video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfY2V8LHF4E

crawling into me
a tiny rat
its eating my organs
it sleeps in my liver
its tiny heart beats next to myn
i like to talk to him all the time
i want to die with him
laying on the ground
in the cemetery 
he will crawl out of me
there is no turning back 
i am not getting up
im not gonna try again
the rat can use my lungs
as a hiding place
until he needs to die
i will see u again
in the afterlife

i wont leave u
x3

dying rat stuck inside my liver *Video In Description*

lyrics are suicide affirmations and negative self talk

depressive suicidal hardcore gabber

dancing cutting ritual

Dj Mortifying Corpse - THANKS4GIVING ME CRACK COCAINE

i always will need you
x4

we will always live in hell
x4

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yr total fvckn mess

¹atatime *Demo

fundoctor im the weatherman and im back again
where i been? overdosed went to rehab relapsed overdosed again
i just fucking love medicine and ill never quit again
dxm oxypoppin monster skywalkin off the molly pop a pilly in the morning not no coffee
when im nodding idc when im sober bitch im not
smoking sherms like breathing air im a molly millionaire

tried to push this shit away but it always comes back
dizzy vision turning gray whatu know about dat?
im just living in a dream in my head i dont care about whats real and im never coming back
never coming back i dont care who it hurts i dont care if it kills me
i dont even know the real me so its fucking fine ill overdose again maybe itll fucking kill me this time

popping whites til im blue and im serious too
if u dont know me get the fuck away from me and even if u know me
get the fuck away from me bitch im not fucking playing
when im tweaking off the benzedrex i get fucking impatient

HELLO

Digital Lovers

After five years of planning, writing, and refining their sound, London-based production duo Kolectiv are set to release their long-awaited debut drum & bass album, Circadian Rhythms.

The project began in the aftermath of the pandemic, when the pair started setting aside tracks that captured the spirit of a night out at a drum & bass event. Their vision was clear: to create an album that reflects the variety, energy, and progression of a rave – from the first beats that pull you into the closing sounds that carry you home.

“Going out to drum & bass nights, you’d hear so many different flavours across six or seven hours. We wanted the album to follow that same arc – like a circadian rhythm, a natural flow of time, but in this case the cycle of a rave,” Kolectiv explain.

To achieve this, the duo placed a strong emphasis on originality and sound design. Most of the album was built from scratch using their own recorded samples, crafted through sessions with keys, drums, and guitars, and only dipping into external sources when absolutely necessary. Vocal collaborations from PAV4N, Hijak MC, Illmatika and Kerry Donnelly add unique flavour to the project, while carefully placed interludes tie the project together as a complete listening experience.

“This isn’t just a collection of tracks. We wanted it to be a journey – a cradle-to-grave kind of experience – with highs, lows, and moments to breathe.”

The title Circadian Rhythms captures that intention perfectly: an audio diary of a night spent immersed in drum & bass culture, told through Kolectiv’s trademark blend of technical precision and emotional depth.

The project also coincided with a complete studio overhaul, giving Kolectiv a fresh environment to finalize and mix down the record with a renewed sense of clarity and focus.

With Circadian Rhythms, Kolectiv deliver more than an album – they present a story, an atmosphere, and a tribute to the music and culture that shaped them.

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