Best Shit

(prod. benji the machine)

Cool Shit 4

Hyperpop#2

𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝒹, 𝐼'𝓂 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒

@joshuasageart
@scoobisalright
@lileddy8
@benjithemachine
@deadat18

Magic Charms (w/ ☆scøøb☆ & edwrd.) [+Benjithemachine x Deadat18]

gtg

prod @benjithemachine and @lifepoints very swag

I GTG BRB ｢benji the machine+lifepoints｣

@1yugenn

lyrics:

(intro)

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima-

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(verse)

now im burning up
u tried to put me out but now ur outta luck
i have always called u a diamond in the rough
forgave u all the things that u tried to go corrupt

the autumn leaves are falling
and i keep stalling
cause i dont wanna deal with the poison in the pollen
and i dont wanna think bout the times back in august
u said that we were perfect but poisoned by the toxins

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(outro)

i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima 
flatline

think about it (yugen)

nitecoremix - https://soundcloud.com/penguinasf/what-do-you-really-think-of-me-nitecoreasf

mixed by @scoobisalright
prod - @benjithemachine

(lyrics):
tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with the memories

ever since left me
ive been on my own again
ive been very lonely
just doin this life thing
keep it to my self now
dont need friends just let me be
oh I wish you loved me more
now u got me thinkin who’d you rly care for
stick to my fantasy
in my dreams ur with me
but it’s just make believe

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

what do you really think of me? [benjithemachine]

@benjithemachine
@northeastlights

artwork by @toxinbrewer

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Ill be outside
Ill be waiting
I cant userstand what ur saying

Do you want me to wait
Im tired of being awake
Ill sleep and dream of all the games u been playing


Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

I dont recall last summer
You know i hate feeling like a bummer

Cause i ruin everything
Ill screw with all the messed up things
And make em more messed up
I find it hard to even give a fuck 

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Hard To Breathe [benjithemachine + Northeast Lights]

@owtiss, @domerrz <3
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

ft @palpatin66
prod @ayykidtaylor
mix @swwwwqqqt @laglacewhytie

lunico
я не видел тебя 
но я знаю кто ты
я смотрю на вас 
вы чем то все похожи 

мне так нужна еще мечта это правда 
я так давно не врал другим это странно
почему лишь слышу только тебя 
проблема во мне решится сама 

это все неправильно 
это все неправильно 
это все неправильно
это все неправильно

swwwwqqqt
это все неправильно но тогда что забыл тут я 
тут нету солнца нету света и тебя 
тут нету жизни на вкус как будто яд
я нашел дверь но не открыл в нее стучат 

дела отложим на завтра
сюда не вернусь обратно
и может быть я все закончил
что со мной, а

ты во всем виновата сама 
если нет что ты скажешь тогда 
я кручу один в стороне оставив тебя навсегда

#maoricore

неправильно ft. lunico (ayykidtaylor)

ft @k2rosene @evanwheel
prod @ayykidtaylor @weikooo
mix @swwwwqqqt @laglacewhytie

kerosene
побудь со мной
тебя искал так давно
почувствуй всю мою боль 
хочу остаться с тобой

какой от сердца пароль
скажи мне что я больной 
одна ты сможешь помочь 

swwwwqqqt
побудь сейчас со мной 
я начинаю бредить 
как будто бы не твой 
ты не смогла заметить

ты не смогла
ну и кто я для тебя тогда
холод от тепла
жизнь париж тут сгорит до тла

evan wheel
постой
открой крылья лети 
оставив все позади 
я уже видел таких много 
у каждого своя дорога 

звонок в шесть утра 
встречаю день без тебя 
по нам скучает москва 
но в париже ждут дела

все это было не зря 
все это ради тебя

#maoricore

побудь со мной ft. kerosene, evan wheel (ayykidtaylor, weikoo)

ft @laglacewhytie @woee33
prod @pierrelapin
mix @swwwwqqqt @laglacewhytie

swwwwqqqt
пропадаю без известий я 
кто подумал о последствиях?

