@injurie @prodaugury

@injurie
i swear
this situation so toxic
a knife is to my throat, i cant care if it fall in
i couldnt care less if they think that im not it
fucked up off a tab think im going psychotic
ever since i kid im wondering if im good enough
i said that id off it but u had 2 call my bluff
n u too good for it why u talk bout drugs
u aint ever touched a blunt why u talking bout the punch

cuz i been hating myself lately
n i dont care if u dont wan save me
swallowed up by the ground, watch it fckin take me
yea i need a cigarette im going crazy
i been goin so fast u cant race me
n why u doing all that faking
im so done w conversating
cuz that dont tell me what im making

@sif666
and so i lose what ur taking
i cant control myself im shaking
i just need a blunt to keep from breaking
fuck popping a pill ima take 3
what did u do to me im aching
put a blade up to my neck and let it take me
i just need another blunt to keep from breaking
fuck all of these drugs i need safety

six feet underneath now im decaying
disappear im just a shadow of ur making
im smoking loud im smoking pressure just to break free 
of all these thoughts of u that plague me
im way too faded visions hazy
i never wanted u to break me
too much pain im going crazy
so dont act like u dont hate me

swallowed up by the ground + injurie (augury)

{About me}


age: 17

Birthday: April 24th

Year: 2008 (born)

Games: Roblox, Cookie run kingdom, and whatever else I guess (Xbox or Mobile)

Fun fact: I have 6 cats (2 strays, 1 mine, 2 are my moms, and 1 is my older brothers -I have a half brother who is older but not that one-) 

Extra: [I don’t really look for friends but I’m cool with helping others when they want to have someone listen to them. I’m more of listener anyways.]

{A few other things about me}: 

1.) I have no grammar (as you can see)

2.) doesn’t have a way with words (only minimum words for me)

3.) I’m slow at learning new things or what words mean. (Terrible at this even tho I’m American who only speaks English 💔)

4.) will ghost here and there cause of isolation and anxiety (so sorry if you don’t get any replies fast from me if you try to communicate)

5.) I don’t really care for what names I get called so any nicknames work fine for me. (I do normally get called Ghost/Ghosty/Ghostly/Ghostyboo, Violet, Bones/Bone, Zaki/Zeki/Zeke, Tiki, Sen/Senko/Stinko, Mio, Dory(could be I swear), Whit/White/Whiteout, Redneck, KFC/Kentucky Fried Chicken, and many more actually… whole lot of names. 

6.) I do yap or could start the conversation first… but that’s only on certain occasions? I suppose when I think about that.

Update: puppy girl 
yea I'm new.... don't hate >.<

Insta - @hardcoreanklebiter

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ForeverWalkingThruDecember (〇*>∀<)ゞ★☆
inmydreams:imalreadydead

My saddest journals interpreted into poetry


My inspirations:
Sam and Kitty Ray of Teen Suicide, the Rippingtons, justinedrugs, Spira Me, ashes, Astrid, radiator hospital (esp their old stuff only on Bandcamp), Loma Prieta, merchant ships, purple mountains, capo is my goat fr..
but most of all my bff Gypsum. I would’ve never started making music again without them.

https://www.facebook.com/vanderphonic/

https://www.instagram.com/vandervader/

Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/vanderstein_mansion/

Booking  &  inquiries : vanderstein@gmail.com


Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/vandersteinklaws/

Paris based music dealer in private partyzinparis especially in  after parties spots ; and establishment like" l'embuscade" , l'institut , le jeune , le barbès  

electronica , hype hop , deep house , basseline , g-house , nudisco ,club , Ride&b , r&zouk ,jerzey  club , trapped, Hyped&screwed

Contact : vanderstein@gmail.com

swallowed up by the ground + injurie (augury)

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