This is me when i leave my home at 10 with my trapinch to endeavor the world

I keep fast forwarding to your part Checks but I do love you too crowlyyy love yall mother fuckers

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

act like it’s a problem i have female friends why
all you do is talk to all my friends and it’s alright
for my own sake this has to end bye
if we take a break bet you'll fuck my friend no surprise

doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch
doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch

why are you changing my outlook on love
constantly talking bout guys that you fucked
leaving me hanging here i’ve had enough
losing my friends cuz they’re girls bitch it’s rough

you never go days without taking offense
i never do nothing it doesn’t make sense
you truly control me you cannot defend
you truly control me you shouldn’t pretend

and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not

why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

control [prod. fendi444]

amv visual video for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORfFABBNerI
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NO SPINE

Lyriczz

Nah there is not many reasons left
But I’m still doing this, can’t stop doing this  
Nah I can’t stop nah I’m too obsessed 
World out there ruthless 
World out there cold 
Waste time kidding myself I bet 
I’m selling my soul 
Thinking i’m bold
Thinking I’m chosen 
I am a mess 
fate is woven, silk dress 

Cos I’m sick
I’m so sick
I love drugs, I love drugs 
I love paper


Can you feel the eyes shifting 
direction


Nah There is not many reasons left
But I’m still doing this 
Can’t stop doing this 
Nah I can’t stop nah I’m too obsessed 
I can’t stop but I’m out of breath
Nah I felt death I swear I felt it, 
it was comforting
It’s woven, silk dress 

Cos I’m sick
I’m so sick
I love drugs, I love drugs 
I love paper
(Nah I felt death, I swear I felt it, it was comforting)

and I can’t keep running on my own
Where my friends go?

It’s the cursive 
It’s the pondering 
It’s not hurting
But It’s not comforting

silk dress (I love Drugzz)

Wake Up (feat. Cxrpse)

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wtf1ly (@wtf1ly)

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@checksnbalances
co-mix also by @checksnbalances
i got chemicals inside my lit lungs inside my chest
its incredible the way that im still breathing out the rest
im so ignorant 
im repetitive
im so ignorant 
im repetitive
i keep talking every day
you cant save me its to late
i got chemicals inside my lit lungs inside my chest
its incredible the way that im still breathing out the rest
im so ignorant 
i can barely think im limited
i can barely think of what to say
throw my body in the lake
ppl got me fucking dead i dont wanna stay
thinkin bout the words you said got me so insane
they keep fucking with my head
need your help but then you left
i just wanna end the stress
she said i love you
i just wanna feel your skin i wanna touch you
you said you just want some flowers but they cut you
then it went to never feeling when i hug you
i just wish i missed the lightning when it struck you

checks:
i dont know how to feel no more
i dont know how to see no more
there’s a bottle up at my face and I don’t know, it’s something wrong with me now
I cannot take this world by storm
I cannot do what I want no more
I don’t wanna be this person, but I am

CHEMICALS ☣️🤧 W/ CHECKS [DERCEPT]

an ode to 2017-2018 :)

I’ve held my tongue for way too long, I don’t know how to fight
But I’m not in the position I was in when we found my mind
I constructed whatever hell I’m in right now
And been stuck in this place for god knows how long now

I’m sorry shit ain’t goin your way, but I promise you I feel worse
I’m sorry that you’re limited by somethin else, but I couldn’t be fucked

It’s all so simple, all so great, it’s all so in front of you right?
It never worked out for me like that (x2)

ay it never worked for me like that (x4)
it’s all so simple

I know I’m apathetic, but I’m stuck inside myself
And all I can do is watch in horror as I wreak-
Everyone I know, they hate me, they don’t know
But one day their true colors will just show

I’m sorry shit ain’t goin your way, but I promise you I feel worse
I’m sorry that you’re limited by somethin else, but I couldn’t be fucked

It’s all so simple, all so great, it’s all so in front of you right?
It never worked out for me like that (x2)

Worse

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