad but i don't have the time
So I make a song and i forget bout it 
I tend to overthink in the night time
i'm feeling horrible, it's easy to replace me

I'm feeling sad but i don't have the time
So I make a song and i forget bout it 
I tend to overthink in the night time
i'm feeling horrible, it's easy to replace me

Déconnecté du monde, ca m'fait bizarre quand j'reviens
J'réalise pas tout l'mal que j'ai fait avec mes mains
J'aurais pas toute cette force si c'était pas pour les miens
J'vais toucher le ciel et ce peu importe les moyens

J'parle toujours trop parfois j'veux m'trancher la langue
J'sais pas pourquoi je m'ouvre maintenant j'suis taché d'sang
J'me renferme sur moi même tout disparait lentement
Pour tous ces gens une promesse n'est qu'une parole dans le vent

J'crêve de l'intérieur ca devient vraiment horrible
J'garde le sourire ils s'en fouteraient de mes larmes
Quoiqu'il se passe j'suis préparé au pire
Tous mes démons brulent, le soleil va s'coucher tard

Nothing can keep being this way
I'm gonna love you like it's my last day

I'm feeling sad but i don't have the time
So I make a song and i forget bout it 
I tend to overthink in the night time
i'm feeling horrible, it's easy to replace me

I'm feeling sad but i don't have the time
So I make a song and i forget bout it 
I tend to overthink in the night time
i'm feeling horrible, it's easy to replace me

My Last Day

My Last Day (metlast x 5head)

Beyond the darkness you are the light
A bright fire that burns from high above
And I don't want to be alone forever
But i just wish you won't end up like her

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

There's something in the air
Coming out of the darkness again
I can feel the desire
That makes me say it's now or never

I'm getting high and i love to be here with you
Put in so much work, all of my dreams come true
If you're thinking of me, you should keep it low-key
Because I don't want no love I don't wanna hurt you

And I don't know what to do do do when i'm far away from you

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

lose my mind (gaxillic)

[Hook]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

[Verse]
We were never meant to be
But you tried to have me
So all you got was that spleen

You played with my mind
You took me all of my time
You lied to yourself

Don't be jealous of a girl I don't give a fuck about
You were tryna get my trust but all you did was doubt

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Verse]
Mon cœur t'as oublié
Mais t'as brisé mon âme
Et c'est pas réparable

J'ressens de moins en moins
Mais j't'en voudrai pas
Je devais m'y attendre

Cache la souffrance
Personne saura si tu la gardes pour toi même

Rejoins ma danse
C'est ensemble qu'on ira en enfer

Ouais prends mon âme
Prends même ma vie tant que t'y es
Tu veux ma mort
Pourquoi ressens-tu autant de haine

J'ai tant de choses sur le cœur
J'irai voir la faucheuse sans son accord
Tu n'me comprends pas
C'est autour de mon cou que j'passerai la corde

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Post-Chorus]
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

DOWN BAD

DOWN BAD!

DOWN BAD! (GAXILLIC)

i find beauty in the dark [Lucys Children]

lyrics:
Thoughts are in all my head
You were all in my head
Lost in what i would say
You were all in my head

Broken within dismay
You were all in my head
Emptiness in me
You were all in my head

Thoughts are in all my head
You were all in my head
Lost in what i would say
You were all in my head

objects in the mirror, are closer than they appear

you were all in my head. [+ guda]

Ou [johnny]

self-prod

Crush my hands into some particles, 
But I still hold, 
To the pieces of you stopping me, 
From being cold. 
I just wanna know you love me baby, 
I don't control, 
The feelings that I'm feeling lately, 
It's getting old. 
Could you love me like you did, 
In December?
Cold winter winds on our skin, 
We're growing thinner. 
Walking through the snow, 
But our skin tends to simmer. 
Warmth beneath our hearts, 
Gives a feeling I remember. 
You had black and red hair, 
And mine was in my face, 
Now yours is turning brown, 
And I guess I haven't changed. 
I still feel as cold as I did, 
Inside that fucking cave. 
And if I fall behind, 
I hope this winter you escape. 
You created me, 
You saved me like a hero. 
Can't relate me to your passion, 
Baby I'm a fuckin zero. 
I just wanna be the one you call when you're alone. 
I'm sorry baby girl I know I never get the phone.

