and i am not okay </3

Drifting away from the crash where you left me 
Maybe someone will come and rescue me soon
I saw too many bad movies and shark week 
I know exactly what a great white can do 

Losing my way, it’s way too late for coffee
But I thought you would stay, I’m not really sure why 
Could you explain why no one really sees me?
My grandma says that I’m a pretty neat guy 

Sending my sos 
If no one come for me, maybe it’s for the best 

Drifting away, 
Maybe things are shifting 
So they’ll fall into place 
Or maybe this is it, 
and I’m about to lose everything 
I don’t know how I feel, 
I don’t know how I feel okay?
I don’t know 

Drifting away from the people that love me
Blew off my friends again  don’t even know why 
Cause I wanted to go, but my dog has a problem 
So now we both hate the forth of July 

I’m trying to do my best 
I don’t have much to offer
I’m such a mess 

Drifting away, 
Maybe things are shifting 
So they’ll fall into place 
Or maybe this is it, 
and I’m about to lose everything 
I don’t know how I feel, 
I don’t know how I feel okay? i don’t know

Human

Drift

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

oxygen

[lyrics]

[benzo]

my body damaged from the drugs i been taking
so sorry mum but i aint gonna make it
i just wanna make you proud
but all i do is let you down

i look into the mirror 
breaking down again
such an ugly figure
will u hold my hand
and say u love me as i cry into your arms
im so fucking sorry mum

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

[cray]

all this pain up on my chest, 
but imma light this, 
no friends, lonely kid with a cut wrist, 
remember all the times u were my sidekick, 
yea, u put that shit to the side quick

imma search imma roam
Until I find my home, 
I’m really running out of hope, 
girl I love you tho, 
take 2 xans for the road, my head might fucking explode, 
shits in overload, 
woah woah woah woah

[benzo]

i'm feeling dizzy from the pills i just took
im overdosing and i do not give fuck
there's cut on my arms
i'm a broken star
i'm the fallen one
no hope no more

winter nights are closing in and i don't feel good
i'm so sorry for all the shit that i've done
hope u can forgive me & i hope you don't resent me

I Just Wanna Make You Proud

I Just Wanna Make You Proud w/yungcray (prod.king theta)

forgo the movie sample. lol
song 01 in a lil @greenwood2000 project <3

Lyrics

Me time
Giving up myself, got a weak spine
That’s just what was given, she a freak mind
And it’s setting me ablaze Im just sleep dying

Besides you, who do I trust
Look at my view, its turning to dust
Only us 2 when it turns dusk
And now I'm just starting to rust

She can tear inside my mind on a Monday disguised
As someone I want in my life
Think the coast is clear on the east side
Water is so clear, I cant decide

No guts, so cruel
Tonights type a night were you stay in the cool
No more no more, you can take it like no more
While she’s waiting for you

Pink clouds to a world turning grey
Baby its dark but that don't mean it's the same
No words we just chopping up pain
Till the things that we feel are are unable again

You are where you are, there's no fooling love
You see who you see and you form to 1
No percent shy, or you’ll be dancing on your grave under the moonlight

Hug first
Don't lie, it hurts
My weakness the worst
I just lay here in my search

Brains breathing again, who I was can't recall
Recollecting the thoughts of us both, no control
Memory loss so severe, when I lean I just fall

I’m healthy to cope, with my understanding
I’ll have u know, U don’t consume what I’m fasting
Holding me close, knowing I’ll manage
The places it drives us is well above standard

Standard, I’m still a human, I manage
Passage, I took that route soon I’ll vanish
Dashes, decipher the message
Don’t and see flashes

White lights flashing
Dancing inside these mansions
Holding the gates, still seeking the passion
Meshing 2 worlds still protecting masses

Baby its me inside these cold walls
I'm struggling to catch my fall
Severe pain, severe shock
Still trying to play with my feet stuck

Darling I’m stressed
I’m losing my mind I just need time to rest
Yes, darling I’m not feeling the best
Darling I think I’m depressed
Darling I’m loving you less
When my hearts starts to waiver my whole view is a mess

Where is my heart set?
What if we never met?

the severe shock as described in the extract

severe (greenwood)

without u i would've ended it all last week (prod. shinobi)

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Ez3UIrcn2PuRRZhZDy9eq

INSTRUMENTAL//
@demxntia

VOCALS//
@demxntia
@twotwntytwo
@itsyungvan
@diondugas
@sushisai

TOO MUCH

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

stars (feat. habition)

Hammy - 100mph (Prod. Dylan Brady)

cozyboysleeps@gmail.com

“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
a new chapter... if you listen, thank you 💙

oxygen

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