my eighteen reason </3

needed you, what happened to all your friends?

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excuse me for being such a loser

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

lyrics:

you play with me
you confusing me
i love it how
i can feel you breathe
i can watch you sleep
you can never leave,
girl you can never leave

please push me out of your head girl
i told you we're over
you cant ever move on, youre drunk and im sober
youre high and im lower
dont run back to me girl
dont cry on my shoulder

please put the pistol away girl
you dont really need it
i seen all your tweets,
i know theyre about me 
wish u never found me
get out of my head please

she has a gun to my head and im certain she'd pull the trigger

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

found this from a couple weeks ago, not casper this time its alex g thx @suicidalloser

does anyone even realize im a loser

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

i make up things way too much
it always makes things worse, and they were worse enough
i know that you hate me, dont say it again
i know we'll never be friends,
i know you wish i was dead

ill never get your attention
i hate when youre mentioned
it makes me feel helpless and
i get so depressed and
i cant do this again
im dead 100%
im always getting attacked
thats why i always defend

im dead 100%

lyrics:

i love you
i wish you were here

in my room not my head
i might fill my brain with lead
i swear we wont make it thru
ive done too much loving you

and i know we cant go back
im so stuck up in the past

my hearts broken many times
i unbroke it just for you

i wish i was a kid again

you're forgetting

thank you for listening i love you all, if youre feeling lonely send me a message on discord @ 'guitarbf'

lyrics:
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer and she's coming for me
for me, for me
i begged and plea'd alone

such a pretty girl
you were all my world
i knew you were better than anything i deserved
i could buy you anything, diamonds and all the pearls
but you lit a spark in my heart and it probably burnt

im a lost cause
drinking til im not
drinkin til i cant cause im passed out on your lawn
i know whats wrong girl but i cant make it right
knew it when i seen the way you tear up in your eyes

youre such a queen
we're just some stupid teens
you make me feel complete, and serene, and okay
this feeling goes away
but i pray this time it stays
ill buy you all the world
just dont run away

baby kill me softly
i wanna die in your arms tonight
i want you here in my lows and my highs
i even cry when i should be alright

i could buy you the world, girl

skeleton - its the same thing every single time

youll never ever know

ok to be honset i made this at 3 am on a trip to italy on my laptop mic and i was super jetlagged but if u like it u like it idk thanks for listening

really really messed up
girl in a black dress
never shouldve loved you
stuck all up in my head

hope you had a bad night
hope we never get back
you prolly move on fast
but ill take a good while

u had the time and
u planned the heart break
u wanna tempt me
late nights, bad dates

i wont fall for your tricks
you a pretty snake
but its dumb cus
i cant seem to forget ur face

kick me to the curb
leave me in the dirt girl
and you did it first
so dont act like im the worst

been thru all the bs
i dont wanna fight
look me in the eyes and decide

do u love me or despise me

do you love or hate me can we please get this straight

pony

bipolar

plz kys >_<

Track 5 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Things keep changing
I’m replacing
I miss being a kid
Scary faces
Lungs can’t change yet
I miss being a kid

my eighteen reason </3

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