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frustrated w/ wintr

i smoke it to the brain idgaf
and i jus poured another shot in my liquor cup
im sorry if u missed me
i jus bought a pair of shorts on 5th street

im bouta put the chain on
suddendeath what it say on it
likee while my swagger getting stolen
i made da beat if u didnt noticeee
im rockin jeans and im sippin soda
slippers on my feet like im getting older
hop up out the bed like my name is soulja
im smokin trees i got paranoia

missed me ~prod me

bestie by 9aradox 
produced by aki 
122bpm 

bestie [aki]

on the internet (tsarling)

adrenaline omg + slzsavage [loxu]

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

saudade

staple

addyral - stuck in the past (p. corpse disposal)

hauntyrhome ft. luvpurp

shoutout @820 for da beat, amazing production.
mv link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjMoqb8QUFs
discord https://discord.gg/bQSTy4qS3
lyrics:

Stimulate, too much light in my eyes
I can’t trust no one, I’m traumatized with too many lies
So much shit I been thru feels like I’ve lived thru many lives 
I can’t give no more chances, Fell apart too many times
Wish that I could look in your mind, maybe then I’d understand why you always made me cry
Can’t even feel how I used to, open notepad and write
Feels like you infected my mind

Everything changes learn how to live with it 
Always had to adapt and move my way on to some different shit
Not every day will be good but you know that you will get through this
The pain you go through changes who you are and it makes a difference 

I’m different than I used to be but I’m living
Don’t regret it
It’s alright (Aaaaaaahhhhh)
It’s deep inside my heart and I can’t even revive my old self
I’m so proud of what I gone through 

Stimulate, too much light in my eyes
I can’t trust no one, I’m traumatized with too many lies
So much shit I been thru feels like I’ve lived thru many lives 
I can’t give no more chances, Fell apart too many times
Wish that I could look in your mind, maybe then I’d understand why you always made me cry

addyral - stuck in the past (p. corpse disposal)

cd