The feelings this song made me feel actually made me cry oh my god this is so fucking amazing!!!!

U need a song with a girl too 🤔 just a idea 😬

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

prod and mix/mastered by me

I feel like a ghost bitch I’m transparent 
Smoking thrax up in the hills in the clouds bitch I vanish 
All these fucking thoughts I can’t manage
All these fucking thought up in my brain it needs a bandage 
I'm at a disadvantage 
Tryin not to panic
Not the best at planning
Some days barely standing 
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what big deal big bags shits real
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what the key to the door is the drugs as of late
I’ve been staying up late not answering the phone making music smoking strong pop another to keep calm 
They just mad at me 
Oh trust I know 
I’ll just smile as I blow another o like

Driving down the road at night
Confessions to the star light 
I want a bag and bag and another bag
Yeah I know it’s sad know you’re mad yeah I know it’s bad 
Yeah I want a bag and Benz and another bag and another bag
I’m just wrapped up in my old ways 
Same songs blowing haze in a daze I hope it stays like this 
Can’t hurt like hurt like this
Just numb like this 
Took 2 more percs just to stay like this

i feel like a ghost (prod. kryptik)

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

------------------- LYRICS -------------------
VERSE 1
yuh
sliding thorugh these empty streets
in the 213
in my black hearse cursed like
you know me
reap souls so slow like you owe me
are you gon’ be 
another notch in the bedpost guess we gon’ see

slither out of my car
you can see my breath
but my heart dont beat
and my cross dont preach
and my eyes dont blink

fuck it i’m just feinding for love
got lust on lock so we turning to drugs
got shots on bust so we suckle the rum
give fucks so numb i’m still tryna cum
put a pussy on the pedestal once and that shit fucked me up

PRE CHORUS
i’m fucked up
it’s fucked up
i fell in love once
left me fucked up

CHORUS
XO on the text
we dont move in slomo
i mean no disrespect
but my mood is so low
drowned in gold i been vexed
oh she layin so exposed
watch her slide off that dress
oh she moving so low

you think you're so special
yea you think you're so special
pussy on a pedestal
yea
you think you're so special
always sittin on a pedestal
yea
you think you're so special
you think you're so special
yea

VERSE 2
you got another thing coming baby
i was so high when you were sittin on me
tell me who your fuckin baby
just so i can try to find some peace

i was so in love baby
i was so in love and so naive
tell me who your fuckin baby
just so i can try to find some peace

VERSE 3
i put out my 2 cents and get me a dime
god damn guess they like my lines
guess they like my eyes
guess they like these songs

i just like that grind
man this shit so raw
but it feels so right
like the way she ride

keep my up all night
god damn i’m tired
but she just my type
eat her till she cry
guilt-ridden dealin with saying my goodbyes

VERSE 4
ring the bell pace around
like i dont give a fuck
pretty young thing answer the door
baby blue eyes bright
smiling down at the floor
can i come in inside?
while my eyes they bore
a hole in her chest
see the warmth in her breast
offer up a drink

A BEDRØØM STØRY

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trying tø fill the vøid [prød. Holy Beats]

the first single off my EP

@ihateshinigami

the void (ft. shinigami)

a collection of some ideas ive been working on throughout the year, thanks to my friends for helping me along the way and making it all come together

sample * girl in red - i wanna be your girlfriend

LYRICS * https://genius.com/Gravehours-friends-lyrics

✧ REPOST/SHARE THIS IF YOU LIKE IT, IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME ✧

features: @guardinmusic & @anthonytheabbot
cover art by: twitter.com/undeaddeaths

also follow me on instagram @gravehours

INNER CONFLICT

FRIENDS w/ guardin & abbot

Stream INNER CONFLICT

FRIENDS (feat. guardin & abbot)

stream on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8zru4B8J-g

prod. @notmorgn

photo by: @nathancopes on instagram

i see you looking over here
girl you don’t belong over there
and you too pretty with the bright eyes
time to move on from the nice guys
so sorry i had to change you
so sorry i shouldn’t blame you
atari the way i play you
no feelings that’s what the fame do
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x2)

you gonna hate me when i break it to you
every little thing i end up taking from you
you can survive on your own
when i’m out on the road everybody wanna know
who hurt me
she dead in my head
i forgot her name
and so did my friends
told me she would stay
then bounced off again
but i was always better
than the one coming next
now you miss me
but you threw me in the deep end
oh yeah she blowing up my phone
on the weekend
oh yeah forgot about the times
that we spent
erasing everything
i know you're creeping

on me
but i changed
you did too
but imma take
the fucking blame
on me
damaging my brain
numbing all my senses
tryna rid of all the pain

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x4)

my way

feat. https://soundcloud.com/stationsix
produced by https://soundcloud.com/plantkidboyo and me 

It’s alright 
Dry your eyes
I can help 
Do you hear me?

You can try
Clear your mind 
Take your time
And you’ll soon see

Do you feel you’re not enough?
Think that no one shows you love?
Why?

But I guess I relate
It’s hard sometimes
Try to change
but stay the same 

It’s alright 
Take a line 
Waste your night
So you don’t feel
And then you wake up dead inside 
You don’t wanna be alive 

Feel the knife 
Shut your eyes 
You can cry
But you cant hide
From all the things you know you’ve done 
And how you used to be someone

Tell me you don’t care about me 
Well I never even cared at all
You don’t wanna be around me, yeah?
So tell me why you called

And I know you don’t really know me
But you think that you know it all 
You’ll always be the same 
You act like you don’t care 
You don’t care 
Don’t care 
I don’t care at all

https://soundcloud.com/stationsix -

you dont care, i know
say im to blame
i cant bear to know that
youre not in pain
i been growing more
one day ill shine
you keep showing me youre
a waste of time

i hope you know that i aint lonely
i found somebody new to hold me down
she tells me everything you told me
to think i let you fuckin know me now

so go and tell your friends you hate my guts
im sorry that you had to take my love
i always put you up above myself, but
you always put me under way fucked up

i toss and turn when im asleep now
i dont wanna eat now
i dont feel complete now, baby
the story ended and you creeped out
what the fuck you mean about
getting over me, now

maybe, ill ruin another verse
i hope this fuckin hurts
you were my only curse
til i put myself first

you dont care (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. w/plxntkid]

prod. notmorgn

cover art by: @fixedfortommy and guccihighwaters

here’s a love song for you
another dumb song
for you

i been feeling fucked up
but i’m the only one sober
but i’d pop one to ‘cause
i’m afraid to grow older

you’re so bad
so bad for me
i’m so glad
glad you ran from me
and i see your horns
will you dance?
yeah dance around me
you dance around me

you’re so bad
so bad for me
i’m so glad
glad you ran from me
and i see your horns
will you dance?
yeah dance around me
you dance around me

bad for me

cozyboysleeps@gmail.com

“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
a new chapter... if you listen, thank you 💙

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