december

Here a little cover of the song lose my mind by @sadtxnshi

Check out the original here : https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi/lose-my-mind

Lyrics : 

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

Lose My Mind Sadtxnshi Cover ( Prod. 5Head X Metlast )

title track off a super long project i'm making currently

Lyrics:
One more day I should see
All the things we went through
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I don’t wanna be that guy now
I just don’t like the man i am
So poisoned with the lies
Gathered by the words I hate
It’s so obvious to me
That life is going backwards
Which I have a chance to live
And do so without you

One more day I should see
All the things we went through (without you)
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

kaleidoscope.

kaleidoscope. [+ yungspoiler]

prod by noxiousnights

les fleurs ont fané
pourtant il pleut encore
le coeur est gelé
pourtant tout brule encore

j'vois qu'un bouquet de lames
les pieds dans l'vide et les flammes
du bord du toit j'pense aux drames
des petales de larmes

tout est noir tout est blanc
des lycoris et du sang
les chrysanthèmes dans ma chambre
des chaines qui dechirent mes jambes

une rose sans epines qui meure
les rayons d'lumiere ont peur
mais ils ont pu te voir
ils ont voulu te croire

Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

la dissonance de la vie
j'perds des amis
plus aucune harmonie
t'es ma seule mélodie

j'nous compose un meilleur avenir
j'nous vois deja partir

vasy prends ma main
pour un meilleur demain
j'ferai d'mon mieux pour te voir
et sur ca tu peux me croire

Des centaines de kilometres j'les parcourrais pour sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, une odeur d'espoir il n'y aura plus de malheur
Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

Un Jardin d'Espoir

Un Jardin d'Espoir <3

Anche nell'oscurità più profonda
Il mio cuore palpita forte per il tuo 
Le tue mani sono la mia unica luce
Che illumina questo buio senza fine

Nero su nero, babe, viviamo nell'oscurità
Ma ti prometto che ti amerò per l'eternità
E se anche tutto sembra perduto
Sarò qui a proteggerti, sempre e comunque


Black on black, babe, we live in the dark
No way out, no guide, no spark
Our souls are shattered, our hearts are sore
We keep on living, but what for?

We scream in pain, but silence is all we hear
Our tears are falling, drowning in fear
We're lost in this endless night
Wishing and searching for a glimpse of light


Noir sur noir, babe, on vit dans les ombres
On avait nos coeurs brisés et nos âmes sombres
Le passé nous hante, le futur nous effraie
On se bat pour la lumière, pour être libérés

Nos larmes coulent comme la pluie
On se sent perdus, abandonnés de tous côtés
Mais on s'accroche, on résiste
Car même dans l'obscurité, l'espoir persiste.

Black on black, babe, we live in the dark
No way out, no guide, no spark
Our souls are shattered, our hearts are sore
We keep on living, but what for?

We scream in pain, but silence is all we hear
Our tears are falling, drowning in fear
We're lost in this endless night
Wishing and searching for a glimpse of light

Le nostre grida sono solo un eco vuoto, nessuno a sentire
Siamo prigionieri del nostro passato, senza scampo o redenzione

Black on black, babe, we live in the dark
No way out, no guide, no spark
Our souls are shattered, our hearts are sore
We keep on living, but what for?

We scream in pain, but silence is all we hear
Our tears are falling, drowning in fear
We're lost in this endless night
Wishing and searching for a glimpse of light

黒の世界、暗闇に生きる
希望も道も自由もない
傷ついた心、壊れた魂    
悲しみにただ身を委ねるばかり

Black On Black (GAXILLIC & KING THETA)

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

lose my mind (gaxillic)

noxiousnights🌙

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