звучит словно сумасшествие 
кто хотел этих последствий я 
все равно топчусь на месте я 
в моей голове отверстие 

знаешь 
я не верю то что ты по мне скучаешь
а в ответ только молчание 
и к чему все те старания 

laglacewhytie
я пропадаю, не вернуть назад
ну где теперь твой страх?
чувства ушли за край
мне не дают дышать
так не хочу страдать, снова убегая вдаль
я не отвечу на звонок, ну можешь не мешать

сумасшествия
так хочу пропасть
ты совсем одна 
я не вижу вас

woee33
do you wanna rolling 
baby lose а я don't love it
рядом со мной ей so cold 
вещества меня контролят

много рук не хватит лезвий
тыща миллиграмм
моя жизнь не стоит на месте
всё это прошло 
я не могу вспомнить о детстве 

never it
я не сплю 2 am
всё это going hard 
baby why u callin

тесты и  не следи за мной мувы фантастик
я уже съедал твоё сердце

#maoricore

сумасшествие ft. laglacewhytie, woee33 (fumiko)

ft @palpatin66 @ttide
prod @pierrelapin
mix @swwwwqqqt @laglacewhytie

lunico
я знаю когда тебе грустно 
мои глаза горят о чувствах 
когда не вместе мне так грустно
я без тебя уже так устал

я знаю когда тебе грустно 
мои глаза горят о чувствах
если не ты не знал бы вкуса 
ты бьешься током как медуза 

swwwwqqqt
расскажи почему теперь на моем месте пусто
мысли о тебе а я без них как слово тускло
ведь я знаю когда тебе грустно 
понимая что разбито твоё сердце словно хрусталь

словно хрусталь 
я от вас всех очень устал 
все похоже на безумство 
не дойти к тому о чем так долго мечтал

t1de
тут пусто 
здесь нет души вокруг от этого и грустно 
ты как цветок но у меня завяли чувства
я заперт в клетке спаси меня от удушья 
удушья 

забери меня с собой в свой странный мир 
я хочу убиться выкинуть пару картин 
кровью по коже ты не похожа на них 
ходишь и вечно молчишь я не смогу говорить

#maoricore

пусто ft. lunico, t1de (fumiko)

ft @laglacewhytie
prod @whi1teshapeee @ayykidtaylor
mix @swwwwqqqt @laglacewhytie

swqt
отпускай отпускай нас 
и в головах сейчас все эти тайны 
я и не знал то что выгляжу странным
и все слова больше не залечат раны

и снова твой телефонный звонок
и снова я тусуюсь под лунной 
я не хотел казаться что я твой
я так хотел наверное в мир инной

я знаю ты запомнишь нас 
не хотел быть тем кто мешает нам пропасть
снова заперт среди стен снова я хочу бежать
но а что мне остается я так хотел понять 

laglacewhytie
мне это не нужно
я так хотел остаться здесь но мне так пусто
мне не забыть про нас ведь только ты на устах 
во что превратился мой город тут так тускло (москва)
так хочу убежать но в этом весь я

снег на твоем шарфе он навсегда
мой голос садиться хочу кричать
в эту ночь станцуем мы лунный вальс
закрытый как книга нас не узнать

#maoricore

не нужно ft. laglacewhytie (whi1teshape, ayykidtaylor)

@princess_miii
@resolve1k
@1wasterr

[coldspades]
夜の中で君とまた会って
君と一緒にいれば幸せ
流れ星見て君を願って
俺のそばにいて、行かないで
(x2)

and i dont wanna say goodbye
i just wanna make things right
i dont wanna waste your time
im sorry if i made you cry
でも俺のせいじゃない
wish i could tell you how i feel but thats not me
偽物の気持ちいらない
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

[ididntcry]
please dont leave me alone dear baby
do not hate me
分かって？
また募る苛立ち
激しくなる動悸
話せないのに
ここにいるみたい
私の心臓は冷たく凍っている
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

spotify

dont leave ft. ididntcry (inno & wasterr)

prod/mix/master: @cody_benjamin @therealjvita

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11CFlykq1HlRKvDht8LehD?si=01297a9ef5524633



verse:
you say you never leave me
you'd still be here if loving me was easy
perfume, mixtapes, t shirt with your makeup
took my heart right from me when you said that we should breakup
shot down, blood stains on your hands 
id kill for just another chance
I know i'm not part of your plans 
but I hope I ll see you once again

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me
verse: 
you got me screaming underwater
she just threw out everything I bought
perfume, mix tapes, got rid of my t shirt
I gave you my everything and you couldn't put me first
I took a drive by your old house 
where we sit and talk when It was cold out
kissing in the rain and the snowfall 
but baby I think im the one who's cold now

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me

(..woahhhhhh and you break me down)

you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep

Shadow (codybenjamin)

Prod @m2monroe and @jichuuu 
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D
//
Lyrics:

I cant ever look, back, not now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

