@820 @https://on.soundcloud.com/naC1mHvXuCwvK4ns5

babytooth ft. nosgov「dy.wsh」

prod @taylor @cutspace
inspired by chelsea

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i feel nothing im dead
molly rock in my head
keep that shit to myself
ill just get high instead

wanna feel like im there
miss my hands in ur hair
please why cant you just stay
keep me safe cuz im scared

mixing shit thats not safe
i dont care if im here
hold the vomit in place
i cant face all my fears

wanna cut myself im so mad 
oh my god it hurts so fucking bad
gonna bleed to make you all watch
cutting rocks up on the hot glass

want to feel like im there prod. taylor morgan & cutspace

@injurie @prodaugury

@injurie
i swear
this situation so toxic
a knife is to my throat, i cant care if it fall in
i couldnt care less if they think that im not it
fucked up off a tab think im going psychotic
ever since i kid im wondering if im good enough
i said that id off it but u had 2 call my bluff
n u too good for it why u talk bout drugs
u aint ever touched a blunt why u talking bout the punch

cuz i been hating myself lately
n i dont care if u dont wan save me
swallowed up by the ground, watch it fckin take me
yea i need a cigarette im going crazy
i been goin so fast u cant race me
n why u doing all that faking
im so done w conversating
cuz that dont tell me what im making

@sif666
and so i lose what ur taking
i cant control myself im shaking
i just need a blunt to keep from breaking
fuck popping a pill ima take 3
what did u do to me im aching
put a blade up to my neck and let it take me
i just need another blunt to keep from breaking
fuck all of these drugs i need safety

six feet underneath now im decaying
disappear im just a shadow of ur making
im smoking loud im smoking pressure just to break free 
of all these thoughts of u that plague me
im way too faded visions hazy
i never wanted u to break me
too much pain im going crazy
so dont act like u dont hate me

swallowed up by the ground + injurie (augury)

i dont notice but u take it away
i know thats evil in nature
i dont try to play that game
i ate the meds but u took it away
why r u so evil to me 
am i fucking stupid
am i bout to od cause i swear
im barely moving
in my body like its narcan
u laughing like you blew it
if u see my <3 stop
listen to the music
can i find my soul in my life
dont need a movie
take it like a picture
on the wall where i put it
you can't save it like your image
you had to spoof it
#9 wearing faggot
i just know you' re a loser!
u can stay in ur delusion aah
fucking say it u js ruin it
aaaaaa
and now im never fucking over it
bc of u
always gone but now im sobering
ye it is something new !

narcan

forget me + nosgov (proz)

ft. @inssekt
prod. @corpsekittyy
art by instagram.com/rubb3r.d3ck

lyrics:

@sif666
my bitch have fun w her wrists watch the knife slit
what’s the point of living life when it’s like this
mdma in my blood i stay high bitch 
not alive 
give a fuck bout the price bitch
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

@inssekt
im like fuck it wat i told u
i was offa so much
dont remember wat i told u
i was mixing shit i shouldnt
i wish i could hold u
coming down its   not what i wan go thru
cutting down on shit i need to make myself feel awful
bitch im here u best believe it something like a novel
takin too much powder feel like snowing when i cough up
u take this shit for fun i take this shit just to feel normal
im taking bigger hits jus lean back baby hold my bottle
i dont need no friends becus i think dat im jus better than them
i dont tie no ends because i keep my bridges a;lways open
mdma geeking like girl i love u so much
fuck it i dont need a reason, baby watch me blow up

@sif666
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

spotify

ghost + inssekt

lyrics <33

auxina:
Letting burdens get the best of things
(not your fault!) x2
Feels like love is falling out of reach 
(not your fault!) x2 
Its getting harder to trust
Don’t wanna call any bluffs
We’ve been through it enough
Doesn’t seem we’ve hit any luck
But I don’t wanna close any doors  
Leaving a crack so the light can pour 
Let it come from the source... 
Don’t know how much I can endure 

Taking pictures at the theater
Perfect cinema 
Its not good enough
If we are in love
What’s in the underbrush?
Youre irregular
These secrets piling up 
locket box covered in dust
I should’ve known this was the end!
You said you hated all my friends
But I thought you were special 
Gassed up like its petrol 
Damage to my mental 
Cut things off you said that’s overkill
Monster like this clover field
Let my demons to go make a deal
I'm at peace in Elysium fields 

(Diego verse coming soon)