no reason (p. noahmadethiss x jolst)

<3 
lyrics vvv
[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

with @tnvr555 
please check him out :) he's a great friend of mine that mixes and works on almost all of my songs, insanely talented

// tnvr 
snowfall sweetness, baby you could feel it 
summertime sadnesss, don't need no reason 
waste my time, if it makes you feel so alive 
heads in a panic, man i'm independent 
wait just wait, hold up wait a minute (why?)
not ready for the real world (oh, ok)
it's what you never say 
the facade you think you play
be careful what you wish for cus karma gets you back 

sometimes, you're on my mind
and when you're on my mind, i wanna die 
yeah
sometimes, you're on my mind
and when you're on my mind, i wanna die 

throw your holy water at me 
got some ghosts around the block that wanna see me bleed
i'm not, not who i thought i would be 
but at least i'm not you 
na na na na na 
na na na na na 

// geist 
at least i’m not you 
pulled up on the track and now your tongues glued 
throw holy water at me 
can’t burn my devils you’ll see
now it’s all blue 
scared to leave my house cause well you’re all ghouls 
come on, oh baby let’s bleed 
just pull the trigger on me 

liar, you’re a sinner  
so tired my eyes are hindered 
but i’ll still see you in my dreams
and i’m a fire in the center
burnt out i can’t remember my name 
oh woahhhh oh oh…

// tnvr & geist 
(i can’t go another night without sleeping)

snowfall sweetness, baby you could feel it 
summertime sadnesss, don't need no reason 
waste my time, if it makes you feel so alive 
heads in a panic, man i'm independent 
wait just wait, hold up wait a minute (why?)
not ready for the real world (oh, ok)
it's what you never say 
the facade you think you play 
be careful what you wish for cus karma gets you back 

karma gets you back
karma gets you back

spotify

panic w/ tnvr [prod. tnvr]

deadfish - blame (slowed and reverbed)

coming in early just to stay late
i just wanted to see you in the worst way
and i don't know what i'm doing when the time goes
i'm just so good at losing what i need most

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

but on that night i swear the coast was made of toxins
i should probably stop it
suddenly you're cold, now suddenly it's not an option
in the clothes i haven't washed yet
waterlogged and different like the note slipped in my pocket
hope you meant it like i mean cause i'm...
i'm feeling awful
couldn't stop it

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

so long in Boston
ice sleet, but i'm on it
i don't sleep if i'm honest
it's alright and i promise
fucked up what you call it
undone when you saw it
light brings out the worst in me
but thats hardly your fucking problem
cause you're not here and we're not talking

hotel rooms from the first night
i wake up at the first sign
i walk out to the sealine
i can't tell when i last tried
it never feels like it felt right
bleed pale light from the blue tides
i slow down for the last time

Loftus

amv w/ lyrics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWEiXUjQd8g

vocals:
https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj

production:
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

lately i been

STREAM

love jai - lately i been (ft. lil booj)

thank u 4 listening <3

lyrics: 

and i, just wanted u to stay one night 
so can you, try to find the pieces that’s u broke
i’m all alone

like oh god ur the one 
do i wanna fix this idk
all the fuckin time that i spent 
tryna figure out this distance, yeah

but I tried, i tried so hard
but I was not enough, for u love

and i know, it gets so cold sometimes 
the snow is fallin down on your face
am i a disgrace, i just wanna leave this place 
and never look back, never look back 

like oh god ur the one 
do i wanna fix this idk
all the fuckin time that i spent 
tryna figure out this distance, yeah

distance (pekarot & splashgvng)

everything by me

Lyrics:
happy birthday baby
no one else cares lately 
at least thats what u told me im crazy
dont u dare
i do nothing but stare
at the photos our hands
interlocked i cant stand 
why would you say that
now i just cant
couldve gone without knowing 
are u proud cuz its showing
ive already moved on 
cuz you wanted me gone 

its not my fault
i told you id
keep you in my heart
but when u push me away
do u really think I could stay?
I just hope your okay 
okay okay okay
i hope ur in a better place
it sounds so cliche

I shouldve been what she needed
not at all what we wanted
i wonder if you act conceited 
now that im right where you want
 
i feel so pathetic
i always reject it
i got nothing better to do
suffer think of you
wonder what to do
was I wrong about us?
god my head hurts so much
bring it all onto me at once
i just want it done
we both fell out of love  

*You havent changed
You just think you have*

swear i gotta heal all over again
i should hate you atleast thats what you said
hope what you said comes true
dont wanna think of you
you never had a clue
what to do
you'll always think im rude
i never quite got used 
to being alone or loving you

I'm not heartbroken anymore >,<
shoutout Mrs. Shea
shoutout resident evil

happy birthday

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the one u need

Moonlight (Slowed + Reverb)

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i do not own nor pretend to own any of the tracks involved, i just slow them and reupload them.

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