acceptance.

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright)
Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying   

Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill
This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill
Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for 
I checked the walls and every corner of this floor
Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen 
It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam
And your vision now is blurry muddled out 
Expression everywhere you see without doubt  

This pattern i recognize its steady all around me 
This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding 
A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal
This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill 
This distraction 
I admit
Entertains for the moment 
Occupy this until it
Will, become my proponent

Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying

dull enough (dead spyro)

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[crona]
I feel like a hangman, I'm paralyzed
I fall apart when you say that you're alright
Something's wrong, I could tell, you aint gotta lie
Do me wrong but I hate to see you cry

[halfhearted]
I thought it was real,
took off my bandage cuz it never healed
mama, I’m sorry I'm tryna feel
lately, I'm numb and there’s no appeal
I block the sunlight out of my room it makes me
so annoyed
started watching how you move and I got
paranoid
locked in a house that’s haunted it drives me crazy
bones all up in my closet, she couldn’t save me
pop another addy just to get me through a day shift
I don’t like to talk about that shit, it makes me anxious

[crona]
I feel like a hangman, I'm paralyzed
I fall apart when you say that you're alright
Something's wrong, I could tell, you aint gotta lie
Do me wrong but I hate to see you cry

paralyzed ft. halfhearted (prod. lostcage)

Parasite, by vails 
Featuring love Jai & weepings
Produced by the soundcloud
Mastered by Weepings

Parasite (feat. Love Jai & Weepings)

trust  (prod hollowprpl x 93feetofsmoke)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

paralyzed ft. halfhearted (prod. lostcage)

Crona