tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

2 lifetimes ⋆₊  {jasey}

you needed him

@4aia
@rewind214

theres no reason for you to know
where im going
you watch over me
i see your insanity
theres nothing like the past
that drove us back to last
it brought us where were at
so why cant we just laugh

pour out in the sky
pouring out sideways
do u rly think its fine
try it your way
sink into my bedsheets, feel you lay
let me b alone, leave me where the light fades

spill across the stars
spill out with the moonlight
trace the dark with your eyes, 
take over my sky
burn me when ur close, wondering on my night drives
cant u just forget? 
its been a lifetime

theres no reason for you to know
where im going
you watch over me
i see your insanity
theres nothing like the past
that drove us back to last
it brought us where were at
so why cant we just laugh

home.*+ ft. kaia (me + rewind)

tonight - prod.wty

@s0lemn @corpse-disposal @rewind214
#tragedyClub
u Say dat U care , ,, But u wont Evn talk2Me ,. ;'
i Js took A Xann ,,  Still cant fall Asleep ,==
im thinkin Bout u .. . Where do I go ?? .
Run4Uu . 

Its Sadd ,.  shit Would Never work 0ut . .
im Deadd .; but Ur tha 1 I care abt { } "
do U evr think Of coming back ,<<<? ?? >>>
i Saw ur face <<_ [ got A heart Attack ]

Im blacked 0ut from Sippin , ,
its cuz U Nevr Listen . ; ;
Itz my Bad . Im trippn .
i Think I <3 Prescription .///
sry Imma mess & I made u sadd . ,
I ruin Everything tht I Ever had .  . . .

T00k a benz0 ,, I w0nt Even Think2letGo . . ,
Ima Die slow ,, Ion even Need A hal0
fucked Up again & Its On me .+{ :
I Cant even Say dat Im sry . / . 

breakin Down ,, Fill my Head w/ Any doubtt . {
ur Not around ,, But ur all I think abt .. }}
should I Leave it All behind me >?<?><?<
if U Luv Me Uu would Type me .. ..

s0lemn - all i think about (rewind & cd) [hosted by cxris]

stolen moment [me + pk65]

"at the end of the day" produced by @pw4prez
performed/written by @counterxo

NOTHING EVER SEEMS 2 WORK OUT

at the end of the day

at the end of the day (sochi)

"nothing ever seems to work out" produced by me & @hrtshpdbd
performed/written by @counterxo