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Tell me I’m okay 
While you push me away 
Faces go extinct 
But her words will stay 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

Nights turn grey
I fell in love with the pain 
Weeping nights always 
You know I love it when it’s rains 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

The suns up 
I’m fucked up
Every morning they needing for me but it’s tough love 
Every morning waking up for the Zoloft 
Waste away slit my wrists and then I throw up 

Remember sipping keystones with my best friends 
journeys every weekend 
I’ll love you till the end 
Remember when she looked at me with her devil eyes 
I didn’t think twice 
But damn it felt right 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

All my fault (Against the wall)

prod. @yunnygoldz
LYRICS44444
Woke up about noon, thought about you
How about i go back to sleep
Nirvana in bloom, dirty bong fumes
Light me up the rest is history

I know, ive done this all before
Nothing new, lifes a revolving door
Make the same mistakes what am i moving towards
Just another dream about you

Woke up about noon, thought about you
How about i go back to sleep
Nirvana in bloom, dirty bong fumes
Light me up the rest is history

Maybe i could hit u up again, its too late
Maybe were enough as friends, thats in poor taste
I miss the times waving in my doorway
My time is just a waste when im thinking about you


ABOUT U [prod. yunny goldz]

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

prod @yunnygoldz
B L O to the S P A & R 
Goofy on the beat but that dont stop a goat from spitting bars
Blospar bible speaking truth i dont ignore facts
How u finna speak like that ur girl look like a snorlax

Tryna hang with us, i slip the knot hop in the mosh pit
She go master on my balls, no time for that team rocket
Bitch im finna blast whole game up in my optics
more passion in the cut than emo bitches at hot topic

Monster energy, im up until the morning light
Brodie paying for the only fans dawg theres more to life
Blospar barring up way i pour the pint
Im the cracker of the century, come pick a fight

Revving up the lawn mower, rattle up the chainsaw
Free fucking lobotomy, buckshot blow ur brains off
Holy moley, golly gee, lord and saviour jesus christ
U could pray but even satan wouldn't save your sorry life

Run the game like a chief take a flight to kansas city
goth bitch pronouns cause im tryna she/them titties
Blospar confessions, I preach through this distortion
Hollow tips blessed, way they end ur higher portion

Caddy in the whip, got a coffin on the dashboard
Gold glasses, im the demon at the backdoor
This an srt, your shit is a rav4
Ima just doing my own thing watchu even mad for?

Tar spit, venom in my script, no repentance
tryna copy me, bitch im unique in every sentence
Hellspawn dialect, blospar vernacular 
pissed for no reason sounds like u gon need a catheter

Loyal to the music I was born from the static
Got a church full of witches and a throne in the attic
Honest to the core and all ur bars are tragic
You still couldn't hold a job if u was born bureaucratic

Bitch blospar bible and i'm gathering the magic


CRACKER OF THE CENTURY [prod. yunny goldz]

Chasing Comatose by Vails 
Production by Lovekelo
Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics:

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

Ran outta luck, ran outta dreams
Needle in my veins, tearing at the seams
Life on a treadmill, sprint till I bleed
Every promise I made, I couldn’t keep
Got me drifting through the city lights
Seeing angels when I close my eyes
backseat with my demons tonight
Can’t tell if I’m wrong or I’m right
Mirror broken like my mental state
Heartbeat glitching at a different rate
Woke up and my soul felt late
They said “you’re okay” I said that is fake

I said that is fake
I said that is fake
I said that is fake

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

#emoplugg #hyperpop #jerseyclub #soundcloud #vails #safehaven

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