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songsformydeathbed

Untitled Playlist

Inbred

yasuhiro

yasuhiro w/oaf1 n dreamcache

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

SENPAI Ft - GRIMLYTHEHANGMAN

prod owen s 
@o.swt_

this is not a love song

backseat

Menthol Fairy

prod 2001
mixed by @kidrhya n i :’]

You make me feel like running
You make me feel like someone
Covered up the pain with patches
Now we’re onto something 
Wish I could see your face
It makes everything okay
But I guess but i guess 
I can wait another day
I don’t wanna be someone that you’re gonna have to save

Now I’m laying down trying to shake off weird feelings
Hope you see my perspective even though it’s always changing
I’ve caught you reminiscing,
I know you’ll tell me dearly
How you miss me and you love me
And it hurts you that we’re growing 
But I know that we need this
Mixing pain with release,
And relief and
ure falling off the deep end

You make me feel like running
You make me feel like someone
Covered up the pain with patches
Now we’re onto something 
Wish I could see your face
It makes everything okay

I feel the water on my skin
And it reminds me of the teardrops that i left
when i wrote u a letter
But ik im doing better
Without u, without u
I’m sorry that I hurt you
I wish I could take it back
I wish I could change the past 

You make me feel like running
You make me feel like someone 

So we’re letting go now,
Feel my grip go loose
I don’t even have control now
Let the wind take me,
Decide my direction
Where I’ll end up being
Do i trust u when ure speaking?
Idk but i wish that ur words had meaning
At least i can see it
At least i don’t believe u

changes

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

@misalivee yayaya
prod idly blare
mastered by @luvhexx :)

Of course i got all the red lights after dropping you off
Environmental capture, make me think about the moment
What it could’ve meant
Or what it really did
Or maybe that i don’t know what this is
Could you even tell me what this is
I can’t talk to you about what I’m feeling
Try to tell you with my eyes and you keep missing 
Maybe that’s intentional,
Cus it’s easier if you don’t get me
You can do what you want and it’ll be on me for not expressing

i said youre gone
you said i do it to myself
and please dont talk to me 
forget like how i fell
and youre like all i got
cuz you got what i need
its like everytime we talk 
i lose a part of me 
like would you catch me if i fall
and i feel sick as fuck 
like i dont care at all

it’s easier if you don’t get me

prod youlose

You got me right at the wrong time 
There’s no replacement
I’ve lost my mind 

Ill keep me safe
Ill keep me fine
Walking 4000 feet up on a tight line

I know we’re distant know it’s different
But i still wanna hold you
It’s a fault of mine
Fell a hundred times
I don’t love the way i used to
Digging holes im on the edge 
Bury it and call it dead
I don’t think the way i used to 

Feeling stuck, go for a night drive
Down the back roads
Under the moonlight

Think about where you’re at,
and what it’d feel like
It’s hard to get there at this point

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone


crying alone +creepybuggirl

https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/draining-love-story

Draining Love Story

Ecifircas

Lyrics:

Feeling low (on my own) 
Feeling low 

I heard you say
You never wanna see my face 
You can stop pretending now 
Games are all over now 
x2

I see now, 
You ain’t ever gonna feel my pain 
If you never get inside my brain 
Baby I just went insane 
Keep lights out 
You can’t help but fucking feel me now 
Baby I just wanna hear you out 
But my musics bumping way too loud 
I guess I caught up on my feelings now 
You ain’t ever gonna break me down 

I heard you say
You never wanna see my face 
You can stop pretending now 
Games are all over now 
I don’t wanna hear what 
they gotta say right now 
I just tried to kill my old self in the 
background 
He don’t wanna deal with my mind and the crying, he just wants my body but he doesn’t know my im dying

DEAD END 

Bitter Aura (ft. Dommy)

I don’t really like that
If I broke your heart now
Would you break it right back
Cause I don’t really like that

I don’t really like that
I just wanna fight back
I want you to use me
Mentally abuse me
You’re not really like that
And I don’t really like that

You’re not what I’m used to
I Can’t see through you
I don’t wanna feel
But I don’t wanna lose you
I don’t really like that
No I don’t really like that

I don’t really like that
Nothing but a nerve rack
Why don’t you run from me
Leave me to the train tracks
You’re not really like that
And I don’t wanna like that

You are the shy boy
Praying to the sky boy
I am the bad girl 
just like her dad girl 
Why do you want me
Cause nobody wants me

Did you read the label
I have the baggage
I’ve got depression
And my lungs are ashes
I’m not the package
Not even average

It’s Crazy how my life goes
You don’t know the story though
Boy that I loved 
Stomped on my heart so
I guess I am cold now
At least That’s what I’m told now 

If you wanna love me
You need patience 
You need strength 
And a permanent vacation 
My safe haven
I guess that’s what I’m craving 

There’s a hole in my soul
Where someone used to be and
My anxieties are always watching me
and I need some saving 
Am I what you’re craving

Just Know that I won’t hurt you
If I do It’s not true 
Look me in eyes and
Tell me I don’t want you 
Cause you know I want you
I’m just scared to love you

If I were to love you
There’d be fire
Cities would burn 
And I’d be your sire
Until you get tired

They always get tired

Dont throw me away 
Like I’m one of your toys
And Don’t act too different in front of your boys 
Just fill my void
Will you bring me joy