This just doesn’t seem right
And I cant just move on
Everything feels so wrong
Now you left and you’re gone
I’m stuck here chasing the past
I didn’t know it wouldn’t last

Don’t run, don’t run away from me
So done, so done I can’t even breathe
Never could feel the same
No chance at looking behind
Guess it’s a side twist of fate
We were intertwined

I cant look back now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs away

chasing the past

chasing the past (jichu + monroe)

@wr3tch @v2nthan @lorrific
produced by @moonshopp


@wr3tch:
when we all up on ur block yea u know thats @v2nthan n me
i got cops up on my ass lik dey was molestin me
i got cops up on my ass but dey aint arrestin me
he gon die 2nite my choppa got da fkn best of me
shawty sendin mail cz i blocked all of her txts
i feel lik my name is @wr3tch cz my name is rly @wr3tch
fuck her once den kick her out
left sum bruises on her neck
i js couldnt giv a fuk ab these hoes cz im the best

@v2nthan:
i said go go
i dont wanna talk up the pole pole
kill everybody else i got the floor to myself
countin up the tally
we gon hit em wit dis shit yea he goin straight to hell
when we all up on ur block yea u know that wr3tch and me
we done put that boy to sleep like he off some ketamine
heard he talkin about us i told that pussy rest in peace
i got a choppa now they dead i guess it got the best of me

@lorrific:
im a fuckin winner
yo days gettin thinner
we gon run it down and me and venthan we gonna kill em
he gon catch a mag eating bullets like its dinner
know they askin how i did it but its written in the scripture
run up on yo block we take his life away
talking 365 yea we got him countin days
and i know im gonna make it know im goin all the way 
and i stabbed you in yo fucking back i hope you feel betrayed

GO! 🚦 - wr3tch + venthan + lor

@decago x @yashio20k

notes: i fucked up the limiter which is why you'll hear a lil bit of...silly sounds xp

i know that life sucks for you rn

but youll be better i promise you

you can rely on me, i’ll try and pull you through

everything that comes your way i swear i promise you
you’ll get everything that you desire

i know you think that im a liar
but instead of pushing yourself and being tired
just spread your wings, you’ll fly much higher
if you need love and to be inspired
like a water nymph, ill be your guide
until you learn to feel alright <3
(everything’s not as bad as it seems)
just feel the will to live, let it beam

always by your fucking side
yeah, ill always be on your team
if you need to let off steam
(you know that ill be there)
if you fall apart 
(you know that ill be there)
like anytime and anywhere
im not there and it isn’t fair
but i know that one day i’ll stare into your eyes
one day you’ll see the light
i know you could be better but youre losing sight
just take my hand you’ll be alright
i’ll guide through the darkness until you smile


(just take my hand you’ll be alright)
(I’ll guide through the night until you smile)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)
(maybe i will be on the one to walk you down the isle)


(take my hand you’ll be alright x2)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)


(i'll guide through the darkness until you smile)
(yeah, you know that’ll be there)
(you know that’ll i be there)

༺ letter 4☆ u ༻ 💌『decago x yashio』

"crashland" produced by @jolst & @nihil2free
Performed/Written by @counterxo

crashland

crashland (jolst + nihil)

"on your list" produced by @benjithemachine

Performed/Written by @counterxo

on your list

on your list (benjithemachine)

skress - free (feat. mixed matches) [deleted]

@1fns
@prodcozin
third song off "silhouettes"
shoutout @tonserrr for helping mix

slide around under city lights
stop and stare look me in the eyes
1 more pill and i might lose my mind
do it night after night

always actin like you camera shy
couple xans get me through the night
its always fuck the way i feel inside
i jus wanna be with you tonight


eat away at my soul
ami the one that you chose?
why dint you hold me close?
keepin me on my toes

night after night (cozin)

@sanriorose
@blackwinterwells
@mkne
@prodcozin

story ft. dolly & blackwinterwells (maknae x cozin)

Antagonists w/ pitfall (jane)

im alone all day
and i lose more friends than i make
singing on beats is my therapy
its the only time i feel i have clarity
I treat my soundcloud page like a diary
im making music with my friends inspires me
i hate myself and its tiring
so i distract myself entirely

but im holding on so that maybe one day
i will look back and say it was weird for me to feel that way
and maybe reassure myself that this was just a phase
but it never seems to go away

this world is full of negativity
i just want to give off good energy
ppl always fkn talking n it gets to me
but i cant let them feed off me



diary //Benji The Machine

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head