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my heart can't take more
shattered across the floor
I've bled a thousand times
but for you a thousand and one sounds nice

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

you picked up my poor heart
and taught me how to mend scars
if I had just one wish
I'd wish to catch the stars for you
oh there's nothing I won't do for you

oh my love
you're my moon
we'll be dancing in the night
not a worry in our sight
cause you're my moon

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

1001

AMARANTHINE [better an apocalypse]

[skototropism]

ULTRAVIOLENT [adrenochrome]

FAR LIGHT

THE LAZARUS OF WESTLAKE

Hey! Here's my new song Avoiding! Hope you like it! <3

Lyrics:

Every single day
I let you tear me apart
It's pushing me away
But you don't fucking care
Don't know where to go
It is all inside my head
I'm losing all my hope
Don't recognize myself

Avoiding reflections so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay

Hoping for
A better day
Longing to
Find a way

Feel like a stranger
Don't know who I am
Hear all the silence
Got no one to blame
Changes around me
But I am the same
I wonder why I take 
Everything for granted

Avoiding reflections so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay

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Avoiding

Crywolf - Quixote (Alone Architect Reimagination) ft. Kassia Vera

Written by: Crywolf (Justin Taylor Phillips)
Produced & Mixed by: Alone Architect
Vocals by: Kassia Vera
Additional Backing Vocals by: Alone Architect

Quixote (Alone Architect reimagination) ft. Kassia Vera

Crywolf - Quixote (Alone Architect Reimagination) ft. Kassia Vera

I Don't Mind

I have a dilemma with love. Well, not love, but this limited, distorted idea of love that we worship. Look, maybe in my limited experience I just haven’t met THE person, but i want to propose an idea (it’s not original, im just passing it along.) What if the people and things we love are really just entry points into a state of mind? It’s not that I “love you,” it’s that you help me feel my own love. it seems like being “in-love” is the idea of mistaking someone that opens you up to love, for love itself. YOU ARE THE LOVE. You don’t need to look any farther than your own heart. And the reason I’m frustrated is because every time I’m in a relationship it feels like the other person needs me in order to feel their own love, and then they become so scared of losing me (and therefore love) that they cling too tightly and it pushes me away. We don’t need someone to feel complete, we complete ourselves first and then share our abundance. I still dream of making sacrifices for someone I love, of raising a family, of that selfless commitment, but maybe the reason most marriages end in divorce is because we tried doing it backwards. Food for thought. Enjoy the song. Love ya’ll ✌️♥️ 

LYRICS:

something bout us don’t
seem to make sense now
darling its cold out,
i never stay in love,


tear me right open,
my hearts like an ocean,
so many places,
i never stay in love,


I remember when it started,
I saw the way you needed me,
to go along like i needed you,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


i wanna hold you closely,
i wanna lose myself in ya,
i wanna make you feel so good,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,
already got me,


what is love?
tell me baby, is it really love?
really love, or just someone that you’ve been uh,
leanin on, so you don’t ever have to deal with what you really want, its a temporary fix called you and i,
a distraction from the habits of your thinking mind,
an addiction everybody seems to think is fine,
love yourself or you’ll be holdin on for dear life,


I remember when it started,
I saw the way you needed me,
to go along like i needed you,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


i wanna hold you closely,
i wanna lose myself in ya,
I wanna make you feel so good,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


something bout us don’t
seem to make sense now
darling its cold out,
i never stay in love,


tear me right open,
my hearts like an ocean,
so many places,
i never stay in love,


lovin you was somethin i was really feelin
the more of me i gave you the more you needed,
lovin you was somethin i was really feelin
the more of me i gave you the more you needed,


#SCFIRST #Stephen #INeverStayInLove #Alternative #Indie #Electronic #Akrasia

I Never Stay In Love

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