Man, why do I feel so alone
why don’t I feel like a "Man” anymore?
I just live with the darkness,
never see me anymore!
I just ride in the shadows, 
creeping at night 
coming to fight.
I Don’t really give a fuck if its loving or cries 
I am the reaper collector of soul,
wearing the hood and equipped in all black,
I instil fright,
this is the scythe,
Using the blade to erase all your mind. 
Taking it back and erasing the day,
the day that was wrongfully taken from me
I lost it all 
including my soul so I lay back and leave it all in behind,
say what you say 
I will never damn wait, there is no stopping time it won’t wait, 
either, 
pack up your shit and leave this space where we stand, 
Just trynna make sure you understand,
don’t wanna cause confusion 
So here’s a solution listen!

Why?
You got me going through this (x2)

Trust in my word when I say that I am not okay
Why has life got me feeling this way
I think Fuck love
fuck pain
what am I left to gain
when I stay up late at night 
feeling the shit I felt 
Weighing down on my soul
I’d neck myself 10,000 times before I suffer this loss again 
this life has cost me nothing but care  
All I am is walking despair,
So lie to me, 
Tell me you’d cry for me,
always feel like life is just so fucking unfair 
look me in my eyes
Tell you ache 
Tell me you feel this pain 
this is the scar you caused that’ll always remain
and yet you still never cared
say it for what it is
Not for what it was
fuck what you mean 
Imma just sip on this lean in my cup 
make my mind a little fucked like up sheen!
heartless man, 
trapped inside that cloak
i’ll never know what broke your heart 
just know that the loveless choke
Yeah! 

Why?
You got me going through this (x2)

REAPER

Independent Artist/Producer/Audio Engineer.

REAPER

Cub Leonard