ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

self-prod

Cigarette breath, 
Smell death, 
I don't wanna feel, 
Cause I been feeling like a mess. 
Cutting off my head, 
When I guillotine my neck, 
She only wanna fuck, 
I get her wet, 
Oh bet. (x2)

Make a cheque back, 
I don't wanna flex that, 
Blow it by the next week, 
I still make the cheque back. 
Don't know where my friends at. 
Lost em in the pitch black, 
I don't wanna face that, 
I'm nothing so I stay sad. 
Fuck me like you love me, 
Like you want me. 
Like you need me. 
Say it super quick, 
But you leave me, 
Just as easy. 
You only want the dick, 
Cause you treat me like a freebie, 
Take advantage of my loneliness, 
Like do you even see me. 
Please just go, 
Colder than snow in my home. 
Write me a note, 
I'll use the flow. 
Every word is a scope, 
To the dome. 
And when you fucking leave, 
I hope you're better off, 
Addicted to my habits like it's fetanyl. 
Ignoring every issue like you never saw. 
I'm just really hoping that you're gonna call back.

Cigarette breath, 
Smell death, 
I don't wanna feel, 
Cause I been feeling like a mess. 
Cutting off my head, 
When I guillotine my neck, 
She only wanna fuck, 
I get her wet, 
Oh bet. (x2)

Cigarette Breath

grief

grief ft. Teddyboi (branwen)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

@slaughter-tone-records
Stream "Codeine" On ALL Platforms:
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOeI0sEhmA
Prod. Ceejous & itsdeyflo

Codeine (ft. IBleedIcare)

prod me.
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run through the fog
kick it till im gone
blue eyes in the sun
red lips, but i think im fallin off

dead for season
cold fall keeps me breathing
knife in the hole 
blonde hair in the snow

wish away and call me out again
i swear to god, you'll regret this eventually
i cannot tell you what to do!
but ur the boss, and ur cocky its true

set, a break
makin a video to escape, this place
its so fuckin depressing can you wait, a sec
but ur  way to pushy what am i, to say?
ill run away

and hope that i can make some sense of this
ur lacking on ur evidence!
but residentially, i need to find a way
to escape, and live another day!

i didnt ever think this was hard
running through the smoke, and the fog
honestly i just wanna get far
why are you so alarmed

run through the fog
kick it till im gone
blue eyes in the sun
red lips, but i think im fallin off

dead for season
cold fall keeps me breathing
knife in the hole 
blonde hair in the snow

why did you give up!
was hoping that we could be something!
i been so, fed up!
sorry love i know were nothing

knife in the hole!
but that hole is my heart
fallin out love again

i cant understand!
the things i do for minimum wage.
its ridiculous

Kill me and open up again!
IM SORRY YOU DONT GET ME MAN
GET SLAMMED FOR THINGS I DONT EVEN DO!
WHATS THE POINT, IM BEING USED

run through the fog
kick it till im gone
blue eyes in the sun
red lips, but i think im fallin off

dead for season
cold fall keeps me breathing
knife in the hole 
blonde hair in the snow

knife in the hole

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 
And I'm sorry but I haven't been myself. 
And I'm sorry but I know it doesn't to help. 
I could worry for my presence in your life. 
Or I could try to go and make it right. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

Here's a necklace to make up. 
Here's another year face up. 
But I'm laying face down on the ground. 
Wonder why you let me take up. 
Half of your time, 
Half of your life. 
Half of the things that I say, 
They ain't right. 
Half of the things, 
That I take, 
They ain't mine. 
But every single day, 
You rewind. 
I'm really not perfect, 
And you know it. 
Give me one shot, 
Imma blow it. 
When you crashed your car, 
I couldn't tow it. 
I'm really not great, 
If you noticed. 
Shelter me, 
From any little thing you could think of. 
Cause I don't have a friend, 
And I need one. 
I'm lucky if I even think to be one. 

I don't know how to help you, 
But I want to. 
Cause everything I need, 
Everything I need, 
Lives inside you. 
And I treat you like you're nothing, 
But you're everything. 
I hope that I afford you a wedding ring. 
I'm broke, 
And dumb, 
And messing up. 
Catching up, 
I can tell, 
That you really don't need me. 

You, 
You don't need a friend. 
You don't need a helping hand. 
You, 
You don't need anyone at all. 
So why am I so cold in the Fall?

i need you, you don't need me

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

[Verse]
yea shawty be dyin a widow
ill be waiting for her in limbo
see my ghost in the back of the limo
blowin smoke out of the window
yea that bitch know that she mine
she trynna leave then she wastin her time
cuz she not leaving without any fights
then she'll get over it by fuckin me twice
not scared of death, i aint got no fear
so enjoy me while im here bitch
she asked why im not optimistic
bitch im just bein realistic
ill be the first to make it out of this town
even when nobody here beleived in me
eat my dick when i make it out
and ill ignore everything that they say to me

[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

You'llBeMineInTheAfterlife

lil xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Crizzy White:

Fuck off, 
With your shit talk, 
I don't need this. 
Fuck off, 
I don't need you, 
Got me sea sick. 
Throw me in the ocean, 
No emotion, 
I can't see shit. 
Giving my devotion, 
To a job, 
That doesn't mean shit. 
Barnacles, 
Seaweed, 
Growing on my fucking brain. 
Suicide, 
Hatred, 
Flowing through my fucking veins. 
Numbness, 
Insanity, 
I really wanna cut the chain. 
In the function, 
Off the Hennessey, 
I don't think I'll change.

Swimming in your absence, 
And you never had a name. 
Went from correlating you, 
With my happiness again. 
It ain't the same, 
When I could shiver in my pain. 
The coldness in the ocean, 
Makes my body start to drain.
Lighthouse, 
Never found. 
By the coast, 
I'm underground. 
I been screaming, 
And it's loud. 
Hope they never figure out. 
Where my body is, 
I don't give a shit. 
If I did, 
Then I wouldn't jump the bridge.

Fuck off, 
With your shit talk, 
I don't need this. 
Fuck off, 
I don't need you, 
Got me sea sick. 
Throw me in the ocean, 
No emotion, 
I can't see shit. 
Giving my devotion, 
To a job, 
That doesn't mean shit. 
Barnacles, 
Seaweed, 
Growing on my fucking brain. 
Suicide, 
Hatred, 
Flowing through my fucking veins. 
Numbness, 
Insanity, 
I really wanna cut the chain. 
In the function, 
Off the Hennessey, 
I don't think I'll change.

lil XipZ:

I'm feeling seasick bitch, 
I'm throwing up again. 
Drinking like a pirate, 
I'm finna cut off my friends. 
Call the bitch my first mate, 
The way she licks up my kids. 
Let me drive the boat, 
Bitch I'm a seaman. 
Like the way that bitch looks, 
When she wearing her fishnets, 
Like the way that she moans, 
On the end of my penis. 
Feel like Crizzy fuckin White, 
The way I manage these bitches. 
Make that whore walk the plank, 
And then fall in the deep end.