I couldn't tell you what you wanted to hear
I tried to be sincere with you
It didn't get through to you
Maybe I came off a little too severe
With my hopes and fears
So you disappeared

Now you're on a roll
Now you're in control
They do what you want them to do
They all want a part of you
Now you sold your soul
Now I don't know you no more
You do what they want you to do
They're all a part of you

You couldn't tell me what I needed to hear
You couldn't be sincere with me
I guess that was naive of me
Maybe I saw something that really wasn't there
Since I felt so scared
That you didn't care

Now they all swear by you
Now they're all there for you
You do what they want you to do
They all get a part of you
Now you're raising hell
Now you lost yourself
You do what they want you to do
They all become a part of you

Sycophants in stereo
Wherever you go
Wherever you go
Sycophants in stereo
Wherever you go
Wherever you go
Wherever you go

Sycophants (In Stereo)

shooting spree- ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
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[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

blossom endrot this year

filling up the spaces
with empty words
it's a selfless being
with no self worth

making something different
makes it all the same
abstracted greatly
but clear as day

i want to cry

its a constant struggle
being anything
you can barely handle
just existing

its a feeling that i
have always known
its the pain that doesn't subside
from flesh nor bone

i want to cry

dont speak
unless you're spoken to
dont breath
because it could hurt you

i know my fate
i just dont know when ill do it
everything's great
when the gardens are blooming

WannaCry

tribute to a dear friend

I feel like I’m in disguise
I’m wearing all my lies
but I can’t escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy I was is dead
and I’m the only thing that’s left

I want you to be
the last person I see
every time I go to sleep

I went right into my head
ripped who I was to shreds
and I’m the only thing that’s left

i’m the only thing that's left

fadeaway...

im a fucking joke
im lonely, sinking
i just dont know it
and when i close my eyes
i only dream of dying

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna fucking scream

im a fucking joke
im just slowly sinking
and i cant float, it's
closing my throat up
i dream to die
yet im too scared, im terrified

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna die

but i know (i know)
it'll come eventually

Put Myself To Sleep

lil throwaway song


https://soundcloud.com/oxwillow/bianca-devins

Bianca Devins (xo_willow cover)

sinking into my bed
thoughts of a frontal lobe laced with lead
it's felt like hell
and honestly i've haven't been the same since 2012

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in a game
forced to play the same way every day

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
cause honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear

that we're already dead

feasting on purgatorial breakfast
they all break fast
doomed to an eternal prison
in the form of breathing and living

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in chains
a matrix where i lay in dismay 

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
and honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear myself

the world ended in 2012

i have anger issues
and i am anxious all the time
wish that somebody told me 
that everything is gonna be fine

i dont recognize my
face when im staring in the mirror
dont know what the hell is happening
my hearts constantly full of fear

its so
i dont know
i dont know

energy drinks to stay awake
but then i cannot sleep at night
and then i toss and turn and my
minds always putting up a fight

i have anger issues
and getting help is what i need
but instead of going to therapy
i punch my wall until i bleed

its so
i dont know
i dont know

the world ended in 2012

crustsox