Keeping Me Cold

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[CHORUS - CRONA] x2

Can’t take it back 
What you did was in the past
Know it hurts what you said 
We cry and then we laugh 

The wounds are still open 
You left without closing 
There’s no use in hoping 
That were ever gonna last 

My head is still hurting 
You promised you’d work on 
The way that you treat me 
Will it ever come to pass?

[VERSE - JUNEVIEX]

I just wanna get rid of those memories
Push them aside and then never to be seen
I said for you I would do anything
But now that you’re gone, I don’t know what is happening 

I've been faded ever since I was fourteen 
Not a clear thought in mind
Guess it wasn’t meant to be 
Talk about feelings and start mind controlling 
Satan has grip on me, guess I wasn’t holy

I've been faded ever since I was fourteen 
Not a clear thought in mind
Guess it wasn’t meant to be 
Talk about feelings and start mind controlling 
Satan has grip on me guess, I wasn’t holy

[CHORUS - CRONA] x2

Can’t take it back 
What you did was in the past
Know it hurts what you said 
We cry and then we laugh 

The wounds are still open 
You left without closing 
There’s no use in hoping 
That were ever gonna last 

My head is still hurting 
You promised you’d work on 
The way that you treat me 
Will it ever come to pass?

past ft. junveix (prod. canifallasleepnow)

Superache

Family Line

You Might Not Like Her

Fat Funny Friend

Breakfast

Dolls EP

Living Hell

[chorus]
cant get out my mind and im barely breathing
running out time, cant find my meaning
never getting better, have i hit the ceiling?
so when i call youre name will you hear me screaming?
wake me from this sleep cuz i cant stop dreaming 
slowling creeping in and its so uneasy 
so tell me whos to blame when the wounds still bleeding 
20 something years when my heart stopped beating

[verse]
everybody ask if im ok
till i take one shot to end my pain
and this smile that i wear it feels so fake
just say that im tired till feelings fade, again
its a never ending cycle that I cant manage 
i hate myself, shoutout my parents
you did this
hanging off the edge and now theyre asking for forgiveness
cursed with a brain that was born with a sickness

[chorus]
cant get out my mind and im barely breathing
running out time, cant find my meaning
never getting better, have i hit the ceiling?
so when i call youre name will you hear me screaming?
wake me from this sleep cuz i cant stop dreaming 
slowling creeping in and its so uneasy 
so tell me whos to blame when the wounds still bleeding 
20 something years when my heart stopped beating

[bridge]
and dont expect a thank you 
your call was just a little too late
like a bandaid on a closed wound
im not longer being held by your chains
i hate you

[chorus]
cant get out my mind and im barely breathing
running out time, cant find my meaning
never getting better, have i hit the ceiling?
so when i call youre name will you hear me screaming?
wake me from this sleep cuz i cant stop dreaming 
slowling creeping in and its so uneasy 
so tell me whos to blame when the wounds still bleeding 
20 something years when my heart stopped beating

Barely breathing (prod. TommyG)

[chorus]
take me
i want you to take my soul
cant save me
i cant even save myself
im wasted
spend another night alone
times changing
tell me how you hate me

you hate me
i can see it in your face
heart racing
prolly going 90 something
on the daily
latley i been going dumb
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun
youre dangerous

[verse]
yeah i finally found someone that i could care about
and im shakin like a bottle bout to let it out
why you never call when you come around
i dont really like to argue but im screaming loud

i was only 17 running from my past
shouldve seen it from the start this would never last
now im staring at the sky watching stars that pass
wishing that you saw every fucking scar you left

[chorus]
take me
i want you to take my soul
cant save me
i cant even save myself
im wasted
spend another night alone
times changing
tell me how you hate me

you hate me
i can see it in your face
heart racing
prolly going 90 something
on the daily
latley i been going dumb
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun
youre dangerous

