He just gets better n better 🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️

Bro sounded like Joji right here ngl gave me chills. Crona goin bonkers

Did you use to have a song called “That Line”? I loved that song and now I can’t find it 😭

i tried at least.

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & windfield @findwield

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day 
watching all my “friends” leave me 
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long 
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue 
i’m done j being what u want 
it’s clear that i do not belong 

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then 
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake 
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say 
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain 
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

stream <3

same old me

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

six in the morning w/ phreyla + p3rk + rans0m (remix)

prod: joshwa
mix & master: me

https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432
https://soundcloud.com/vvvalll

lyrics:
i've been looking down at empty bottles of rum
saw your post with him it's getting hard to move on 
thru our imessage your location is still on
three am links you kno the taste of his tongue
crazy how you could move on so fast
drivin thru ur street, fuck it, i hope i crash
i've been spirialing, thought u knew about my past
next thing i knew you were gone in a flash

how'd i kno you'd leave me like everyone else?
yeah your touch was toxic, but i luv how it felt
yeah our love was toxic, but you were still mine
one in a mili, you are one of a kind

spiritless:
i've been spending way to many days on my own
driving by your house and hoping that you were home
tatted up my body, baby do i stand out?
hoping that you like me bc i don't like myself
and it's bad for business, everybodies always up in our business
hoping that you respect me and you hear my wishes
your love was toxic but it never misses
wish we could go back and you could be my missus
don't wanna put us in a bad position, but i rly love you and i hope you feel this
bc it's all for you, yeah yeah

val:
sometimes i just wish i was someone else
and maybe if i could, id actually ask for help
it was so toxic how u left me in the dark
but id always adore u ur shining like a star
can't u tell how hard I try?
i hope that id never have to say goodbye
and all those thingsi would never do to u
i just hope that we could sort things out like how people do

oneofakind +spiritless & valberrie (joshwa)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

[intro]
watchin me bleed know you wont care at all
once called you my love but now youre fuckin gone
grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[verse]
for you girl id give my life into your hands
keep on stressin over you im not well
im not well
im not well

give me the closure im seekin
give me your heart its your love that im needin 
what a shame it ends this way
i lost control 

grab a knife and press it down
into my chest
fall asleep without a sound
so i can rest

[hook]
i can never sleep 
ive been starin at my walls
ive been feelin pretty weak
tippin over i might fall

so hide your face
watch you try to rearrange
feelin stuck inside the middle
been goin at this shit for days

okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

[outro]
okay you know i 
i only wanted a chance
i would travel for you baby 
if you gave me a map

cause ive been searchin 
for too long for true love
took my soul
hope you sold for the true cost

SPOTIFY

inertia (grayskies)

stuck at the table (christmas dinner) p. crona

shop♚

BETTER OFF Ft. faidev & idotkev

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4BbExVT4k1LCuznNie2iJL?si=8c19ad3891d04240

validation ft @rans0m 
prod @01kon + @p-guda

And I ain't ever felt this way before
Everything just piles on my brain
It pours it rains it pours
You take some more
My brain is sore 
and I

Can't keep on giving
I ain't really been okay in like a minute
And you ask if I love you
But that's a given
Do you feel the same?
Who are we kidding

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

She do whatever it takes
So I'm stuck here talking
And she mess with my head
Like I'm another option

Like I'm another man
Am I not a part of the plan?
I guess it's not that shocking

@rans0m
You treat me like a mess mess
Never clean your shit up
I can't do no right only wrong im a sinner
I won't make it far always losing not a winner
Sit back and watch the stars in your eyes
Watch them shimmer

Left or right?
I don't know where to go
Take my hand show the place the place they call home
Left or right?
I don't know where to go

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

L O A D I N G . . .
my blood is black ya know...⛓💕🥺✨

stuck at the table (christmas dinner) p. crona

☆CRONA☆

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