prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

“VANISHING ELYSIUM“

Produced by Theo & ZYROM.

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

VANISHING ELYSIUM [co-prod. zyrom]

Lyrics:
V O i D:

1jayso:

why don’t u come home
oh my dear i’ve been waiting for a while
it’s been so long since I smiled
so why don’t u stay for a lil while

it’s 3am again oh my god like what the fuck
thought i told myself i would not get fkn drunk
think i might jus crash right into a tree
i know i’m perceived 
as a disease

think i lost myself i was on so many drugs
don’t know who to trust 
rip my heart out with my lungs
i jus wanna feel so fkn numb from it all
i’m done

I'mTryingIPromise w/ 1Jayso

NO HOOK w/ LORD DISTORTION & ALASTXRR [PROD VENXM]

produced by: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ & https://www.instagram.com/maestrowons/

lyrics:

I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

Fought time and time again, to seek out the right way
Cause I’d yet to realize the price I will have to pay
Do I regret seeking love, do I regret feelin the pain?
At the end of all of this, a pistol and a message will remain
On my path leading to hell, see the reflection of a smile
Missed a shot at being happy and I missed it by a mile
It falls into place, and for that I’d give it all
But what will I do? When there’s nowhere anything can fall?


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

It hurts to know that I’m the problem, yuh, can I fix it?
I’m not trying out my hardest but the chance to life, oh god I missed it
Imma see u another life where I’m comfortable and dead
Place a pistol to my temple, let my ceiling turn to red
I got nothing left to say
Parasytes inside my skin and I’m rottin all away
Smoke mirrors, pain killers, bein one with the smoke
I keep it to myself, I regret and hate the times I spoke


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

lyric video

- old pages //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

escaping w/ coma6

This is the song we made for everyone who hates putting on a smile and being forced to be happy during the holiday season

Lyrics:
I hate your decorations and your Santa makes me sick
You want me singing carols how about you suck my dick
Stop forcing me to like it I won’t change my fucking view
All I want for Christmas? FUCK YOU

Merry Christmas Karen 
Have you prepared your Christmas Carol?

Santa Claus won’t make me happy with his toys upon this day 
I don’t care about Mariah, Wham, Sinatra or Band Aid
I don't want to smile and I don't want to play your stupid festive games
I don't want your touch, keep your finger foods and mistletoes away

How da fuck am I
Supposed to buy
You a present in the present
Sell my eye lids, eyes, kidneys, spine 'n' thighs to buy a PS5
On my Christmas list I'll finish it with a P.S. - I
Can't afford this shit

I'm sick of the wishlists 
The Naughty 'n' nice lists 
The Poor kids with no gifts 
There's only one way to fix this

HO HO HO, Merry Christmas children

Hoods up, heads low,
Anythin' shining
Take dat shit 

We're pullin' an Onyx
And we're stickin' up Saint Nick
You can call me the Grinch, bitch
We're fuckin' sick of this shit
Lets all be honest
We should be eatin' the rich
We're gonna feed you to the starvin' kids you fat prick
OH, OH, NO

I hate your decorations and your Santa makes me sick - SICK
You want me singing carols how about you suck my dick - DICK
Stop forcing me to like it I won’t change my fucking view - HOO
All I want for Christmas? FUCK 

YOU 

Jingle bells, sensory hell
It's the most lonely time of the year

I see you, Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet 'n' Cupid
And Donner, Blitzen, Rudolph, you can lead the animals through this
Christmas is carnage, show the humans you're ruthless
The families writhe as they arrive, this season is stupid

Forced labour and false promises call haters out as grinches
If I’m on your naughty list you made it on my hit list 
Krampus I don’t miss bitch 
Me 'n' luci don’t freeze 
For the fat cat bloated on choc chip, milk 'n' greed

Prideful glutton lust for all the innocents envy 
364 days of sloth now face the wrath you sent me 
You can ho ho but hell won’t find it that funny
And don’t get me started on the Easter bunny... bitch

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
I just wanted to make you all aware
That you made me aware
Of why Christmas might be a shit time of the year 
And I don't appreciate it
Don't cut me off with the chorus motherfuckers

I hate your decorations and your Santa makes me sick - SICK
You want me singing carols how about you suck my dick - DICK
Stop forcing me to like it I won’t change my fucking view - HOO
All I want for Christmas? FUCK YOU

You can try slamming the door
You can try singing that chorus
I'm still here
I'm still here I'm at your window
That's it, I'm coming up on the roof
I'm dragging my giant sack behind me
Oh my god why I am narrating myself falling ooooo

I HATE CHRISTMAS w/ FMA +12 Gage, Dreadnought [prod. n0trixx]

No Colors But Red

NIGHTCRAWLER

SURVIVORS GUILT (feat. Resentvul)

https://soundcloud.com/d4vddd/romantic-homicide

Romantic Homicide (‪TIGARO FLIP)

@ggwaluh @killskonfirmed
mixed & mastered by meh
TRAKK 4 OF 13
#chicago #underground #ggwaluh
#ggwaluh18anddead

kutoff (p.smllslikekurt)

The depth of your desire is nowhere near mine.

- old pages //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

crowsscalling