Intimidation & Shame

My first song on spotify, been looking forward to this for a while now :D
https://open.spotify.com/album/638gEgDf2NYPE4SqVU9etr

Another Future

A half-improvised piano piece. You can watch a video I made for it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRsw41BS5n0

Piano 1 - Demo

early morning hallucination

you have to make it right.


lyrics:

Why did I say
Awful words to your face
They cant be unsaid now I'd rather be dead
Than to hurt you again

Try, make it right 
I know i don't want to fight
The harder i fight and the harder it is
To make it right once again

Make It Right

Look Who’s Laughing Now:

My thoughts get so mixed up 
When I try to think through this disarray
Now you’ve tried to dismiss my opinion
But convictions don’t go away

I’ve tried to stay strong
But it feels like we’ve been here before
And whether I'm right or I’m wrong
This isn't funny anymore

You had your chance to choose
Now your luck’s run out
It’s time you pay your dues
Look who’s laughing now
You found me beaten and bruised
Kicked me when I was down
What were you trying to prove?
Look who's laughing now
How the tables have turned
It all comes back around
There's nothing you can do
Look who’s laughing now
You got what you deserved
There can be no doubt
Now the joke’s on you
Look who's laughing now

We’ve been running in circles for days
Finding every potential mistake
And I wish that this wasn’t the end,
But we know it’s too late
Is there anything left to explain?
I didn’t expect things to turned out this way
Your intentions are best put to rest
In the bed that you made

How the tables have turned
It all comes back around
There's nothing you can do
Look who’s laughing now
You got what you deserved
There can be no doubt
Now the joke’s on you
Look who's laughing now

You make me feel so ordinary
Why should I care if you disapprove?
You’ve been keeping me stationary
I think I need to be on the move

I’ve tried to stay strong
But it feels like we’ve been here before
And whether I'm right or I’m wrong
This isn't funny anymore

You had your chance to choose
Now your luck’s run out
It’s time you pay your dues
Look who’s laughing now
You found me beaten and bruised
Kicked me when I was down
What were you trying to prove?
Look who's laughing now
How the tables have turned
It all comes back around
There's nothing you can do
Look who’s laughing now
You got what you deserved
There can be no doubt
Now the joke’s on you
Look who's laughing now

Look Who's Laughing Now

Forever Held Up

Attempting storytelling lyrics lol

Lyrics:

He said, "Every night I pray to God, 
'Take me away, take me, your son!'
And if there's fuck all to be done,
I'll do it myself i have a gun."

"Where else do I go? I don't know."

He said, "Every night I pray to God, 
'Take me away, take me, your son!'
Every night I'm on the run,
from myself, from anyone."

"Where else do I go? I don't know."

Apartment C

country ep coming at some point 

humming wires, can you hear the west sing?
I can I see my destiny manifesting 
or maybe just mirage in the road 
toll booth trapped and change collecting 
golem monuments of pain erecting 
their fingers pointing out where to go

man alive, the whole crops infested 
all that’s left is what’s been digested
a barren silent desert nothing grows 
and of the pain that you invested 
the mercy toxins you’ve ingested
will ensure you let feel like letting go

heat flows
out the rim of a bottle
I feel indisposed 
nobody knows
It’s a brief blurb without you
Im here and gone alone

frontier

Single for 'Lone Songs', available for FREE here: https://martin-nilsen.bandcamp.com/album/lone-songs

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BANDCAMP
https://martin-nilsen.bandcamp.com/
YOUTUBE
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEZXImNHjUgOwV_LZlR3iAQ

Wishes

source track
Massive Attack - Dissolved Girl

frontier

Possum Kid