PROD VERTIGO X JONES

Seen you from afar,
I found my way into your heart,
you said your ex left you with scars

now I'll just play my part and do the same

you probably thought I changed (repeated)

I told her man lightly,
come and fight me,
shit exciting,
you be posted at the spot its all for nothing,

left my bitch on read, she not my prize see,
I would die for slum, thats on my life, see,

and you a bad bitch,
you be wilding with friends and,
getting fucked up at the club wit,
random old men, you is pretend,
nasty ass bitch, but I love it

Angel Wings (prod. vertigo x jones)

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

i don’t know why 
i deserve you 
god you’re perfect in like everyway i need you 

i don’t know why 
it feels unreal 
maybe that’s just love but i feel grateful 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

i-i-i just been like waiting to wake up 
feel like it’s a dream but i don’t want us to wake up 
i feel so alive when i see you 
running through my head and i don’t see any issues

but you're so perfect

Lyrics:
they found shade in a melting car
he said "hey babe we probably wont get far"
"you see we've got some missing wheels and the engine is charred"
"and both our phones are dead so they dont know where we are"

sprawled inside a rusty bucket pile of trash
two lovers sat beside to hold eachothers hands
the desert sun was beating down upon the dash
the lovers thought theyd melt, catch fire, turn into ash

he said "hey babe, we could melt together"
when they find our bodies in this hellish weather
we're burnt, to a crisp, we're probably stuck to the leather
they'll say "poor kids, i wouldve raised them better"

the lovers faded quick as they were parched to the bone
the sweat upon their brow the only water they own
she rolled her head to look at him and let out a groan
he said that its okay because together we're home

he looked into her eyes and said "i dont want to leave you"
she said "babe its okay you know that soon we'll be see through"
"we'll be a couple ghosts and play some pranks on a mean dude"
"so never let me go so that i know where to meet you"

"who would know the deserts where we'd meet and then die"
"barely said hello we gotta say our last goodbyes"
"i really hope i see you on the other side"
and then they closed their eyes and drifted off and then died

Melting Car

Melting Car (prod. Idly Blare)

all again ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer *jolst*

s/o sendflowrs, afterlife, n jolst go check them out they deserve it
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lyrics

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

take ur time with me
baby its so hard to breathe
im hoping when u break my heart u take my life from me
n when i travel thru the dark would u follow me
because the airs getting colder
the airs getting colder
hate being sober
i hate growing older
i lost my composure
n now im falling over
pulled up in a rover
im leaving in a rover
passed out drunk
im bending over
i dont want u lying when ur looking right in my eyes
but how u play the victim if ur gonna be the bad guy
i dont wanna die girl i promise
i wanna stay right here cuz i love this

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

(sendflowrs)
oh what a mess ive been
sleeping for weeks in this cold hard bed
i cannot breathe when u call again
n my heart it dies when u talk to him
shes holding me in
please let me go
where have u been
im lost all alone
n these woods are so cold
this lake is my home
if u couldnt swim
i would carry the boat
carry the boat
i swim inside this water like its my home
im drowning here please stay awake stay on the phone
i think ill perish here my baby girl
leave me alone

limbo w/ sendflowrs [prod. afterlife x jolst]

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

At the end of a knife
Blood drips down from my eyes
As I stare out the window
Questioning why
Always felt like the weirdo
Drop my disguise
Now my vision is clearer and the mirror I like

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night
End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night

IDK Myself

(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be
  
ive been on my own for a minute now
i really need to scream but i cant be loud
taking deep breaths to help calm down
but i wasted each breath trynna figure out
how to get out of this house i built
on top of a grave of someone that i killed

miss who i was
replaced by a face that i hate
why is it the same
wished for some light 
but then i got me some darker days

im beyond saving
my life only equated
to a broken shattered down old battered heart
the one thing i had was torn apart

rip me to pieces like letters in shredders remember november
when you tore me down

killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

(Yungcray)
(I’m sorry bro but I don’t know your lyrics yet)


(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

prod. @trechorboy

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Lyrics:
i can see through the trees
through the bending of space  
take this time to reflect on the weight of mistakes
i couldn’t be who want and I’m sorry for it
but the time has passed to forgive and forget

now I’m decomposing inside of this place
with a liver thats failing and moss on my face
tell me how do you feel bout being at my wake?
cause there ain’t no mortician thats fit for my case

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

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lyrics:

Was it weird just to end the call
With 'I might move to montreal'
Pack a story of somebody else
Someone who isn’t like me at all
Would you think just to hold my hand
Yeah I know that’s not part of the plan
It’s just a way to recognize this place
And for you to say that you know who I am

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

I might not be so terrified
‘Cause what use is not closing my eyes
When the view from my window’s now
That old house torn down for a new highrise
And what about the oak tree left next to it
Do you think it gives a shit at all, I don’t know
It’ll breathe and be a little confused
But that’s exactly how I am before my daily fix

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in union station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

Will I be less inclined to lie
In a city I’ve been to twice, I know
It’s too early to be sending gifts
But before I’d leave could you just get me a hit

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in central station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

Et c’est tout mon choix, n'est-ce pas mon ami
Tu l'as dit cent fois dans un rêve, juste vas-y
Quand le jour viendra je le comprendrai
Mais pourquoi, pourquoi

montreal (acoustic version)

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TOO MUCH

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

TOO MUCH

DYING IN THE CUT

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