I think you're lying to urself
featuring @can-of-bliss
prod. tenniesplayer
www.youtube.com/c/tennisplayerwrld
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\lyrics//
[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i think ur lying to urself
but it's fine cuz i'm lying too
now u left me don't know what to do
can i go back there!
to a city where i always gotta fly there
u can treat me like i'm nothing fuck if i care
i saw ur note 
don't wanna see you go
again.

it's all i wanna know 
what's on your mind
it can't be said

but you only want me dead 
was that the truth 
was that ur plan

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

[verse 2] ~ @can-of-bliss
take a look
deep inside my eyes
u can see thru my disguise
my crystallizing insides
i cant help that im neurotic all the time
i feel guilty for the guilt felt over nothing
theres no reason or rhyme
intrusive thoughts in my mind
i feel my times on ur dime
i cant do this to u anymore

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @can-of-bliss
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

||disguise|| +can of bliss (tennisplayer)

in my head ft. austyn with a y

prod. @drma x @hayden.havoc

https://open.spotify.com/track/5LVzlqeuBHQuBnJg9QVXXG?si=28f85f4fb1484183

[eco]
dancing on the table, don't give a fuck who be around u
attaching all these labels, baby, trust me, i'd be proud to
call u mine, what u heard from the grapevine?
assess that lie, and tell me that it'll be fine

when u and me r left alone, i try not to get intimate
when u and me r left alone, i try to not get into it
call u mine, what u heard from the grapevine?
assess that lie, and tell me that it'll be fine

[july]
and i was annoyed, having to hide my true self just for other people
i don't wanna be normal, fuck ya'll, so there i was
dancing on the rooftop, don't give a fuck of it, it's ur loss
u say u hate ur day job, u wanna leave, forever paid off
ur name's written in my guitar, but treat me like i keyed ur car
i heard it through a grapevine, u wish that we could restart

[pk]

[xen]
tell me it'll be fine
but i don't really got no time for u
i don't really got no love for u
i don't wanna do it all for u
everything i do, u say it's overdue
so why am I not enough for u?

[deathright]
telling me to get a hint
i won't be ur hate conduit
can feel the heat when ur next to me
ur 'bout to fall in, one, two, three

dancing on the table w/ july, pk, xen, deathright

prod and vocals by me.
stream here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/the-help

the help

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prod, mixed, and mastered by me

thank youu @bandanabloom and @REYGWEN for the vox

lyrics:

bandanabloom:

You good to do what makes you happy for the hell of it
Hard pill to swallow I used to follow the yellow brick
Mind body seperate there’s nothing much I’d like to say
Posted on a corner waiting for the fucking light to change
Fits all black like the sky this time of day
Head spinning like the inside of a microwave
Man I’m just taken this all in
Been so long since I lost that it’s getting nostalgic
Pressures on but I ain’t new to it
Whole crowd starin like they in a movie Kubrick did
Some shit that I would do for kicks the next dude couldn’t do with months to prepare
And his ass thought that something was there
Hard pass 
Ball cap 
it’s a tall task to ruffle my hair 
Worried bout what I’m doing that boy moving how a loser act
If his ego took a bruise it’s probably cause his music ass

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

bandanabloom:

But as for me think you just alright 
Sleeping through the bullshit I really ain’t the alarm type 
I was making music money ‘fore I was parking a car
Boy I’m used to bumping fists that won’t getcha far in a bar fight 
Thought he was up but he just a son
Me REY GWEN and RAYGUN turn his most played song to an archive
Scoffing often at options that I did not select
Flow like a faucet but I’m still hitting bottlenecks
It’s not easy being the sharpest knife
Breaking bread with brothers from improbable walks of life
And why the fuck he talk like it gets to him when responses dry
2-0 sweep tell the janitor leave his mop behind
We step in and it’s party time!!!!!!!
In and out do my thing and take off again
With real shit to say it gets harder to fake confidence
Chin up looking clouds dead in the eye
Making friends with the sky no matter the when or the why, I’m

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

so cool w/ bandanabloom & REY GWEN

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

wind

kurtains - axel ocelot (minecraft villager AI cover)

I love this game 🌫

Lyrics -
I gotta stop
I cannot flop
I'm going crazy
I'm on the top
I get a bag
I get it fast
Wii sports resort, I'm flying past²

If you wanna talk, you get hit with a sword bitch
10 bull's eyes in a row, through a damn ditch
I been draining 3's, feel like pros, in the NBA
If you wanna bowl, getting strikes every day 
Real strange flow but I'm working on it
I'm going up, like that's ironic
People wanna tell me that I'd never make shit
But like every song so far is a hit
I got stacks, I got bands in my pocket
If he wanna talk, put his face in a locket
When I'm rapping feel like I can't fucking die bitch
No I'm not no fucking pussy, wanna fight bitch

(repeat hook)

I don't care about the numbers but they steady going up
Look like analogue clocks, got money stacking to the top
Bitches talking on my name, like I could ever give a fuck
No surprise, I keep walking not a word other than sup
Bitch
I cannot stop till my creative sense is satisfied
Slashing like regicide
Imma just keep making heat
and gaining respect, with hopes in before I die
I just been stuck at the bottom, I guess that it's part of the life
if you wan talk on my name, then you best know, I got-
Big guns, I-points on your head 📍📍📍
Big puns, like Sans, up next
Big pop, boy you no threat
Wii shop, I cop some threads
I just keep going cause I do not care
call me a pyro, how I got the flare
I just keep burning down like
I'm always on fire, bitch I'm a nightmare
(these lyrics are shit)

(repeat hook)

kurtains - axel ocelot (minecraft villager AI cover)

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