cover / prod / mixed / mastered by me
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ur so funny when u speak 
i disappear when i turn weak
it's all just fake just like me
do u remember what u mean?
i tried to u make u mine
i waste all my time on this
computer
i'll find another way 
get tired of these games 
i'll just stay away
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on this computer everyday
watch me erase
watch me decay
what would u say?
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i'm tired of looking at the screen 
my eyes are turning weak
why would u like me?

computer

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

prod.me

@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

original track by @trustt:
https://on.soundcloud.com/ePt58VaaHfi6pbJf9

clip_truu_gain&loss.mix

[made for the Niztopia song wars 3/9 :>]

prod.me

can you smoke the pain away? 
please tell me
can you tell that im insane?
please tell me
if you never shoot then you always lose
(think quick tell me sum that i cant do)
if you never shoot then you always lose
please, tell me something that i cant do

cant do
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant you?
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant do
give me something that i cant do
cand do, cant you?

SAY IT REAL LOUD
say it real loud
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud 
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud

(i) step outside the (box)
thats the way i move
i know it aint perfect
but its more than you
if you never shoot
then you always lose
give me something that i cant do
(cant do)
cant you turn the sound off?
you dont fucking own that
YOU SHOULD GET YOUR OWN SWAG
i can feel the doubt from the next room
SO IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT I CANT DO

SAY IT REAL LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say-it

put 2 faces on 1 shirt 
the boy was fake so his face in the dirt yuh
rp 10 off the perc sometimes i swear boy 
i cant get hurt yea
bad bitch been at the side of my bed for 
3 days when do they work yuh
i guess they ass tryna move in 
bae dont trip it aint rent to the first yuh
i be outside on extra shit luh hoe i gotta make you shake
im actin foul no shai 
elbow drop from the top im a savage
im making hits just check my status 
still rep chelsea just for my daddy
bitch go ahead and get at me 
bitch go ahead and get 
shoutout to noa she aint make this beat though 
shoutout to dilo on god thats foreal
i may just go pop a pill 
its been so long tryna see how it feel uh huh
if yo bitch bad its break up season 
on god like bring'em here uh huh
penthouse suite where im tryna bring folks 
that be too stuck in the field uh huh
mac-11 send a goofy boy back to heaven 
talkin to my bitch too much i swear i be acting jealous
if i fuck this up one more time i go back to felonies
they should of hit me in my head it be rest in peace
i try to tell'em that i want more
that means they not everything 
guess i shouldve thought more
outside when the windows fog up 
we feel all cold 
but i know when its late we ball up 
wishing we just talked more
i really loved yo body though
like fuck everybody else
excuse me but im sorry huh 
im just tryna be honest
baby you know you got it 
i aint gotta act modest
im in the dm like gotti
told her steer clear of the molly
it'll fuck you up 
shit in my city its probably cut 
shit that i wouldnt trust
baby take my word for it just hit this blunt
i promise itll get you there on god when its up its stuck
family where the fuck you been at
stuck in the cut like whats up with that?
open a 4 like i went gotta kitkat
shoutout to kitty the full name be kitkat
if you talking down i might just have to kick ass
im smoking purple pack daphne sweater
the folks was tough i just had to be better
dont make me grab the baretta 
bury yo whole squad nexus

Spotify

the first (dilo)

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/half-protruding-figure

prod me

letting pop tabs be your guide
you can follow me all night
and we'll shop through all the clothes left out to dry
i'll go hide behind the leaves im feeling shy
i can't tell you why

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how i'll make an income
while we slip between the brambles
flip between the channels
on cue

getting beat up every time
i try to leave my eyes behind
like when you leave the jigsaw out on the floor
we'll stay up whispering
nobody's listening
nobody's listening

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how it makes a difference
while you're slipping in my sandals
burning through my candles
on cue
we're screwed

we're screwed
we're doomed

half-protruding figure

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

cover of "fresh static snow" by porter robinson
made november 15 2024

lyrics:
you'd fit perfectly to me we'd end our loneliness, melt this curse away
though i'll never know your name, i'll cry for you the same

the frozen white noise static snow that is your memory
although i know we'll never meet, you're every part of me



freshStaticSnow

prod.@girlsynth + me

the birds outside my old house
wonder if they miss me
the people at my new house
they don't seem to like me

you asked if i'd come over
i said it's not likely
you said that i should talk more
you know that's not like me

can i get a taste of the moment?
i bet that it's sweet
can i just see the life i want?
wait, i don't wanna see

what if friends leave?
what would life be?
what would i be?
i'd be nothing
i'll be nothing

then i see my old house
wonder if it miss me
but i think i like this house
i think that i like me

you asked if i'd come over
i'd stay for the week
you said that i should talk more
you know that i'm trying

can i get a taste of the moment?
i know that it's sweet
i just wanna see the life i want
then i wake up from my sleep

reflection, interlude

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down

computer

cus3d