Ghost Town / Trickle【Original Song】ゴーストタウン

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Only here because other people were reuploading it. Please stream on other services if you can, Soundcloud doesn't pay its artists unless they pay a $100 fee, which is way more than I'll ever make from this song lol

YT- https://youtu.be/oKyqHbk_WlU
Spotify- https://open.spotify.com/track/1msD6DT04B7lwD5F1qCSlL?si=11beb6fc6a8240c0
Apple Music- https://music.apple.com/us/album/self-proclaimed-angel/1701078343?i=1701078502

Self Proclaimed Angel ft. Tsurumaki Maki

yt: https://youtu.be/1xBkY1D2Z1Q
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1T9YTlMJ794BoKQSS8D7C5b2z_T1nwWpY?usp=drive_link
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1a2AdBOZab0Utp0vFhrgY0xMByeQmy5oEqqJXaS07oxs/edit?usp=sharing

Man in the Mirror ft. Jin (SynthV Original Song)

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J'ai senti des funérailles dans mon cerveau,
Et les personnes en deuil, çà et là,
Ont continué à marcher, à marcher, jusqu'à ce qu'il me semble
Que le Sens perçait.

Et quand ils furent tous assis,
Un office, tel un tambour,
On a continué à battre, à battre, jusqu'à ce que je croie
Mon esprit s'engourdissait.

Et puis je les ai entendus soulever une boîte
Et grincer sur mon âme
Avec ces mêmes bottes de plomb, à nouveau.
Alors l'Espace a commencé à sonner,

Comme tous les Cieux n'étaient qu'une cloche,
Et l'Être, qu'une oreille,
Et moi, et le Silence, une race étrange,
Détruits, solitaires, ici.

Et puis une planche de la Raison s'est brisée,
Et je suis tombé, encore et encore.
Et j'ai heurté un monde, à chaque chute,
Et j'ai fini de savoir.
alors.

Une mort dans ma tête (Emily Dickinson) - Jef Bourgeau

➥  Video: https://youtu.be/dKHLPKz4sLE
➥ Join the Family: www.patreon.com/LittleJayneyCakes

【♥ CREDITS ⇣ 】
➥ Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqaVWWMaRxY
➥ Music & Original Lyrics: Kikuo
➥ English Lyrics: Juby ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eeE5RSlxu4 )

[English] O Light - Jayn

Happy Reminder That You're Single Day!

Can you tell I'm only a little bitter

Anyway I was meaning to do this for a long time but I got away from it but it's done now! THE HARMONIES WERE TIME CONSUMING BUT I LIKE HOW THIS CAME OUT PRAISE BE

I commissioned one of the artists from Pocket Mirror for this one because I felt like the art style fit really well and I love the picture so much omg so huge thanks to Jes!

Also shout out to Ponko for subbing this he cool he cool

I also love Mili

Credits:
Song: Mili https://www.youtube.com/user/ProjectMili
Vocals/Mix: Umber (dat me)
Art: Jes http://jessilvania.deviantart.com/

【Mili】 Bathtub Mermaid (Cover)【Umber】

Watch the video for this track here: https://youtu.be/Le-xKk8pkB4
Song by CircusP
Twitter: @VocaCircus
Illustration by Sleppu
Twitter: @Sleppu_png

Kagamine Len "Poltergeist" Vocaloid Original Song

BPM: 160

Verse 1:
I can't shake this feeling there's some hidden meaning
in everybody's glances and stares

I know you're discussing how I have been suffering (suffring) 
The thought of that makes me scared

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Verse 2:
I can't say that I have the greatest connection
with anything here on earth

And when they all see me they smile in pity
and ask me if my heart still hurts

No matter my answer, they freeze and they clamor
and say that everything is alright

And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle
pretend that everything is fine

You and I go hand in hand with being terrified
and if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride

You and I go hand in hand with being petrified
and if this is all that it is, then I'm wasting my time


Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind


Bridge:
And so I've waited all these years for your eternity
That's when I saw everything started and ended with me
And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed
I never had what you gave me, you gave me, you gave what I need

Chorus:
I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life
I will never win the war despite how hard I think I fight

No matter any move I make I just can't get it right
But you know just what they say, out of sight, out of mind

Crusher-P - Out Of Sight Out Of Mind

something like that
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♫ Lyrics ♫
https://bit.ly/2GgMXaV

(Please feel free to use, they’re based on Forgetfulsubs’ translation!)

Hated by life itself. english ver. 【Oktavia】命に嫌われている。

Video: https://youtu.be/qg7YHt0xC1Y
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5qOJ5nikwvfCIs5gf22n6G?si=Vg7tju8QSJ6F7M4dLyCmrw
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/master-andross/1204832300

Mind Brand by Maretu as performed by Master Andross and Lollia.

Lollia
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa9_8C9ebEphjva-P7OV7bA
https://twitter.com/lolliaofficial

Master Andross
https://twitter.com/MasterAndross
https://www.facebook.com/MasterAndross/
https://soundcloud.com/masterandross


Lyrics by JubyPhonic:
Hold on a second ma’am without a care 
The clothes you wear don’t give a damn
Sleeping up and down the block
They got you knocked up by a man
Thinking you’re the mother mary
Pure but very dumb and can’t
Kick the dick from out your mouth
But do you even understand?

Hold on a moment sir without a heart
What kind of shit you tryin’ to sell?
Talking up a simple girl
Ya picked her cherry very well
Promising the sun and moon
The story that you always tell
Now you’re out the door?!
I hope you cherry pick your way to hell

“When’s it coming? Can’t recall
Oh mirror mirror on the wall”
Sex and bitter cynicism 
Laughing, watch it start to fall
Picture perfect pandering
Pathetic, made you miserable
Though I shouldn’t care 
I couldn’t wait to finally see them all in hell
(I’ll drag them as we crawl)

Ah, doing it right, feeling that high, taking what’s mine 
And I feel just fine
You took it all away so now this hero cries in pain
Holding you tight, fighting all night, telling me why
But I can’t rewrite
The memories I made of you and me, won’t go away

Covered in cuts from head toe 
A kinky kind of crazy, not enough
Can you feel it too?
The kind of pain made out of real love
See the needy, greedy me
we bleed to feed so easily?
Idiocracy she breathes 
We need to teach her everything!

Don’t ya know, it’s time to go?
“So hurry up or fall behind!”
Don’t know what they’re talkin’ bout?
“Well strap on in, enjoy the ride!”
Can’t see what’s ahead at all?
“I guess we’re gonna travel blind!”

Though I shouldn’t care at all
I’m just a drop of water in the sea
(And that’s a part of life)

Ah, changing my face, bearing that pain, joy that I made
And you threw away
The heroine alone and weeping all throughout the night
Feeling okay, talking all day, repeating that play
But they just won't fade
The memories we made of you and me, l couldn't fight

Poker face but the lies you buried deep were found 
Run away but there will be blood to go around
Try to hide but the scars will open up again
“Didn't like but it's gonna hurt you in the end”

Take it in stride, meeting your eyes, planning all night 
Remember those times?
Wallowing away in things I know I just can’t change
Laughing at jokes, getting so close, didn’t we know
That time goes so slow?
The memories are fading, I’ll say goodbye to everything

Vocaloid (MARETU) - Mind Brand - English Cover By Lollia And Master Andross

Music producer, illustrator and air breather
mgmt@ccrusherr.com (business only)