[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by metlast & jolst

@lottaheart:
i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i wouldn't take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah you know i can't wait

@xobroken:
i can't wait to see your pretty face
i feel high when you step into my space
i mean it when i say you cant be replaced
where you wanna go?
yeah, i'll take you any place
money don't mean shit to me
i'll bust open the safe
dinero, by me fuego
everywhere we go is safe
stack this shit like legos,
count it all another day
i can never let go
of this feeling oh wait

@lottaheart:
it feels like i dont wanna wait
how much fuckin longer is it gonna take?
if i could take it all away,
i would do anything to make it all okay

yeah you i can't wait
im impatient
waited all day
i can't take this
wanna get away
back to the basics

i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i would take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah, you know i can't wait

can't wait w/xobroken

i would try
i would hide all my feelings away
id put it inside
cut up wrists while i cry
do what i like
do what i need to every night
someone's right there outside
someone's alone, so am i 

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

i dont wanna feel this way
trust me i dont know what to say
its hard when i dont trust myself okay
i cant keep a promise i made a mistake
its okay
im the only one to blame

trust issues ion trust myself
cant find a person that takes care of themselves
locked in their house, or theyre crazy oh well
babied for life i dont get it, just waste awayy
if they're normal they're usually taken anyway
its making me sick to my stomach
dont try
it with anyone
dont lie
about, anything
okay
just get it right
im a liar in the shadows
no capable of anything
or showing love to anyone
or being what i said i was

ill hide
for the rest of my life
and blame
you for taking everything i had
my passion and my drive to love
my head is gone because of us
anxiety and the mistrust

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

Lady La (prod. loneliness)

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

Broken Down (ft. yungcray )

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

will you reside by my side
or are you gon leave when this shit get strenuous?
how come you lie when you know i was tryna hold your hand so we could see the end of this?
you aint ever care like i did
oh you want peace? go find it
how you 2faced & one sided
that dont even make no sense
youre the reason why i get tense
i just blew thru all my bands
brand new cullinan, brand new lamb

i just wanna know how come God ain’t have no sympathy for Empathy?
5 months that question been killin me
i need to see him again
its gon take my whole damn life just for me to wrap my mind around this shit
& i feel so bad for questioning my God like that
but can you blame me?
please dont hate me
i fear you already do
call me crazy cus i use my brain & connect 2&2
it aint right that he gets everything taken & she gets to move on

i can see the end from here, its not too pretty
look at me in my eyes & tell me that you wimme
put aside those white lies, just be straight up wimme
ion need no fake fucks, you either with me or you not

will you reside by my side
or are you gon leave when this shit get strenuous?
how come you lie when you know i was tryna hold your hand so we could see the end of this?
you aint ever care like i did
oh you want peace? go find it
how you 2faced & one sided
that dont even make no sense
youre the reason why i get tense
i just blew thru all my bands
brand new cullinan, brand new lamb

ion need nobodies help from here x3
ion need nobodies help x3

[prod. youphoria]

two faced, one sided

LYRICS:

(BrxkenBxy)

B!

Yeah

1911, set the club on fire
They talkin' wild, never show up
I'm just on they mind
Your boyfriend freeze out in public
Talkin' shit online
I fuck with bad bitches
Keep a hundred dollars in dimes
I know i'm ballin'
I can't conversate with none of you bitches
Money callin'
Got three hundred thousand on the way
You stuck at college
Your mans tryna be me
When i step in collar poppin'
These VVS's prolly blind a bitch
I know you watchin'

Yeah
Rotted out my teeth from sippin' codeine
Hi-Tec, bloody double cup back to the old me
Like watch this
I could take your bitch and leave you lonely
Met that bitch, same night
Now she go down don't even know me
Tell her count it up
I got bands on the way, like i'm heavy metal
None of you boys could catch my wave
I hit the dealer like "it's all in"
Sippin' on somethin' purple
She wan' leave, bitch i got options

(David Burns)

Yuh

And i wont give her time
Tryna make her mind up
She said she in love
I swear to god, she barely know me
Why she got all of those crosses on her body?
She ain't holy
Throw it in
I called her a swimmer how she dive in
Said she feel like cinderella when we ridin'
300 on my dash, i turned my car into olympics
The wire hit my line, that's what i sparkled up my wrist with
VVS diamonds on my neck, a lot of sixes
Said she got a man so i wont put her in no pictures
I'm toxic
I can't make my mind up
I might ghost her in a phantom
I think she fell in love to hard
Cause now she throwin' tantrums
Tell her i like playing dumb
Fuck all of that drama
Told my brother he like playin' with drums
Uh huh

(BrxkenBxy)

Yeah

1911, set the club on fire
They talkin' wild, never show up
I'm just on they mind
Your boyfriend freeze out in public
Talkin' shit online
I fuck with bad bitches
Keep a hundred dollars in dimes
I know i'm ballin'
I can't conversate with none of you bitches
Money callin'
Got three hundred thousand on the way
You stuck at college
Your mans tryna be me
When i step in collar poppin'
These VVS's prolly blind a bitch
I know you watchin'

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

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