and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal 
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

hey there i got your letter
every word bled through the paper
you wrote with so much weight
i hope you’re feeling better

avoiding signs from my body
cuz i can’t think of better things to do 
i lost everyone but you

cut ties with anyone around me
they never cared
about me
they’ll probably all
forget me
eventually

and i’m stuck 
being
everything i hated
and i wish 
that i could 
some how make it up to u
the lies and all my faults
were getting to me
i think i should rot
eternally

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

its so good 
lost feeling
im getting better im healing
on every first of the month
i always fuck it up
you didnt hurt me enough
so now we're back in touch
told myself i'd never fall in love again
care too much im fucking up myself instead
losing grip on my reality
its how it always ends
im never going back home
and i dont wanna be friends

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling

appeal (feat. vito)

dying4urluv [capsctrl]

fuck ur feelings

I haven't made shit in months so here's a vent session I made into a song

Finally Sober (prod. sundwn)

Produced by JPJP
Out on all streaming services

Lyrics:


tell me you’re sorry again
still feel your hand on my neck
and i don’t know what the point is
you look so disappointed in me
and i don’t know how to start this
i’ve always been better at the endings
now we’re saying goodbye in your car
then you walk to your door and you don’t look back at me
you and i decided this was for the best
it’s for the best
now you’re in love with someone else
i’m alone, that’s just as well

i’m feeling vacant
don’t leave my apartment ‘less i’m climbing onto stages
and i don’t got no friends left, everybody faceless
been waiting on the love, maybe i’m just too impatient
but i could give a fuck bout being famous
x2

i’ve been waking up at night
i’ve been fighting for my life
don’t look at me like that
don’t look at me like i’m nothing
you pull me in for one last kiss
i get way too drunk and i feel like shit
my heart on my sleeve like i slit my wrist
i don’t eat enough, it makes me sick
oh why, oh why is it so hard?
no, i can’t lie. you went too far
it all tastes like you so i just starve
and i fill the sink, drip from my arms

sad chill x Shiki XO - starve

cope (latrodectus)

middle fingers up to the sky
i dont give af till the day i die
saying that out loud feels like a lie
rewind, i wont forget that time you said
when you said you love me
u were too good, way too good to last forever
truth said, trying my best to forget it all
even tho that this hurts me ik that its for the better
no offense, but the way you twist my heart into pieces
i cant help but feel a little useless
Ive been awake for so long
that i fell asleep with my headphones still on
listen to the songs that i made for u
then you would understand how i feel for you
cuz i cant explain it at all
no i cant explain all my thoughts, no
kill me or kiss me, softly
or do me dirty, take the clothes right off me
slow, like im sipping on a coffee
if this night ever ends, take the gun and off me
awfully, and clean up the mess
you kinda taste like toffee when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on your
neck 
VV

fangs on ur neck

Fangs VV [prod. thersx]

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


#vails #vito #thesoundclown #mackk
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cope (latrodectus)

cutdeep