i got a call from her 
at 3 in the morning
she said come on over
lets hang
ill bring lots of booze 	 	
and we’ll drink our lives away
half past dawn

she says my mom is out of town
wont be back by next week
“so please spend the night until then”
and im thinking 
about it all
why did it happen fast
she broke my heart
and took it all

now theres nothing left of me
i know it sounds dumb
but my life was robbed
by this girl

so i drove back home
at 200 miles an hour 		     
hoping that i would crash

spend the night until then

i hate my life i wish i was a cat

you say that im alright
cant you see that im not fine?
fucking hate when you say bye
cant you just remain this time?
no matter what you say
its always the fucking same
just make me feel alright

just make me feel alright

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
vocals by me 

my dreams might
maybe come true
one day ill be with you
words you said 
why did you choose
bite your words
then you'll chew

feels so good 
being alive
not thinking of 
when ill die 
why would i 
waste my time
sitting and cry
when i could enjoy
this gift of life

dreams of love

make me

jumpoutyourbody

spotify

on your own

pls help me ur not helping me

your in my notes

happy birthday big bro, i miss you so much. i hope that wherever you are you're finally at peace. i love you jeremiah, ill see u cross the rainbow bridge <3🌈

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eyeblind3/love-letters-remastered/
prod. @keepsecrets
feat. @menthol100s
original version: soundcloud.com/bella-blind/fukk-my-doors-lol
mixing. @bella-blind

**lyrics**
@menthol100s
and i love you like that letter that i left on your floor
used to leave me love notes but you don’t anymore
call me up in like a month when you’re sick and you’re scorn
gave myself a week to heal but my wrists still sore
i got holes in my doors man fuck my doors
dissapear for a month i don’t know what for
i swear nothing fucking changes and i hate my life
skeleton rocking out with a blunt and a knife alright

@bella-blind
i keep writing all these love letters that you don’t read
you’re favourite colour’s red so i made myself bleed
wear longsleeve in the summer cuz i’m just like yuri
leave me in the trash can like andy left woody
i feel so moody, i’m blinded by your beauty
i feel like ruby, im so fucking gloomy
slice my finger tips off on the fucking fret board
wonder if it’s fake love i wonder if you’re getting bored
i died in 2017, now im stuck in purgatory
cutting out my heart for you, i’ll give you all my arteries
redbull in the left, switchblade in the right
see my body mutilated, that’s a scary sight

eyeblind ft. wifiskeleton - love letters (remastered) [prod. keepsecrets]

prod. miraidempa

damn they assume im a pest
im such a stupid son
ive gone and took one too much meds
i wanna grab the gun
when i remember what you said
im scared to get it done
yet i keep under my head
tonight im on the run

i know you act like you care
you got belittling stares
its clear you wanted me out
cmon and talk to me now
my friends wont tell me the truth
the rope is tied to the roof
i want the answer from you

idk this was a throwaway


pest

curb stomp em #Despair #Despair

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vote for me whenever we vote again or sumn idc

pls help me ur not helping me

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