[outro]
take me (yeah i finally found someone that i could care about)
i want you to take my soul
cant save me (and im shakin like a bottle bout to let it out)
i cant even save myself
im wasted (why you never call when you come around)
spend another night alone
times changing (i dont really like to argue but im screaming loud)
tell me how you hate me

you hate me 
i can see it in your face (i was only 17 running from my past)
heart racing
prolly going 90 something (shouldve seen it from the start this would never last)
on the daily
latley i been going dumb (now im staring at the sky watching stars that pass)
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun (wishing that you saw every fucking scar you left)
youre dangerous

Dangerous (prod. Vervxin)

Eternal Cold

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

Last song of the year, hope u enjoy and thanks for a great 2023>! See yu all next year!!>

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

And i can't believe what you've been telling me
When its the opposite of what you mean
And you said that you have been through everything
Baby you ain't even seen a thing
So can you take a deep breath
(Deep breath)
And listen to what your heart says

Now there's smoke all in her lungs, piercing on her tongue
Drugs all in her body, yet she thinks she's having fun
And when i get drunk i really think she is the one
I don't have a clue what i'm in store for
(Store for)
She'll throw me out when she gets bored
(Gets bored)
And leave me there at her door
(Her door)
But it's all complicated
She says she loves me, and then she hates me

And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

Hope u have a great new years, love u!
333+

bipolar (jpjp)

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri
cover pic by @nisshokuwu

enjoy :) <3

•lyrics•
smoking all the time
my lungs turning black
don't help me
i'm drowning in the ash
messing myself up
i needed you 
i cant sleep
what do i do
i wanted to end it in last june
i needed help but where were you

i didn't wanna make it out alive
but i needed the time
that i wasted
i have burdens on my back 
and i can't take it anymore 
i wanted it all and more
i kept asking
and i kept begging
for more

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

i'm mourning in my room
it's like a cell
i'm surrounded by the doom
a certain smell
im feeling dread
i feel unwell
i envy death
i live in hell

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

What Do I Do II

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
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www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead (feat. LOAT!)

Mastered by Switch
Prod by Chasper
Track 10

Waiting For Nothing

[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

produced by lxst boy and jacob vallen

-lyrics-
no one in sight
i cannot find you dear
i can’t decide
if you wanna leave me here
but what if you stay?
walking outside is dangerous 
oh what can i say? 
the apocalypse is another day

running, running, running after
chasing futures, brand new chapters
running, running, running after 
you’re lost in the rain, it’s a disaster

no one in sight
i cannot find you dear
i can’t decide
if you wanna leave me here
but what if you stay?
walking outside is dangerous 
oh what can i say? 
the apocalypse is another day

running, running, running after
chasing futures, brand new chapters
running, running, running after 
you’re lost in the rain, it’s a disaster

THE APOCALYPSE

prod. by @imcaves
[intro]
Trying my best
To leave you all on your own
Yeah, you read all my texts
But won't pick up the phone
I should give it a rest
But I'm stuck in this hole
Yet, you couldn't care less
It's getting so old

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you 'cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

[verse]
Honestly, I wish you’d come back and reverse all the damage we caused in the past 
Still working hard to forgive and forget but It feels like a test and I’m failing the class 
Hate it and blame this on how you’ve been hurt 
It feels like an outcome I didn’t deserve
My efforts were fruitless, it ended up useless 
I’ve given up trying cuz it never works 

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

Silence (prod caves)

https://youtu.be/Mot5yEk_U3c?si=r6jRk2ODL2tFTB4k

Crash Out (+TC & Burny)

Sleep

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Your holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

Victim ft. skrwd (prod. jolst x pekarot)

Wolves

Panic Room

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

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You Broke My Heart Again (ft. Aiko)

brand new song #tomboy from me (: hope you enjoy it! you can stream and check out the official video here: http://smarturl.it/xTOMBOY

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Tomboy

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prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

leaving

Melanie Martinez, Allana Entrada Where Do Babies Come From Lyrics.mp3

shoutout the homie @lilzennyskrrr


(sample: David Shawty - Cowgirl)

we were a mistake

rocstarzen - we were a mistake (prod. etherless)

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

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whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Produced by hazenova
Guitar is by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst 
Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam

Silence (prod caves)

Crona