Clips with @sunrisess

"everything we had" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo

everything we had

everything we had (neohn)

i dont wnna fucking be here anymore
im stuck here forever, under all this pressure, 
its not fair :(
I'm tired of this place
nd the way that i hate everything

but u make me want 2 start hoping
tht things are fine while i die slowly :D
everything thts bad for me 
its killing me
im killing me...

i dont wnna fucking feel it anymore
i know ive got problems
nd u all got problems too
so can i cry on ur shoulders 
u can weep on my shoulders too ;-;

u make me want 2 start hoping
while i drown nd pass out choking :D
everything thts bad for me 
its killing me
im killing me...

yer killing me

"can't live without" produced by @brayamm

Performed/Written by @counterxo

can't live without

can't live without (brayam)

First song off the new project "Our Feeble Attempt (at the Inevitable Realization)" <3
lyrics:
i just wanna smile.
i know that hurts but it can only last a while,
with everything we go through, life is like a trial,
i just feel so blessed that i've been learning since a child,

to be thankful when i'm sad  -
just because they hurt you, doesn't make a person bad,
learn to let it go cause you deserve it to detach,
people are just pieces and not everyone can match,
never turning back, but the pain can never last

couldn't touch me, you were lucky to get let through
back up, get the fuck up out my bedroom -
life is really short, if were alive then we'll be dead soon
they always try to turn me down, like i'm headroom,

if you don't miss me then i'm guessing it's just tough luck,
bet that it's more easy to get fucked up -
hard to fall in love when you don't give yourself enough love,
poured my heart out like a dump truck

to many people steady lying, they won't fess up
live their life on autopilot like a tesla
won't even admit it to their self, cause its less rough
doing it right now - i'm not next up

please don't call my phone back
why'd i let you hold that?
"i gave you my heart" -
and your the only one i told that!
finally fucking healing,
i'm the only one who knows that,
a plant is always stronger when it finally gets to grow back

"like I don't know what their doing, they're running away and stuff , im just trying to say that you matter man, or girl - whoever you are you matter to someone, just keep that in mind, don't forget that."

song notes:  Deciduous in botany means to lose leaves or branches seasonally, or during specific periods of a plants life in order to conserve energy and survive in harsh conditions. It has a similar meaning in Animals who shed antlers, baby teeth, or their skin, to grow again a-new. Regenesis means to be reborn a new, a new birth and a renewal. Spiritually, Deciduous growth is different then Regenesis because instead of starting over completely, you are shedding parts of yourself that are hindering your growth,  getting ready to endure a hard season, and coming out a stronger version of yourself because of it <3

Deciduous vs. Regenesis (prod. p3tro)

"time we killed 2" produced by @prod-kiv

Performed/Written by @counterxo

time we killed 2

time we killed 2 (kiv)

Yo thanks for 300

Lyrics -
You a fake
no surprise you talk a lot
raise the steaks
Thanking God that I got dropped
You a lame, couldn't think a fucking reason
You just stayed the same, I stay moving, I'm on defense

You addicted to that drama, talking shit
Make me the center of your problems, I ain't one to play the bitch
All I hear is radio silence, you lacking some maturity
People lying to my face, now you're all fuckin obscure to me

I just can't deal with the talk x7
All of this drama ain't shit so I'm hitting the gas bitch I ain't gonna walk
Talking won't talk to my face
All black fit, bitch I look like the wraith
Yeah I just do it, and do it with grace
I ain't no artist, I can't give a name
I don't deal with no fakes
I don't care what you say
Please just stay out my face
Please just stay out my way
I don't care, I won't cave
I don't need you anyway
You can't see the whole picture, you too dumb to step away

Defense (rav3n)

-lyrics-

swag on me, i got jewelry 
cameras in my face when i leave the scene
moncler with the ksubi jeans
big coat and it’s hugging me
pour it up, pour it all for me
stackin all this bread all i see is green
do it for my brothers yeah i lead the team
do it for my brothers yeah i lead the team

count all the chips, i’m goin in
if you wanna link better bring all your friends
she said saki whatchu doin?
i said bitch it depends
im just gettin to the guap, i’m just trynna count my bread

count all the chips, i’m goin in
if you wanna link better bring all your friends
she said saki whatchu doin?
i said bitch it depends
im just gettin to the guap, i’m just trynna count my bread

i was runnin up that shit like i was part of track
yank your chain pussy boy yeah you aint getting it back
i be juggin and finessin like i did it in the past
tapped in my wit my brothers yeah you aint hangin with us
ten toes til i die and i aint givin a fuck
tapped in my wit my brothers yeah you aint hangin with us
ten toes til i die and i aint givin a fuck

swag on me, i got jewelry 
cameras in my face when i leave the scene
moncler with the ksubi jeans
big coat and it’s hugging me
pour it up, pour it all for me
stackin all this bread all i see is green
do it for my brothers yeah i lead the team
do it for my brothers yeah i lead the team

𝓹𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓲𝓽 𝓾𝓹 (xtasane + ocurie)

prod. phaseeluv

(5stars)

eyes open, and it shuts
i can’t believe i really feel it, feel it
allergic to the bottoms
doc, i need some penicillin, -cillin
you know too much 
don’t justify why you a villain, villain, villain
did you eat today
remember we just got that paper

ah, ah, ah
stars and diamonds
one day i’ll be eating five stars, five stars
five stars, five stars, five stars, five stars 
five stars, five stars, five stars, five stars 

make a wish to a shooting star
playing lottery’s the easy part
but everyone is not a winner, not a winner
but that’s okay because i play that shit on hard
just got that paper

ah, ah, ah
stars and diamonds
one day i’ll be eating five stars, five stars
five stars, five stars, five stars, five stars 
five stars, five stars, five stars, five stars 

(if he could do it, he believed in himself, and you can too.
man, you’re gonna put i on my like that?
you can do anything that you want.)