@corpsekittyy
lay my body on the floor of ur bedroom
too barred out i dont know what the fuck to do
who the fuck are you
stay away i cant fw u
vampire gang kitty wrist slit drug crew

i regret all this wasted time
want to kill myself just to see u smile
fuck my life
rail another fucking line
hurt myself know i never could survive

need a doctor im running out of options
let my life decay im so disgusted
hate everything want my soul to fade away
never want to feel this way

@cloudiiscape
all the colors looking greyed out
why does every single day
just look the same now?
doesn’t matter who i’m with or what we talk about
cause in my memory their face is always blurred out
aphantasia can’t see nothing
like the lights are out
only feeling like myself 
when no one else around
living life like it’s roulette
and i’m the gun now
roll the dice
inflicting pain like i’m a sadist

let the past decay as i fall within
only choice i have til i meet my grave
who do i run from?
who do i save?

apparition + cloudii (cloudii + corpsekitty)

corpsekitty