small lil ep 4 sad songz <3 album out in the next 2 months!

cope & seethe (troiner)

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@blackwinterwells #doeboyz2k17
feeling like issac bitchh im crying in my basement :(

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resilience +blackwinterwells (Pawl4k & Acu)

chompouturbrainn (luvpurp)

2heartbeats @soreu_u

@820
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i told u once i told u twice
and now i wont say it Again
i break the bank when oryx walks in
i think its bout time that i spend
step inside of every mall n we aint never getting less
i got sum gas up in my lungs and my blunt bring my ass 2 bed
bitch i am the best, n doeboyz we b up next
i swear i wasn't always popping now im clearing all these checks
bby if u rlly luv me get it tatted on ur chest
bought the pack it got no stems
said she like the way i swag my style

i luv the gas but i aint have a trip in a while
gotta grind but feel shit, im still putting on a smile
im 2 fucked up puking bile im so drunk idk why
put the baggies in a pile, every night im getting high
im so fly, bitch im fly like im a dove
i bring that hoe inside my crib n now she slurping on my nutz like wtf
do not bite or imma fkn kick u out
im with pawl n im with acu str8 up smoking on this loud yuhh

(nos lyrix soon)

told u once +Nosgov (Pawl4k & Acu)

@corpsekittyy
lay my body on the floor of ur bedroom
too barred out i dont know what the fuck to do
who the fuck are you
stay away i cant fw u
vampire gang kitty wrist slit drug crew

i regret all this wasted time
want to kill myself just to see u smile
fuck my life
rail another fucking line
hurt myself know i never could survive

need a doctor im running out of options
let my life decay im so disgusted
hate everything want my soul to fade away
never want to feel this way

@cloudiiscape
all the colors looking greyed out
why does every single day
just look the same now?
doesn’t matter who i’m with or what we talk about
cause in my memory their face is always blurred out
aphantasia can’t see nothing
like the lights are out
only feeling like myself 
when no one else around
living life like it’s roulette
and i’m the gun now
roll the dice
inflicting pain like i’m a sadist

let the past decay as i fall within
only choice i have til i meet my grave
who do i run from?
who do i save?

apparition + cloudii (cloudii + corpsekitty)

[INTRO]
Yeah… lately life been feelin’ louder than my heartbeat in my chest
Thoughts been rippin’ at my skull like I’m too damaged to find rest
I ain’t chasin’ just a high, I’m chasin’ silence from the doubt
So I spark it in the moonlight… filling my lungs til I pass out

[VERSE 1]
I ain’t perfect, I ain’t holy, I’m just fightin’ not to break
I’m the type to hold in thunder ‘til my bones begin to quake
Some people drink to numb the noise, me, I light it just to breathe
‘Cause when the smoke begins to settle, I can finally believe

[PRE-CHORUS]
Close my eyes, let the ash kiss my pain in the wind
Every inhale takes the weight off my spirit again
If tonight becomes too heavy, I don’t ever want it down
So I keep on breathin’ deeper… til I feel myself drown

[CHORUS]
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
LET THE FIRE HIT MY CHEST WHEN I BLACK OUT
IF IT’S PEACE OR IF IT’S DANGER, I DON’T CARE NOW
ALL I NEED IS JUST A MOMENT, JUST A WAY OUT
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
TIL THE WEIGHT OF ALL MY DEMONS START TO FADE OUT
WHEN THE WORLD WON’T LET ME HEAL, I TAKE THE FAST ROUTE
FILLIN’ UP MY LUNGS, TIL I PASS OUT

[VERSE 2]
Clouds movin’ slow, I feel like gravity don’t know my name
Like I escaped from every chain that kept me locked inside my pain
There’s a silence in the burn, like my soul’s finally at ease
If I disappear tonight, let it be in smoke and peace

[PRE-CHORUS]
Don’t you judge me for the method, you don’t know the war I fight
You don’t see the 3AMs when I’m beggin’ for some light
What you call it reckless poison, is the only place I’m found
So I pull it to my lips again… let it pull me underground

[CHORUS]
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
LET THE FIRE HIT MY CHEST WHEN I BLACK OUT
IF IT’S PEACE OR IF IT’S DANGER, I DON’T CARE NOW
ALL I NEED IS JUST A MOMENT, JUST A WAY OUT
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
TIL THE WEIGHT OF ALL MY DEMONS START TO FADE OUT
WHEN THE WORLD WON’T LET ME HEAL, I TAKE THE FAST ROUTE
FILLIN’ UP MY LUNGS, TIL I PASS OUT

[BRIDGE]
Feel my heartbeat slowin’ down, eyelids heavy with relief
In this smoke I find forgiveness for the scars beneath my grief
If the last thing that I feel is this heaven in my mouth
Then let me keep on breathin’ deeper… til the lights finally go out

[FINAL CHORUS]
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I FADE OUT
I DON’T WANNA FEEL THE WORLD, LET IT PHASE OUT
LET THE LOUD INSIDE MY HEAD GET BLAZED OUT
I’M FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT
NOT A RUN, JUST A WAY TO FIND A SAFE ROUTE
THIS A PRAYER IN THE SMOKE, NOT A SHOUT
FILLIN’ MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT.

FILLING MY LUNGS TIL I PASS OUT

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

saudade

luv blood (luvpurp)

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