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totally better than, fucking nobody

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

i can see thru ur glass face
the way the sun would glimmer on your eyes
you're the reflection of my skin
and i cant seem to let you go tonight
come on just show me all my flaws 
before i go away
i wont let you get the chance again
bring me down

show me things i havent seen before in life
show me what it means to be alive
i'll show you everything that ive had in mind

i only see myself

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

iloveyouuuuuu

Lyrics:

PLEASE DONT EAT MY BRAINS!
i’m smokin all damn day
i don’t want you in my life
all you bring me is pain
oh you don’t wanna talk to me?
i’ll just sit in the rainnnnnn 
every-time you fuck up im just takin the blame /: 

yeah you never fuckin change WHAT A GOD DAMN SHAME!
and you’ll always be the same
put a bullet in your brain 
when i do it back to you 
please just tell me how it tastesss

[whatashame whatashame]

please just tell me why? 
man ur always keeping secrets what is there to hide?
was so luck when i found you
but now i regret.
heard you really hate my guts
and im so full of shit

and it’s the fuckin truth….

whatashame

party

my twenty first reason

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

would u notice

i wish i was pretty

hang me on the oak tree

comfort song 4 u

ik u want me to , don't lie .

curb stomp em #despair2014 #despair

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vote for me whenever we vote again or sumn idc

ik u want me to , don't lie .

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