if I can't forgive you, how could I forget you

Inverted (feat. Demxntia)

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

i don’t know why 
i deserve you 
god you’re perfect in like everyway i need you 

i don’t know why 
it feels unreal 
maybe that’s just love but i feel grateful 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

i-i-i just been like waiting to wake up 
feel like it’s a dream but i don’t want us to wake up 
i feel so alive when i see you 
running through my head and i don’t see any issues

but you're so perfect

Lyrics:
they found shade in a melting car
he said "hey babe we probably wont get far"
"you see we've got some missing wheels and the engine is charred"
"and both our phones are dead so they dont know where we are"

sprawled inside a rusty bucket pile of trash
two lovers sat beside to hold eachothers hands
the desert sun was beating down upon the dash
the lovers thought theyd melt, catch fire, turn into ash

he said "hey babe, we could melt together"
when they find our bodies in this hellish weather
we're burnt, to a crisp, we're probably stuck to the leather
they'll say "poor kids, i wouldve raised them better"

the lovers faded quick as they were parched to the bone
the sweat upon their brow the only water they own
she rolled her head to look at him and let out a groan
he said that its okay because together we're home

he looked into her eyes and said "i dont want to leave you"
she said "babe its okay you know that soon we'll be see through"
"we'll be a couple ghosts and play some pranks on a mean dude"
"so never let me go so that i know where to meet you"

"who would know the deserts where we'd meet and then die"
"barely said hello we gotta say our last goodbyes"
"i really hope i see you on the other side"
and then they closed their eyes and drifted off and then died

Melting Car

Melting Car (prod. Idly Blare)

s/o sendflowrs, afterlife, n jolst go check them out they deserve it
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https://youtube.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
lyrics

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

take ur time with me
baby its so hard to breathe
im hoping when u break my heart u take my life from me
n when i travel thru the dark would u follow me
because the airs getting colder
the airs getting colder
hate being sober
i hate growing older
i lost my composure
n now im falling over
pulled up in a rover
im leaving in a rover
passed out drunk
im bending over
i dont want u lying when ur looking right in my eyes
but how u play the victim if ur gonna be the bad guy
i dont wanna die girl i promise
i wanna stay right here cuz i love this

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

(sendflowrs)
oh what a mess ive been
sleeping for weeks in this cold hard bed
i cannot breathe when u call again
n my heart it dies when u talk to him
shes holding me in
please let me go
where have u been
im lost all alone
n these woods are so cold
this lake is my home
if u couldnt swim
i would carry the boat
carry the boat
i swim inside this water like its my home
im drowning here please stay awake stay on the phone
i think ill perish here my baby girl
leave me alone

limbo w/ sendflowrs [prod. afterlife x jolst]

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

At the end of a knife
Blood drips down from my eyes
As I stare out the window
Questioning why
Always felt like the weirdo
Drop my disguise
Now my vision is clearer and the mirror I like

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night
End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night

IDK Myself

prod. @trechorboy

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Lyrics:
i can see through the trees
through the bending of space  
take this time to reflect on the weight of mistakes
i couldn’t be who want and I’m sorry for it
but the time has passed to forgive and forget

now I’m decomposing inside of this place
with a liver thats failing and moss on my face
tell me how do you feel bout being at my wake?
cause there ain’t no mortician thats fit for my case

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

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prod me truly ^.^ intro by @greenlipstick + me

@greenlipstick :
i know how it feels to grow up with a heart too big for this world
youre stronger than the world ever gave you credit for 
the days you prayed for are coming
your story is still unfolding.. 
keep going , the light is closer than u think

@kenesukoh :
oh nothn last forever on this earth
so baby turn to God while u still can
oh yea the world needs some savin
not much time we cant replace it
i fight all these battles all in my head
i dont need no nothing dont need those meds
my Lord the only one who gave me bread
i surrender myself on my death bed
im convinced that im an angel
my wings been cut must grow them back
try my best to keep composure
pls ease my mind let me relax

ヽ(´ー｀) GODSPOKEN ˚✧₊⁎❝᷀ົཽ≀ˍ̮ ❝᷀ົཽ⁎⁺˳✧༚

emociones

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Ez3UIrcn2PuRRZhZDy9eq

INSTRUMENTAL//
@demxntia

VOCALS//
@demxntia
@twotwntytwo
@itsyungvan
@diondugas
@sushisai

TOO MUCH

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 25 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

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