giving my all still wasnt enough,
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(lyrics)
i been lost again
these thoughts theyre freezing my brain
and the mirror is a portal to take me away
are you gone again?
always when i need you the most
can i call a friend?
or will they all be gone now

what did it really mean?
when you left here from my life,
why is this happening?
tearing me from the inside.
can we restart again?
oh how ive messed up this time
was that my final chance?
i guess youre gone for good now.

and now youre gone for good,
always thought that i am the worst
and its been killing me,
when you speak bad to your friends
i am sorry,
i was never the best
i was trying hard,
i really gave you my all.

made 7/7/2022

what did it really mean anyway (idly blare)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

self-prod

Cigarette breath, 
Smell death, 
I don't wanna feel, 
Cause I been feeling like a mess. 
Cutting off my head, 
When I guillotine my neck, 
She only wanna fuck, 
I get her wet, 
Oh bet. (x2)

Make a cheque back, 
I don't wanna flex that, 
Blow it by the next week, 
I still make the cheque back. 
Don't know where my friends at. 
Lost em in the pitch black, 
I don't wanna face that, 
I'm nothing so I stay sad. 
Fuck me like you love me, 
Like you want me. 
Like you need me. 
Say it super quick, 
But you leave me, 
Just as easy. 
You only want the dick, 
Cause you treat me like a freebie, 
Take advantage of my loneliness, 
Like do you even see me. 
Please just go, 
Colder than snow in my home. 
Write me a note, 
I'll use the flow. 
Every word is a scope, 
To the dome. 
And when you fucking leave, 
I hope you're better off, 
Addicted to my habits like it's fetanyl. 
Ignoring every issue like you never saw. 
I'm just really hoping that you're gonna call back.

Cigarette breath, 
Smell death, 
I don't wanna feel, 
Cause I been feeling like a mess. 
Cutting off my head, 
When I guillotine my neck, 
She only wanna fuck, 
I get her wet, 
Oh bet. (x2)

Cigarette Breath

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: SCAR$
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
it feels like im wasting all my time
i just wanna waste my time with you

i just wanna spend my time getting high
i just wanna spend my time high with you

cuz we were on your rooftop
while your dad was pissed off 
at us for fucking in his room
looking at my time watch 
i said we should take a walk 
on the dark side of the moon 

its so cold outside
but with your hand on mine, im fine
i always miss you at night
but when I wake up, im alright

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
Told her to hit up my line, 
Mixing this shit with my sprite, 
Babe you're afraid don't you bite, 
I'm doing the shit that I like. 
Hitting me up waste my time, 
And I like it. 
If I die with you, 
Then I'll die when I'm smiling. 
Vibing don't matter the timing I know. 
Slide in I don't got time for the hoes. 
She love that I'm nerdy, 
And flirty, 
I'm with it tho. 
Feeling like Seejay cause I keep a thirty, 
I'm adding a ten for the scope. 
Shit when I flex, 
You shake head, 
And you cringe but you're laughing though. 
You think I'm goofy, 
Live like a movie. 
I been maxed out, 
While I'm chasing the Ruby. 
Send me your boobies, 
Need me a nudie. 
I'll fuck you good with a camera, 
Like shoot me. 
Pop. 
Making my jaw drop. 
I'm coming quick, 
Like I'm short stop. 
Playing the field, 
Till my lungs drop. 
Running these bases, 
With you, 
I'm on top. 
Hitting a homer, 
Baby come over. 
I'm tryna fuck you, 
Cause I have a boner. 
Wasting my time, 
If I'm spending it sober, 
I'm craving you, 
With your head on my shoulder.

[Verse 3: epitomeoffailure]
looking through the glass all i can see
is your eyes shining with misery
trapped in a state of codependency 
you’ll soon see there’s nothing left of me
i’ve fallen off a cliff and my life is a disaster 
i know my life is shit so i’ll beg to die faster
i’ve never wanted to end it so bad
more than right now i’m so fucking sick of wearing a mask
personality detached 
from who i am… or who i once was
this pain just takes and that’s all it does
now, i’m left with no where to go 
and no one to call a home

xipz x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure - Waste Our Time Together

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 
And I'm sorry but I haven't been myself. 
And I'm sorry but I know it doesn't to help. 
I could worry for my presence in your life. 
Or I could try to go and make it right. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

Here's a necklace to make up. 
Here's another year face up. 
But I'm laying face down on the ground. 
Wonder why you let me take up. 
Half of your time, 
Half of your life. 
Half of the things that I say, 
They ain't right. 
Half of the things, 
That I take, 
They ain't mine. 
But every single day, 
You rewind. 
I'm really not perfect, 
And you know it. 
Give me one shot, 
Imma blow it. 
When you crashed your car, 
I couldn't tow it. 
I'm really not great, 
If you noticed. 
Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

i need you, you don't need me

@karnmp3
Beat produced by Saylo Beats
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TIME CHANGE (ft. Karn)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

[Verse]
yea shawty be dyin a widow
ill be waiting for her in limbo
see my ghost in the back of the limo
blowin smoke out of the window
yea that bitch know that she mine
she trynna leave then she wastin her time
cuz she not leaving without any fights
then she'll get over it by fuckin me twice
not scared of death, i aint got no fear
so enjoy me while im here bitch
she asked why im not optimistic
bitch im just bein realistic
ill be the first to make it out of this town
even when nobody here beleived in me
eat my dick when i make it out
and ill ignore everything that they say to me

[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

You'llBeMineInTheAfterlife

lil xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Crizzy White:

Fuck off, 
With your shit talk, 
I don't need this. 
Fuck off, 
I don't need you, 
Got me sea sick. 
Throw me in the ocean, 
No emotion, 
I can't see shit. 
Giving my devotion, 
To a job, 
That doesn't mean shit. 
Barnacles, 
Seaweed, 
Growing on my fucking brain. 
Suicide, 
Hatred, 
Flowing through my fucking veins. 
Numbness, 
Insanity, 
I really wanna cut the chain. 
In the function, 
Off the Hennessey, 
I don't think I'll change.

Swimming in your absence, 
And you never had a name. 
Went from correlating you, 
With my happiness again. 
It ain't the same, 
When I could shiver in my pain. 
The coldness in the ocean, 
Makes my body start to drain.
Lighthouse, 
Never found. 
By the coast, 
I'm underground. 
I been screaming, 
And it's loud. 
Hope they never figure out. 
Where my body is, 
I don't give a shit. 
If I did, 
Then I wouldn't jump the bridge.

Fuck off, 
With your shit talk, 
I don't need this. 
Fuck off, 
I don't need you, 
Got me sea sick. 
Throw me in the ocean, 
No emotion, 
I can't see shit. 
Giving my devotion, 
To a job, 
That doesn't mean shit. 
Barnacles, 
Seaweed, 
Growing on my fucking brain. 
Suicide, 
Hatred, 
Flowing through my fucking veins. 
Numbness, 
Insanity, 
I really wanna cut the chain. 
In the function, 
Off the Hennessey, 
I don't think I'll change.

lil XipZ:

I'm feeling seasick bitch, 
I'm throwing up again. 
Drinking like a pirate, 
I'm finna cut off my friends. 
Call the bitch my first mate, 
The way she licks up my kids. 
Let me drive the boat, 
Bitch I'm a seaman. 
Like the way that bitch looks, 
When she wearing her fishnets, 
Like the way that she moans, 
On the end of my penis. 
Feel like Crizzy fuckin White, 
The way I manage these bitches. 
Make that whore walk the plank, 
And then fall in the deep end.