this was a fun tune to work on with the homie jan <3 @ifeature

Lyrics:
1, 2, 3, Go
My Head up
Hopes high
Another day appears, to be floating on by
What do I
Do with my time

I gotta make up my mind
What am I doing with my life
I wanna be happy but I can’t decide
So I live a lie
I just smile n keep my head up

My Head up
Hopes high
My Head up
Hopes high
My Head up

Questions floating by
I cannot decide which way is right.
Doesn't matter how I feel tomorrow
When dying feels like hollow

I gotta make up my mind
What am I doing with my life
I wanna be happy but I can’t decide
So I live a lie
I just smile n keep my head up

Huh - Single

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Zei & iFeature - HUH

Close your eyes. Inhale for 4. Hold for a moment. Exhale for 6, gently. Stay. Let the notes move through you like a wave. When the last vibration fades, how is your breath?

Ananda Prana

This song was written and created by: 
J J Samuel
The Music, production and vocals done by: 
J J Samuel

#Drum&Bass #Edm #Pop #Ska
#Transcendent #ShoeGaze #Light

RISE IN LIGHT

“The Things I Do for Love” – an epic cinematic EDM/orchestral hybrid featuring haunting female vocals, lush orchestra and dramatic string arrangements.  
An emotional journey through chaos, love, and inner struggle, where expressive vocal layers meet majestic orchestral textures and modern electronic production.  

🎧 Produced by Zemandan  
🕒 Duration: 7:14 min  

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The Things I Do For Love

R.I.P. Angel ✨✨✨✨✨
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La belle est dans ses pensées
Mais le destin l’a foudroyée
Tu es partie avec ta blonde innocence 
Ange brisé à jamais, refus du silence 

Iryna, la musique dans les cieux
Raconte la beauté de tes yeux
Sweet Iryna, Forever in Heaven
Tears And blood, I say Amen

Et le vent pleure ses souvenirs
Espoirs perdus, envolé l’avenir
Et le vent crie ton doux prénom
Rêves brisés, triste à mourir

Iryna, la musique dans les cieux
Raconte la beauté de tes yeux
Sweet Iryna, Forever in Heaven
Tears And blood, I say Amen

Oh oh…

Sweet Iryna, Forever in Heaven 

Sweet Iryna, Forever in Heaven 

Sweet Iryna, Forever in Heaven

IRYNA

WITHOUT YOU expresses an intense dependence on someone who feels irreplaceable, portraying love as both a lifeline and an obsession. It captures the struggle of trying to move on while being constantly pulled back by memories and emotions that refuse to fade. The lyrics reveal vulnerability, longing, and the inability to imagine life without that person, framing them as the center of existence. It’s a powerful declaration of love’s grip, where absence feels unbearable and presence defines identity.

LYRIC

Verse

Every day I wake, I still hear your name
Like a song stuck deep in my veins
Tried to move, tried to play it cool
But I’m falling hard, like a reckless fool

Pre-Chorus

You’re the reason that I lose my ground
When you’re not near, I spin around
Don’t tell me it’s just a phase
I’m caught in your magnetic haze

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Verse

Every room I walk through feels too wide
You were the pulse that fit inside
No map can guide me from your trace
I still see your face in every place

Pre-Chorus

Told myself I’d be just fine
But you’re the frame to my broken line
You’re the spark that lights my fire
The only name I still desire

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Bridge

I’ve tried to rewrite all our lines
But every word still leads me back in time
You’re the rhythm I can’t replace
Still feel your hand, still see your face

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the beat that never ends
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you
No, I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Without You

Burn their Castles

Looking for vocalist to collaborate on this and other tracks.

Violent Times (instrumental version)

In Between is one of my most powerful instrumentals I wrote. It's about being stuck in the in between and finding what you are truly destined for. 

In Between (The Instrumental Version)

I am a singer-songwriter who loves creating music that is impactful and has a deeper meaning

In Between (The Instrumental Version)

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